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envy。 〃Heard you struck it rich with the old man; and was Mister
Brant now!〃
〃Yes;〃 said Clarence gently; yet with a smile that had not only a
tinge of weariness but even of sadness in it。
Unfortunately; the act; which was quite natural to Clarence's
sensitiveness; and indeed partly sprang from some concern in his old
companion's fortunes; translated itself by a very human process to
Hooker's consciousness as a piece of rank affectation。 HE would
have been exalted and exultant in Clarence's place; consequently any
other exhibition was only 〃airs。〃 Nevertheless; at the present
moment Clarence was to be placated。
〃You didn't mind my telling that story about your savin' Susy as my
own; did ye?〃 he said; with a hasty glance over his shoulder。 〃I
only did it to fool the old man and women…folks; and make talk。 You
won't blow on me? Ye ain't mad about it?〃
It had crossed Clarence's memory that when they were both younger
Jim Hooker had once not only borrowed his story; but his name and
personality as well。 Yet in his loyalty to old memories there was
mingled no resentment for past injury。 〃Of course not;〃 he said;
with a smile that was; however; still thoughtful。 〃Why should I?
Only I ought to tell you that Susy Peyton is living with her adopted
parents not ten miles from here; and it might reach their ears。
She's quite a young lady now; and if I wouldn't tell her story to
strangers; I don't think YOU ought to; Jim。〃
He said this so pleasantly that even the skeptical Jim forgot what
he believed were the 〃airs and graces〃 of self…abnegation; and said;
〃Let's go inside; and I'll introduce you;〃 and turned to the house。
But Clarence Brant drew back。 〃I'm going on as soon as my horse is
fed; for I'm on a visit to Peyton; and I intend to push as far as
Santa Inez still to…night。 I want to talk with you about yourself;
Jim;〃 he added gently; 〃your prospects and your future。 I heard;〃
he went on hesitatingly; 〃that you wereat workin a restaurant in
San Francisco。 I'm glad to see that you are at least your own
master here;〃he glanced at the wagon。 〃You are selling things; I
suppose? For yourself; or another? Is that team yours? Come;〃 he
added; still pleasantly; but in an older and graver voice; with
perhaps the least touch of experienced authority; 〃be frank; Jim。
Which is it? Never mind what things you've told IN THERE; tell ME
the truth about yourself。 Can I help you in any way? Believe me; I
should like to。 We have been old friends; whatever difference in
our luck; I am yours still。〃
Thus adjured; the redoubtable Jim; in a hoarse whisper; with a
furtive eye on the house; admitted that he was traveling for an
itinerant peddler; whom he expected to join later in the settlement;
that he had his own methods of disposing of his wares; and (darkly)
that his proprietor and the world generally had better not interfere
with him; that (with a return to more confidential lightness) he had
already 〃worked the Wild West Injin〃 business so successfully as to
dispose of his wares; particularly in yonder house; and might do
even more if not prematurely and wantonly 〃blown upon;〃 〃gone back
on;〃 or 〃given away。〃
〃But wouldn't you like to settle down on some bit of land like this;
and improve it for yourself?〃 said Clarence。 〃All these valley
terraces are bound to rise in value; and meantime you would be
independent。 It could be managed; Jim。 I think I could arrange it
for you;〃 he went on; with a slight glow of youthful enthusiasm。
〃Write to me at Peyton's ranch; and I'll see you when I come back;
and we'll hunt up something for you together。〃 As Jim received the
proposition with a kind of gloomy embarrassment; he added lightly;
with a glance at the farmhouse; 〃It might be near HERE; you know;
and you'd have pleasant neighbors; and even eager listeners to your
old adventures。〃
〃You'd better come in a minit before you go;〃 said Jim; clumsily
evading a direct reply。 Clarence hesitated a moment; and then
yielded。 For an equal moment Jim Hooker was torn between secret
jealousy of his old comrade's graces and a desire to present them as
familiar associations of his own。 But his vanity was quickly
appeased。
Need it be said that the two women received this fleck and foam of a
super…civilization they knew little of as almost an impertinence
compared to the rugged; gloomy; pathetic; and equally youthful hero
of an adventurous wilderness of which they knew still less? What
availed the courtesy and gentle melancholy of Clarence Brant beside
the mysterious gloom and dark savagery of Red Jim? Yet they
received him patronizingly; as one who was; like themselves; an
admirer of manly grace and power; and the recipient of Jim's
friendship。 The farmer alone seemed to prefer Clarence; and yet the
latter's tacit indorsement of Red Jim; through his evident previous
intimacy with him; impressed the man in Jim's favor。 All of which
Clarence saw with that sensitive perception which had given him an
early insight into human weakness; yet still had never shaken his
youthful optimism。 He smiled a little thoughtfully; but was openly
fraternal to Jim; courteous to his host and family; and; as he rode
away in the faint moonlight; magnificently opulent in his largess to
the farmer;his first and only assertion of his position。
The farmhouse; straggling barn; and fringe of dusty willows; the
white dome of the motionless wagon; with the hanging frying pans and
kettles showing in the moonlight like black silhouettes against the
staring canvas; all presently sank behind Clarence like the details
of a dream; and he was alone with the moon; the hazy mystery of the
level; grassy plain; and the monotony of the unending road。 As he
rode slowly along he thought of that other dreary plain; white with
alkali patches and brown with rings of deserted camp…fires; known to
his boyhood of deprivation; dependency; danger; and adventure; oddly
enough; with a strange delight; and his later years of study;
monastic seclusion; and final ease and independence; with an easy
sense of wasted existence and useless waiting。 He remembered his
homeless childhood in the South; where servants and slaves took the
place of the father he had never known; and the mother that he
rarely saw; he remembered his abandonment to a mysterious female
relation; where his natural guardians seemed to have overlooked and
forgotten him; until he was sent; an all too young adventurer; to
work his passage on an overland emigrant train across the plains; he
remembered; as yesterday; the fears; the hopes; the dreams and
dangers of that momentous journey。 He recalled his little playmate;
Susy; and their strange adventuresthe whole incident that the
imaginative Jim Hooker had translated and rehearsed as his ownrose
vividly before him。 He thought of the cruel end of that pilgrimage;
which again left him homeless and forgotten by even the relative he
was seeking in a strange land。 He remembered his solitary journey
to the gold mines; taken with a boy's trust and a boy's fearlessness;
and the strange protector he had found there; who had news of his
missing kinsman; he remembered how this protectorwhom he had at
once instinctively lovedtransferred him to the house of this
new…found relation; who treated him kindly and sent him to the
Jesuit school; but who never awakened in him a feeling of kinship。
He dreamed again of his life at school; his accidental meeting with
Susy at Santa Clara; the keen revival of his boyish love for his old
playmate; now a pretty schoolgirl; the petted adopted child of
wealthy parents。 He recalled the terrible shock that interrupted
this boyish episode: the news of the death of his protector; and the
revelation that this hard; silent; and mysterious man was his own
father; whose reckless life and desperate reputation had impelled
him to assume a disguise。
He remembered how his sudden accession to wealth and independence
had half frightened him; and had always left a lurking sensitiveness
that he was unfairly favored; by some mere accident; above his less
lucky companions。 The rude vices of his old associates had made him
impatient of the feebler sensual indulgences of the later companions
of his luxury; and exposed their hollow fascinations; his sensitive
fastidiousness kept him clean among vulgar temptations; his clear
perceptions were never blinded by selfish sophistry。 Meantime his
feeling for Susy remained unchanged。 Pride had kept him from
seeking the Peytons。 His present visit was as unpremeditated as
Peyton's invitation had been unlooked for by him。 Yet he had not
allowed himself to be deceived。 He knew that this courtesy was
probably due to the change in his fortune; although he had hoped it
might have been some change in their opinion brought about by Susy。
But he would at least see her again; not in the pretty; half…
cland