the ice maiden-第10节
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doing she could have put Rudy in a rage; and made him run out of the
house。 That would have proved how much he loved her。 All this was
not right in Babette; but she was only nineteen years of age; and
she did not reflect on what she did; neither did she think that her
conduct would appear to the young Englishman as light; and not even
becoming the modest and much…loved daughter of the miller。
The mill at Bex stood in the highway; which passed under the
snow…clad mountains; and not far from a rapid mountain…stream; whose
waters seemed to have been lashed into a foam like soap…suds。 This
stream; however; did not pass near enough to the mill; and therefore
the mill…wheel was turned by a smaller stream which tumbled down the
rocks on the opposite side; where it was opposed by a stone
mill…dam; and obtained greater strength and speed; till it fell into a
large basin; and from thence through a channel to the mill…wheel。 This
channel sometimes overflowed; and made the path so slippery that any
one passing that way might easily fall in; and be carried towards
the mill wheel with frightful rapidity。 Such a catastrophe nearly
happened to the young Englishman。 He had dressed himself in white
clothes; like a miller's man; and was climbing the path to the
miller's house; but he had never been taught to climb; and therefore
slipped; and nearly went in head…foremost。 He managed; however; to
scramble out with wet sleeves and bespattered trousers。 Still; wet and
splashed with mud; he contrived to reach Babette's window; to which he
had been guided by the light that shone from it。 Here he climbed the
old linden…tree that stood near it; and began to imitate the voice
of an owl; the only bird he could venture to mimic。 Babette heard
the noise; and glanced through the thin window curtain; but when she
saw the man in white; and guessed who he was; her little heart beat
with terror as well as anger。 She quickly put out the light; felt if
the fastening of the window was secure; and then left him to howl as
long as he liked。 How dreadful it would be; thought Babette; if Rudy
were here in the house。 But Rudy was not in the house。 No; it was much
worse; he was outside; standing just under the linden…tree。 He was
speaking loud; angry words。 He could fight; and there might be murder!
Babette opened the window in alarm; and called Rudy's name; she told
him to go away; she did not wish him to remain there。
〃You do not wish me to stay;〃 cried he; 〃then this is an
appointment you expected… this good friend whom you prefer to me。
Shame on you; Babette!〃
〃You are detestable!〃 exclaimed Babette; bursting into tears。
〃Go away。 I hate you。〃
〃I have not deserved this;〃 said Rudy; as he turned away; his
cheeks burning; and his heart like fire。
Babette threw herself on the bed; and wept bitterly。 〃So much as I
loved thee; Rudy; and yet thou canst think ill of me。〃
Thus her anger broke forth; it relieved her; however: otherwise
she would have been more deeply grieved; but now she could sleep
soundly; as youth only can sleep。
XII。 EVIL POWERS
Rudy left Bex; and took his way home along the mountain path。
The air was fresh; but cold; for here amidst the deep snow; the Ice
Maiden reigned。 He was so high up that the large trees beneath him;
with their thick foliage; appeared like garden plants; and the pines
and bushes even less。 The Alpine roses grew near the snow; which lay
in detached stripes; and looked like linen laid out to bleach。 A
blue gentian grew in his path; and he crushed it with the butt end
of his gun。 A little higher up; he espied two chamois。 Rudy's eyes
glistened; and his thoughts flew at once in a different direction; but
he was not near enough to take a sure aim。 He ascended still higher;
to a spot where a few rough blades of grass grew between the blocks of
stone and the chamois passed quietly on over the snow…fields。 Rudy
walked hurriedly; while the clouds of mist gathered round him。
Suddenly he found himself on the brink of a precipitous rock。 The rain
was falling in torrents。 He felt a burning thirst; his head was hot;
and his limbs trembled with cold。 He seized his hunting…flask; but
it was empty; he had not thought of filling it before ascending the
mountain。 He had never been ill in his life; nor ever experienced such
sensations as those he now felt。 He was so tired that he could
scarcely resist lying down at his full length to sleep; although the
ground was flooded with the rain。 Yet when he tried to rouse himself a
little; every object around him danced and trembled before his eyes。
Suddenly he observed in the doorway of a hut newly built under the
rock; a young maiden。 He did not remember having seen this hut before;
yet there it stood; and he thought; at first; that the young maiden
was Annette; the schoolmaster's daughter; whom he had once kissed in
the dance。 The maiden was not Annette; yet it seemed as if he had seen
her somewhere before; perhaps near Grindelwald; on the evening of
his return home from Interlachen; after the shooting…match。
〃How did you come here?〃 he asked。
〃I am at home;〃 she replied; 〃I am watching my flocks。〃
〃Your flocks!〃 he exclaimed; 〃where do they find pasture? There is
nothing here but snow and rocks。〃
〃Much you know of what grows here;〃 she replied; laughing。 〃not
far beneath us there is beautiful pasture…land。 My goats go there。 I
tend them carefully; I never miss one。 What is once mine remains
mine。〃
〃You are bold;〃 said Rudy。
〃And so are you;〃 she answered。
〃Have you any milk in the house?〃 he asked; 〃if so; give me some
to drink; my thirst is intolerable。〃
〃I have something better than milk;〃 she replied; 〃which I will
give you。 Some travellers who were here yesterday with their guide
left behind them a half a flask of wine; such as you have never
tasted。 They will not come back to fetch it; I know; and I shall not
drink it; so you shall have it。〃
Then the maiden went to fetch the wine; poured some into a
wooden cup; and offered it to Rudy。
〃How good it is!〃 said he; 〃I have never before tasted such
warm; invigorating wine。〃 And his eyes sparkled with new life; a
glow diffused itself over his frame; it seemed as if every sorrow;
every oppression were banished from his mind; and a fresh; free nature
were stirring within him。 〃You are surely Annette; the
schoolmaster's daughter;〃 cried he; 〃will you give me a kiss?〃
〃Yes; if you will give me that beautiful ring which you wear on
your finger。〃
〃My betrothal ring?〃 he replied。
〃Yes; just so;〃 said the maiden; as she poured out some more wine;
and held it to his lips。 Again he drank; and a living joy streamed
through every vein。
〃The whole world is mine; why therefore should I grieve?〃
thought he。 〃Everything is created for our enjoyment and happiness。
The stream of life is a stream of happiness; let us flow on with it to
joy and felicity。〃
Rudy gazed on the young maiden; it was Annette; and yet it was not
Annette; still less did he suppose it was the spectral phantom; whom
he had met near Grindelwald。 The maiden up here on the mountain was
fresh as the new fallen snow; blooming as an Alpine rose; and as
nimble…footed as a young kid。 Still; she was one of Adam's race;
like Rudy。 He flung his arms round the beautiful being; and gazed into
her wonderfully clear eyes;… only for a moment; but in that moment
words cannot express the effect of his gaze。 Was it the spirit of life
or of death that overpowered him? Was he rising higher; or sinking
lower and lower into the deep; deadly abyss? He knew not; but the
walls of ice shone like blue…green glass; innumerable clefts yawned
around him; and the water…drops tinkled like the chiming of church
bells; and shone clearly as pearls in the light of a pale…blue
flame。 The Ice Maiden; for she it was; kissed him; and her kiss sent a
chill as of ice through his whole frame。 A cry of agony escaped from
him; he struggled to get free; and tottered from her。 For a moment all
was dark before his eyes; but when he opened them again it was
light; and the Alpine maiden had vanished。 The powers of evil had
played their game; the sheltering hut was no more to be seen。 The
water trickled down the naked sides of the rocks; and snow lay thickly
all around。 Rudy shivered with cold; he was wet through to the skin;
and his ring was gone;… the betrothal ring that Babette had given him。
His gun lay near him in the snow; he took it up and tried to discharge
it; but it missed fire。 Heavy clouds lay on the mountain clefts;
like firm masses of snow。 Upon one of these Vertigo sat; lurking after
his powerless prey; and from beneath came a sound as if a piece of
rock had fallen from the cleft; and was crushing everything that stood
in its way or opposed its course。
But; at the miller's; Babette sat alone and wept。 Rudy had not
been to see her for six days。 He who was in the wrong; and who ought
to ask her forgiveness; for did she not love him with her whole hear