a face illumined-第101节
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longer; and you're all right。〃
At the sound of Ida's name he lifted his head and looked around
till he met her eyes; and then smiled gladly。 His smile satisfied
her completely; and she stepped quietly into the background。 〃He
has not broken his pledge; even in thought;〃 she murmured。 〃I can
trust him still。〃
He was carried up the steps and stairs to his room; followed by all
eyes。 Ida stole to Jennie Burton; and kept near her as she sought
to quietly gain her room by a side stairs。
〃You are faint; Miss Burton;〃 she said gently; 〃lean on me;〃 and
Jennie did lean on her more and more heavily until she reached her
room; and then her blue eyes closed; and the day she so dreaded
was over; as far as she had consciousness of it。 So slight and
fragile had she become that even Ida was able to carry her to her
couch。 Her swoon of utter exhaustion was long and deep; and when
she rallied from it there were symptoms which led the physician to
say that she must have absolute quiet and sleep; and he gave her
strong opiates to insure the latter。 Jennie only reached out her
hand for Ida and whispered: 〃Don't leave me;〃 and then passed into
a slumber that seemed like death。
With her old imperious manner Ida silenced all who entered the
room; or motioned them out if they had no business there。
Stanton whispered: 〃You know I will be within call any moment。〃
But Ida's reply was: 〃If you lover her; if you care for me; don't
leave him; make him live。〃 Thus; in restoring rest and patient vigils
the night wore away。 The physician found that while Van Berg's
leg was much bruised and wrenched; it had received no permanent
injury; and in regard to Miss Burton he said: 〃If she wakes quiet
and sane; all danger will be past; I think。〃
His hopes were fulfilled。 With the dawn her deep stupor passed
into a light and broken slumber; in which she tossed; and moaned;
and whispered; as if the light of thought were also streaming into
her darkened mind。 At last she opened her eyes and looked at Ida;
who smiled reassuringly。 In a few moments the events of the past
day came back to her; and she started up and asked earnestly:
〃Mr。 Van Bergis he safe?〃
Ida stooped down and kissed her as she replied; 〃Mr。 Van Berg is
rallying fast; and is out of all danger。〃
Jennie leaned back among her pillows with a smile of deep content;
and closed her eyes。 When she opened them again Ida had gone; and
Mrs。 Burleigh had taken her place as watcher。
But the need of such care passed speedily。 The doctor; after his
morning call; said that the critical moment of danger had gone by。
So it had; but his understanding of Jennie's case was superficial
indeed; and he ascribed to his opiate a virtue that it had never
possessed。 The balm that had soothed her wounded spirit was
the thought of saved life and the happiness that might result to
those in whom she was deeply interested。 The dreaded anniversary
had passed; and she was profoundly grateful that it had ended in
physical exhaustion rather than in vain and agonized regret。 She
readily obeyed the physician's injunction to keep very quiet for
two or three days; for memory during the past few weeks had caused
a fever of mind that was scarcely less wearing than would have
been the disease against which rest was the best safeguard。 The
condition in which she found Van Berg suggested some light on the
dark problem of her life; but she only sighed deeply: 〃I shall
never know in this world why he does not come。〃
When told how Ida had taken care of her and watched till all danger
was passed; she murmured to herself; 〃Brave; noble Ida Mayhew! but
I may be able to reward her yet。〃 She needed very little care;
and felt no surprise that Ida now permitted others to render these
attentions; contenting herself with brief but gentle inquiries
concerning her welfare。 Jennie only took pains to learn that Ida
would not leave the Lake House till Monday of the following week;
and then rested and waited。 She was not sure of Van Berg; and until
she was she would shield Ida as herself。 But if it were true; as
she surmised that Van Berg imagined that honor and loyalty bound
him to her; while his heart was disposed to reward the maiden who
had given him hers; she hoped that a little wise diplomacy on her
part might do no harm。 She very justly feared that Van Berg's
gratitude to herself would be so strong that he would consider
nothing else; and she also feared that in order to accomplish her
kind intentions towards them; it might become necessary for her
to tell him the sad story of her lifea story which she had never
yet put in words。 Therefore she sought to obtain the strength and
tranquility of mind which this effort might tax to the utmost。 She
also imagined that if she could only see Ida and Van Berg together
a few times; her course would be clearer。
Van Berg's vital forces had not been drained by weeks of mental
distress; and he rallied rapidly。 Stanton took care of him with a
sort of grim faithfulness which his friend appreciated; but neither
of them made any reference to the subject uppermost in their minds。
On the afternoon of the day following his rescue; he was able to
use crutches; and seated in his arm…chair was carried down to the
hotel parlor。 The guests thronged around him with congratulations;
and Ida came forward promptly with the others but her manner was
the most undemonstrative and quiet of any who spoke to him。 His
earnest look and the pressure of his hand meant so much to her;
however; that she soon retreated to the solitude of her room; and
her smile was almost glad as she murmured:
〃Oh; how much better it is to just take God at his word and do
right! If I had yielded to my strong temptation I would not have
won him; for now he is bound to Miss Burton by every motive。 But
by doing right I have kept his respect。 Thank God for the glance
I have just received; for it is worth far more than any expressions
of dishonorable passion。 My conscience is light; if my heart is
heavy!〃
In the quiet and friendly courtesy that Van Berg and Ida maintained
towards each other; a casual observer would have seen nothing to
excite remark; and the gossips at the house believed they had been
misled by the facts that the artist had followed Ida to the city;
and returned with her as if by arrangement。 They now all agreed
that he could not do less than bestow himself as a reward upon
the 〃pretty little school ma'am;〃 as some of the tattling genus
persisted in calling Miss Burton。 Mr。 Mayhew had written that
unexpected business complications had arisen which required his
whole attention; and as he was acting in trust for others he could
not give his time just then to making the change that Ida had
wished; but that he would arrange matters so he could enter on his
vacation the following week; and then would take Ida wherever she
wished to go。 He wrote daily; and his letters were sources of
double cheer to Ida; for she read between the lines her father's
deep sympathy and in the lines found increasing proof that he was
a changed man。
Now that events had taken their strange and unexpected turn; she
was not sorry to remain。 She had no belief that change of place
would make any difference in her feelings; and she found that her
heart clung strongly to the scenes with which were associated her
recent deep experiences。 There was nothing in Van Berg's manner
now that made it embarrassing for her to meet him。 While in his
honest effort to keep his pledges; she saw that he apparently gave
the most of his thoughts to Miss Burton; and daily had conveyed
to her room the rarest flowers and fruits he could obtain; sending
to the city for them as well as having the country scoured for
its choicest treasures; she also occasionally caught a glimpse of
the truth that he honored and reverenced her from the depths of
his heart。 Although in her sincere diffidence she did not regard
herself as worthy of such esteem; still the poor girl; who had been
so deeply humiliated and discouraged; was comforted and sustained
by his strong and silent homage。 She would also be very sorry to
forego her daily visits to Mr。 Eltinge。
As Thursday was warm; Van Berg spent the greater part of it
on the cool piazza; for he was now able to move about on crutches
very well。 He had no lack of company; but all found him reticent
concerning his accident and the causes which had led to it。 The
most persistent gossip in the house learned no more than the bare
facts; and was inclined to believe there was nothing more to learn。
That Stanton was so distant was explained by the fact that he was
an unsuccessful rival。 Both Van Berg and Ida puzzled Stanton as
far as he gave them thought; but in his honest loyalty his heart
was in the darkened room in which poor Jennie was resting; more
from her long passionate