the story of an african farm-第2节
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floor; and the moonlight looked in at the naked little limbs。 Presently
she opened her eyes and looked at the moonlight that was bathing her。
〃Em!〃 she called to the sleeper in the other bed; but received no answer。
Then she drew the cover from the floor; turned her pillow; and pulling the
sheet over her head; went to sleep again。
Only in one of the outbuildings that jutted from the wagon…house there was
some one who was not asleep。
The room was dark; door and shutter were closed; not a ray of light entered
anywhere。 The German overseer; to whom the room belonged; lay sleeping
soundly on his bed in the corner; his great arms folded; and his bushy grey
and black beard rising and falling on his breast。 But one in the room was
not asleep。 Two large eyes looked about in the darkness; and two small
hands were smoothing the patchwork quilt。 The boy; who slept on a box
under the window; had just awakened from his first sleep。 He drew the
quilt up to his chin; so that little peered above it but a great head of
silky black curls and the two black eyes。 He stared about in the darkness。
Nothing was visible; not even the outline of one worm…eaten rafter; nor of
the deal table; on which lay the Bible from which his father had read
before they went to bed。 No one could tell where the toolbox was; and
where the fireplace。 There was something very impressive to the child in
the complete darkness。
At the head of his father's bed hung a great silver hunting watch。 It
ticked loudly。 The boy listened to it; and began mechanically to count。
Ticktickone; two; three; four! He lost count presently; and only
listened。 Ticktickticktick!
It never waited; it went on inexorably; and every time it ticked a man
died! He raised himself a little on his elbow and listened。 He wished it
would leave off。
How many times had it ticked since he came to lie down? A thousand times;
a million times; perhaps。
He tried to count again; and sat up to listen better。
〃Dying; dying; dying!〃 said the watch; 〃dying; dying; dying!〃
He heard it distinctly。 Where were they going to; all those people?
He lay down quickly; and pulled the cover up over his head: but presently
the silky curls reappeared。
〃Dying; dying; dying!〃 said the watch; 〃dying; dying; dying!〃
He thought of the words his father had read that evening〃For wide is the
gate; and broad is the way; that leadeth to destruction and many there be
which go in thereat。〃
〃Many; many; many!〃 said the watch。
〃Because strait is the gate; and narrow is the way; that leadeth unto life;
and few there be that find it。〃
〃Few; few; few!〃 said the watch。
The boy lay with his eyes wide open。 He saw before him a long stream of
people; a great dark multitude; that moved in one direction; then they came
to the dark edge of the world and went over。 He saw them passing on before
him; and there was nothing that could stop them。 He thought of how that
stream had rolled on through all the long ages of the pasthow the old
Greeks and Romans had gone over; the countless millions of China and India;
they were going over now。 Since he had come to bed; how many had gone!
And the watch said; 〃Eternity; eternity; eternity!〃
〃Stop them! stop them!〃 cried the child。
And all the while the watch kept ticking on; just like God's will; that
never changes or alters; you may do what you please。
Great beads of perspiration stood on the boy's forehead。 He climbed out of
bed and lay with his face turned to the mud floor。
〃Oh; God; God! save them!〃 he cried in agony。 〃Only some; only a few!
Only for each moment I am praying here one!〃 He folded his little hands
upon his head。 〃God! God! save them!〃
He grovelled on the floor。
Oh; the long; long ages of the past; in which they had gone over! Oh; the
long; long future; in which they would pass away! Oh; God! the long; long;
long eternity; which has no end!
The child wept; and crept closer to the ground。
。。。
The Sacrifice。
The farm by daylight was not as the farm by moonlight。 The plain was a
weary flat of loose red sand; sparsely covered by dry karoo bushes; that
cracked beneath the tread like tinder; and showed the red earth everywhere。
Here and there a milk…bush lifted its pale…coloured rods; and in every
direction the ants and beetles ran about in the blazing sand。 The red
walls of the farmhouse; the zinc roofs of the outbuildings; the stone walls
of the kraals; all reflected the fierce sunlight; till the eye ached and
blenched。 No tree or shrub was to be seen far or near。 The two sunflowers
that stood before the door; out…stared by the sun; drooped their brazen
faces to the sand; and the little cicada…like insects cried aloud among the
stones of the kopje。
The Boer…woman; seen by daylight; was even less lovely than when; in bed;
she rolled and dreamed。 She sat on a chair in the great front room; with
her feet on a wooden stove; and wiped her flat face with the corner of her
apron; and drank coffee; and in Cape Dutch swore that the beloved weather
was damned。 Less lovely; too; by daylight was the dead Englishman's child;
her little stepdaughter; upon whose freckles and low; wrinkled forehead the
sunlight had no mercy。
〃Lyndall;〃 the child said to her little orphan cousin; who sat with her on
the floor threading beads; 〃how is it your beads never fall off your
needle?〃
〃I try;〃 said the little one gravely; moistening her tiny finger。 〃That is
why。〃
The overseer; seen by daylight; was a huge German; wearing a shabby suit;
and with a childish habit of rubbing his hands and nodding his head
prodigiously when pleased at anything。 He stood out at the kraals in the
blazing sun; explaining to two Kaffer boys the approaching end of the
world。 The boys; as they cut the cakes of dung; winked at each other; and
worked as slowly as they possibly could; but the German never saw it。
Away; beyond the kopje; Waldo his son herded the ewes and lambsa small
and dusty herdpowdered all over from head to foot with red sand; wearing
a ragged coat and shoes of undressed leather; through whose holes the toes
looked out。 His hat was too large; and had sunk down to his eyes;
concealing completely the silky black curls。 It was a curious small
figure。 His flock gave him little trouble。 It was too hot for them to
move far; they gathered round every little milk…bush; as though they hoped
to find shade; and stood there motionless in clumps。 He himself crept
under a shelving rock that lay at the foot of the kopje; stretched himself
on his stomach; and waved his dilapidated little shoes in the air。
Soon; from the blue bag where he kept his dinner; he produced a fragment of
slate; an arithmetic; and a pencil。 Proceeding to put down a sum with
solemn and earnest demeanour; he began to add it up aloud: 〃Six and two is
eightand four is twelveand two is fourteenand four is eighteen。〃
Here he paused。 〃And four is eighteenandfouriseighteen。〃 The last
was very much drawled。 Slowly the pencil slipped from his fingers; and the
slate followed it into the sand。 For a while he lay motionless; then began
muttering to himself; folded his little arms; laid his head down upon them;
and might have been asleep; but for the muttering sound that from time to
time proceeded from him。 A curious old ewe came to sniff at him; but it
was long before he raised his head。 When he did; he looked at the far…off
hills with his heavy eyes。
〃Ye shall receiveye shall receiveshall; shall; shall;〃 he muttered。
He sat up then。 Slowly the dulness and heaviness melted from his face; it
became radiant。 Midday had come now; and the sun's rays were poured down
vertically; the earth throbbed before the eye。
The boy stood up quickly; and cleared a small space from the bushes which
covered it。 Looking carefully; he found twelve small stones of somewhat
the same size; kneeling down; he arranged them carefully on the cleared
space in a square pile; in shape like an altar。 Then he walked to the bag
where his dinner was kept; in it was a mutton chop and a large slice of
brown bread。 The boy took them out and turned the bread over in his hand;
deeply considering it。 Finally he threw it away and walked to the altar
with the meat; and laid it down on the stones。 Close by in the red sand he
knelt down。 Sure; never since the beginning of the world was there so
ragged and so small a priest。 He took off his great hat and placed it
solemnly on the ground; then closed his eyes and folded his hands。 He
prayed aloud:
〃Oh; God; my Father; I have made Thee a sacrifice。 I have only twopence;
so I cannot buy a lamb。 If the lambs were mine; I would give Thee one; but
now I have only this meat; it is my dinner meat。 Please; my Father; send
fire down from heaven to burn it。 Thou hast said; Whosoever shall