camille (la dame aux camilias)(卡米勒)-第15节
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succeed in playing that passage？ Would you believe that I sometimes
spend two hours of the morning over it？ And when I think that that idiot of
a count plays it without his music； and beautifully； I really believe it is that
that makes me so furious with him。〃 And she began again； always with the
same result。
〃The devil take Weber； music； and pianos！〃 she cried； throwing the
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music to the other end of the room。 〃How can I play eight sharps one after
another？〃 She folded her arms and looked at us； stamping her foot。 The
blood flew to her cheeks； and her lips half opened in a slight cough。
〃Come； come；〃 said Prudence； who had taken off her hat and was
smoothing her hair before the glass； 〃you will work yourself into a rage
and do yourself harm。 Better come and have supper； for my part； I am
dying of hunger。〃
Marguerite rang the bell； sat down to the piano again； and began to
hum over a very risky song； which she accompanied without difficulty。
Gaston knew the song； and they gave a sort of duet。
〃Don't sing those beastly things；〃 I said to Marguerite； imploringly。
〃Oh； how proper you are！〃 she said； smiling and giving me her hand。
〃It is not for myself； but for you。〃
Marguerite made a gesture as if to say； 〃Oh； it is long since that I have
done with propriety！〃 At that moment Nanine appeared。
〃Is supper ready？〃 asked Marguerite。 〃Yes； madame； in one moment。〃
〃Apropos；〃 said Prudence to me； 〃you have not looked round； come；
and I will show you。〃 As you know； the drawing…room was a marvel。
Marguerite went with us for a moment； then she called Gaston and
went into the dining…room with him to see if supper was ready。
〃Ah；〃 said Prudence； catching sight of a little Saxe figure on a side…
table； 〃I never knew you had this little gentleman。〃
〃Which？〃
〃A little shepherd holding a bird…cage。〃
〃Take it； if you like it。〃
〃I won't deprive you of it。〃
〃I was going to give it to my maid。 I think it hideous； but if you like it；
take it。〃
Prudence only saw the present； not the way in which it was given。 She
put the little figure on one side； and took me into the dressing…room； where
she showed me two miniatures hanging side by side； and said：
〃That is the Comte de G。； who was very much in love with Marguerite；
it was he who brought her out。 Do you know him？〃
〃No。 And this one？〃 I inquired； pointing to the other miniature。
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〃That is the little Vicomte de L。 He was obliged to disappear。〃
〃Why？〃
〃Because he was all but ruined。 That's one； if you like； who loved
Marguerite。〃
〃And she loved him； too； no doubt？〃
〃She is such a queer girl； one never knows。 The night he went away
she went to the theatre as usual； and yet she had cried when he said good…
bye to her。〃
Just then Nanine appeared； to tell us that supper was served。
When we entered the dining…room； Marguerite was leaning against the
wall； and Gaston； holding her hands； was speaking to her in a low voice。
〃You are mad；〃 replied Marguerite。 〃You know quite well that I don't
want you。 It is no good at the end of two years to make love to a woman
like me。 With us； it is at once； or never。 Come； gentlemen； supper！〃
And； slipping away from Gaston； Marguerite made him sit on her right
at table； me on her left； then called to Nanine：
〃Before you sit down； tell them in the kitchen not to open to anybody
if there is a ring。〃
This order was given at one o'clock in the morning。
We laughed； drank； and ate freely at this supper。 In a short while mirth
had reached its last limit； and the words that seem funny to a certain class
of people； words that degrade the mouth that utters them； were heard from
time to time； amidst the applause of Nanine； of Prudence； and of
Marguerite。 Gaston was thoroughly amused； he was a very good sort of
fellow； but somewhat spoiled by the habits of his youth。 For a moment I
tried to forget myself； to force my heart and my thoughts to become
indifferent to the sight before me； and to take my share of that gaiety
which seemed like one of the courses of the meal。 But little by little I
withdrew from the noise； my glass remained full； and I felt almost sad as I
saw this beautiful creature of twenty drinking； talking like a porter； and
laughing the more loudly the more scandalous was the joke。
Nevertheless； this hilarity； this way of talking and drinking； which
seemed to me in the others the mere results of bad company or of bad
habits； seemed in Marguerite a necessity of forgetting； a fever； a nervous
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irritability。 At every glass of champagne her cheeks would flush with a
feverish colour； and a cough； hardly perceptible at the beginning of supper；
became at last so violent that she was obliged to lean her head on the back
of her chair and hold her chest in her hands every time that she coughed。 I
suffered at the thought of the injury to so frail a constitution which must
come from daily excesses like this。 At length； something which I had
feared and foreseen happened。 Toward the end of supper Marguerite was
seized by a more violent fit of coughing than any she had had while I was
there。 It seemed as if her chest were being torn in two。 The poor girl turned
crimson； closed her eyes under the pain； and put her napkin to her lips。 It
was stained with a drop of blood。 She rose and ran into her dressing…room。
〃What is the matter with Marguerite？〃 asked Gaston。
〃She has been laughing too much； and she is spitting blood。 Oh； it is
nothing； it happens to her every day。 She will be back in a minute。 Leave
her alone。 She prefers it。〃
I could not stay still； and； to the consternation of Prudence and Nanine；
who called to me to come back； I followed Marguerite。〃
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CHAPTER 10
The room to which she had fled was lit only by a single candle。 She
lay back on a great sofa； her dress undone； holding one hand on her heart；
and letting the other hang by her side。 On the table was a basin half full of
water； and the water was stained with streaks of blood。
Very pale； her mouth half open； Marguerite tried to recover breath。
Now and again her bosom was raised by a long sigh； which seemed to
relieve her a little； and for a few seconds she would seem to be quite
comfortable。
I went up to her； she made no movement； and I sat down and took the
hand which was lying on the sofa。
〃Ah！ it is you；〃 she said； with a smile。
I must have looked greatly agitated； for she added：
〃Are you unwell； too？〃
〃No； but you： do you still suffer？〃
〃Very little；〃 and she wiped off with her handkerchief the tears which
the coughing had brought to her eyes； 〃I am used to it now。〃
〃You are killing yourself； madame；〃 I said to her in a moved voice。 〃I
wish I were a friend； a relation of yours； that I might keep you from doing
yourself harm like this。〃
〃Ah！ it is really not worth your while to alarm yourself；〃 she replied in
a somewhat bitter tone； 〃see how much notice the others take of me！ They
know too well that there is nothing to be done。〃
Thereupon she got up； and； taking the candle； put it on the mantel…
piece and looked at herself in the glass。
〃How pale I am！〃 she said； as she fastened her dress and passed her
fingers over her loosened hair。 〃Come； let us go back to supper。 Are you
coming？〃
I sat still and did not move。
She saw how deeply I had been affected by the whole scene； and；
coming up to me； held out her hand； saying：
〃Come now； let us go。〃
I took her hand； raised it to my lips； and in spite of myself two tears
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