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had　somehow　expected　to　hear　raised；　everybody　seemed　gossiping；　or

searching　the　heart　of　such　topics　as　where　to　go　this　summer；　or　how

to　get　new　servants。　　Trifling　with　coffee…cups；　they　dissected　their

fellow　artists　in　the　same　way　as　his　society　friends　of　the　other

night　had　dissected　the　fellow〃smart〃；　and　the　varnish　on　the

floor；　the　pictures；　and　the　piano　were　reflected　on　all　the　faces

around。　　Shelton　moved　from　group　to　group　disconsolate。



A　tall；　imposing　person　stood　under　a　Japanese　print　holding　the　palm

of　one　hand　outspread；　his　unwieldy　trunk　and　thin　legs　wobbled　in

concert　to　his　ingratiating　voice。



〃War；〃　he　was　saying；　〃is　not　necessary。　　War　is　not　necessary。　　I

hope　I　make　myself　clear。　　War　is　not　necessary；　it　depends　on

nationality；　but　nationality　is　not　necessary。〃　　He　inclined　his　head

to　one　side；　〃Why　do　we　have　nationality？　　Let　us　do　away　with

boundarieslet　us　have　the　warfare　of　commerce。　　If　I　see　France

looking　at　Brighton〃he　laid　his　head　upon　one　side；　and　beamed　at

Shelton；〃what　do　I　do？　　Do　I　say　'Hands　off'？　　No。　　'Take　it；'

I　saytake　it！'〃　　He　archly　smiled。　　〃But　do　you　think　they　would？〃



And　the　softness　of　his　contours　fascinated　Shelton。



〃The　soldier；〃　the　person　underneath　the　print　resumed；　〃is

necessarily　on　a　lower　planeintellectuallyoh；　intellectually

than　the　philanthropist。　　His　sufferings　are　less　acute；　he　enjoys

the　compensations　of　advertisementyou　admit　that？〃　he　breathed

persuasively。　　〃For　instanceI　am　quite　impersonalI　suffer；　but　do

I　talk　about　it？〃　　But；　someone　gazing　at　his　well…filled　waistcoat；

he　put　his　thesis　in　another　form：　〃I　have　one　acre　and　one　cow；　my

brother　has　one　acre　and　one　cow：　do　I　seek　to　take　them　away　from

him？〃



Shelton　hazarded；　〃Perhaps　you　're　weaker　than　your　brother。〃



〃Come；　come！　　Take　the　case　of　women：　now；　I　consider　our　marriage

laws　are　barbarous。〃



For　the　first　time　Shelton　conceived　respect　for　them；　he　made　a

comprehensive　gesture；　and　edged　himself　into　the　conversation　of

another　group；　for　fear　of　having　all　his　prejudices　overturned。

Here　an　Irish　sculptor；　standing　in　a　curve；　was　saying　furiously；

〃Bees　are　not　bhumpkins；　d…n　their　sowls！　　〃A　Scotch　painter；　who

listened　with　a　curly　smile；　seemed　trying　to　compromise　this

proposition；　which　appeared　to　have　relation　to　the　middle　classes；

and　though　agreeing　with　the　Irishman；　Shelton　felt　nervous　over　his

discharge　of　electricity。　　Next　to　them　two　American　ladies；

assembled　under　the　tent　of　hair　belonging　to　a　writer　of　songs；　were

discussing　the　emotions　aroused　in　them　by　Wagner's　operas。



〃They　produce　a　strange　condition　of　affairs　in　me；〃　said　the　thinner

one。



〃They　're　just　divine；〃　said　the　fatter。



〃I　don't　know　if　you　can　call　the　fleshly　lusts　divine；〃　replied　the

thinner；　looking　into　the　eyes　of　the　writer　of　the　songs。



Amidst　all　the　hum　of　voices　and　the　fumes　of　smoke；　a　sense　of

formality　was　haunting　Shelton。　　Sandwiched　between　a　Dutchman　and　a

Prussian　poet；　he　could　understand　neither　of　his　neighbours；　so；

assuming　an　intelligent　expression；　he　fell　to　thinking　that　an

assemblage　of　free　spirits　is　as　much　bound　by　the　convention　of

exchanging　their　ideas　as　commonplace　people　are　by　the　convention　of

having　no　ideas　to　traffic　in。　　He　could　not　help　wondering　whether；

in　the　bulk；　they　were　not　just　as　dependent　on　each　other　as　the

inhabitants　of　Kensington；　whether；　like　locomotives；　they　could　run

at　all　without　these　opportunities　for　blowing　off　the　steam；　and

what　would　be　left　when　the　steam　had　all　escaped。　　Somebody　ceased

playing　the　violin；　and　close　to　him　a　group　began　discussing　ethics。

Aspirations　were　in　the　air　all　round；　like　a　lot　of　hungry　ghosts。

He　realised　that；　if　tongue　be　given　to　them；　the　flavour　vanishes

from　ideas　which　haunt　the　soul。



Again　the　violinist　played。



〃Cock　gracious！〃　　said　the　Prussian　poet；　falling　into　English　as　the

fiddle　ceased：　〃Colossal！　　'Aber；　wie　er　ist　grossartig'！〃



〃Have　you　read　that　thing　of　Besom's？〃　asked　shrill　voice　behind。



〃Oh；　my　dear　fellow！　too　horrid　for　words；　he　ought　to　be　hanged！〃



〃The　man's　dreadful；〃　pursued　the　voice；　shriller　than　ever；　〃nothing

but　a　volcanic　eruption　would　cure　him。〃



Shelton　turned　in　alarm　to　look　at　the　authors　of　these　statements。

They　were　two　men　of　letters　talking　of　a　third。



〃'C'est　un　grand　naif；　vous　savez；'〃　said　the　second　speaker。



〃These　fellows　don't　exist；〃　resumed　the　first；　his　small　eyes

gleamed　with　a　green　light；　his　whole　face　had　a　look　as　if　he　gnawed

himself。　　Though　not　a　man　of　letters；　Shelton　could　not　help

recognising　from　those　eyes　what　joy　it　was　to　say　those　words：

〃These　fellows　don't　exist！〃



〃Poor　Besom！　　You　know　what　Moulter　said　。　　。　　。〃



Shelton　turned　away；　as　if　he　had　been　too　close　to　one　whose　hair

smelt　of　cantharides；　and；　looking　round　the　room；　he　frowned。　　With

the　exception　of　his　cousin；　he　seemed　the　only　person　there　of

English　blood。　　Americans；　Mesopotamians；　Irish；　Italians；　Germans；

Scotch；　and　Russians。　　He　was　not　contemptuous　of　them　for　being

foreigners；　it　was　simply　that　God　and　the　climate　had　made　him

different　by　a　skin　or　so。



But　at　this　point　his　conclusions　were　denied　（as　will　sometimes

happen）　by　his　introduction　to　an　Englishmana　Major　Somebody；　who；

with　smooth　hair　and　blond　moustache；　neat　eyes　and　neater　clothes；

seemed　a　little　anxious　at　his　own　presence　there。　　Shelton　took　a

liking　to　him；　partly　from　a　fellow…feeling；　and　partly　because　of

the　gentle　smile　with　which　he　was　looking　at　his　wife。　　Almost

before　he　had　said　〃How　do　you　do？〃　he　was　plunged　into　a　discussion

on　imperialism。



〃Admitting　all　that；〃　said　Shelton；　〃　what　I　hate　is　the　humbug　with

which　we　pride　ourselves　on　benefiting　the　whole　world　by　our　so…

called　civilising　methods。〃



The　soldier　turned　his　reasonable　eyes。



〃But　is　it　humbug？〃



Shelton　saw　his　argument　in　peril。　　If　we　really　thought　it；　was　it

humbug？　　He　replied；　however：



〃Why　should　we；　a　small　portion　of　the　world's　population；　assume

that　our　standards　are　the　proper　ones　for　every　kind　of　race？　　If

it　's　not　humbug；　it　's　sheer　stupidity。〃



The　soldier；　without　taking　his　hands　out　of　his　pockets；　but　by　a

forward　movement　of　his　face　showing　that　he　was　both　sincere　and

just；　re…replied：



〃Well；　it　must　be　a　good　sort　of　stupidity；　it　makes　us　the　nation

that　we　are。〃



Shelton　felt　dazed。　　The　conversation　buzzed　around　him；　he　heard　the

smiling　prophet　saying；　〃Altruism；　altruism；〃　and　in　his　voice　a

something　seemed　to　murmur；　〃Oh；　I　do　so　hope　I　make　a　good

impression！〃



He　looked　at　the　soldier's　clear…cut　head　with　its　well…opened　eyes；

the　tiny　crow's…feet　at　their　corners；　the　conventional　moustache；　he

envied　the　certainty　of　the　convictions　lying　under　that　well…parted

hair。



〃I　would　rather　we　were　men　first　and　then　Englishmen；〃　he　muttered；

〃I　think　it's　all　a　sort　of　national　illusion；　and　I　can't　stand

illusions。〃



〃If　you　come　to　that；〃　said　the　soldier；　〃the　world　lives　by

illusions。　　I　mean；　if　you　look　at　history；　you'll　see　that　the

creation　of　illusions　has　always　been　her　business；　don't　you　know。〃



This　Shelton　was　unable　to　deny。



〃So；〃　continued　the　soldier　（who　was　evidently　a　highly　cultivated

man）；　〃if　you　admit　that　movement；　labour；　progress；　and　all　that

have　been　properly　given　to　building　up　these　illusions；　thaterin

fact；　they're　what　you　might　callerthe　outcome　of　the　world's

crescendo；〃　he　rushed　his　voice　over　this　phrase　as　if　ashamed　of　it

〃why　do　you　want　to　destroy　them？〃



Shelton　thought　a　moment；　then；　squeezing　his　body　with　his　folded

arms；　replied：



〃The　past　has　made　us　what　we　are；　of　course；　and　cannot　be

destroyed；　but　how　about　the　future？　　It　's　surely　time　to　let　in

air。　　Cathedrals　are　very　fine；　and　everybody　likes　the　smell　of

incense；　but　when　they　've　been　for　centuries　without　ventilation　you

know　what　the　atmosphere　gets　like。〃



The　soldier　smiled。



〃By　your　own　admission；〃　he　said；　〃you'll　only　be　creating　a　fresh

set　of　illusions。〃



〃Yes；〃　answered　Shelton；　〃but　at　all　events　they'll　be　the　honest

necessities　of　the　present。〃



The　pupils　of　the　soldier's　eyes　contracted；　he　evidently　felt　the

conversation　slipping　into　generalities；　he　answered：



〃I　can't　see　how　thinking　small　beer　of　ourselves　is　going　to　do　us

any　good！〃



An　〃　At　Home〃



Shelton　felt　in　danger　of　being　thought　unpractical　in　giving　vent　to

the　remark：



〃One　must　trust　one's　reason；　I　never　can　persuade　myself　that　I

believe　in　what　I　don't。〃



A　minute　later；　with　a　cordial　handshake；　the　soldier　left；　and

Shelton　watched　his　courteous　figure　shepherding　his　wife　away。



〃Dick；　may　I　introduce　you　to　Mr。　Wilf