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get away from him as fast as she could。  As it was; it was a long

time before his agitation subsided; and his heart beat with its

common force and frequency。



Dr。 Butts was not a male gossip nor a matchmaking go…between。  But he

could not help thinking what a pity it was that these two young

persons could not come together as other young people do in the

pairing season; and find out whether they cared for and were fitted

for each other。  He did not pretend to settle this question in his

own mind; but the thought was a natural one。  And here was a gulf

between them as deep and wide as that between Lazarus and Dives。

Would it ever be bridged over?  This thought took possession of the

doctor's mind; and he imagined all sorts of ways of effecting some

experimental approximation between Maurice and Euthymia。  From this

delicate subject he glanced off to certain general considerations

suggested by the extraordinary history he had been reading。  He began

by speculating as to the possibility of the personal presence of an

individual making itself perceived by some channel other than any of

the five senses。  The study of the natural sciences teaches those who

are devoted to them that the most insignificant facts may lead the

way to the discovery of the most important; all…pervading laws of the

universe。  From the kick of a frog's hind leg to the amazing triumphs

which began with that seemingly trivial incident is a long; a very

long stride if Madam Galvani had not been in delicate health; which

was the occasion of her having some frog…broth prepared for her; the

world of to…day might not be in possession of the electric telegraph

and the light which blazes like the sun at high noon。  A common…

looking occurrence; one seemingly unimportant; which had hitherto

passed unnoticed with the ordinary course of things; was the means of

introducing us to a new and vast realm of closely related phenomena。

It was like a key that we might have picked up; looking so simple

that it could hardly fit any lock but one of like simplicity; but

which should all at once throw back the bolts of the one lock which

had defied the most ingenious of our complex implements and open our

way into a hitherto unexplored territory。



It certainly was not through the eye alone that Maurice felt the

paralyzing influence。  He could contemplate Euthymia from a distance;

as he did on the day of the boat…race; without any nervous

disturbance。  A certain proximity was necessary for the influence to

be felt; as in the case of magnetism and electricity。  An atmosphere

of danger surrounded every woman he approached during the period when

her sex exercises its most powerful attractions。  How far did that

atmosphere extend; and through what channel did it act?



The key to the phenomena of this case; he believed; was to be found

in a fact as humble as that which gave birth to the science of

galvanism and its practical applications。  The circumstances

connected with the very common antipathy to cats were as remarkable

in many points of view as the similar circumstances in the case of

Maurice Kirkwood。  The subjects of that antipathy could not tell what

it was which disturbed their nervous system。  All they knew was that

a sense of uneasiness; restlessness; oppression; came over them in

the presence of one of these animals。  He remembered the fact already

mentioned; that persons sensitive to this impression can tell by

their feelings if a cat is concealed in the apartment in which they

may happen to be。  It may be through some emanation。  It may be

through the medium of some electrical disturbance。  What if the

nerve…thrills passing through the whole system of the animal

propagate themselves to a certain distance without any more regard to

intervening solids than is shown by magnetism?  A sieve lets sand

pass through it; a filter arrests sand; but lets fluids pass; glass

holds fluids; but lets light through; wood shuts out light; but

magnetic attraction goes through it as sand went through the sieve。

No good reasons can be given why the presence of a cat should not

betray itself to certain organizations; at a distance; through the

walls of a box in which the animal is shut up。  We need not

disbelieve the stories which allege such an occurrence as a fact and

a not very infrequent one。



If the presence of a cat can produce its effects under these

circumstances; why should not that of a human being under similar

conditions; acting on certain constitutions; exercise its specific

influence?  The doctor recalled a story told him by one of his

friends; a story which the friend himself heard from the lips of the

distinguished actor; the late Mr。 Fechter。  The actor maintained that

Rachel had no genius as an actress。  It was all Samson's training and

study; according to him; which explained the secret of her wonderful

effectiveness on the stage。  But magnetism; he said;magnetism; she

was full of。  He declared that he was made aware of her presence on

the stage; when he could not see her or know of her presence

otherwise; by this magnetic emanation。  The doctor took the story for

what it was worth。  There might very probably be exaggeration;

perhaps high imaginative coloring about it; but it was not a whit

more unlikely than the cat…stories; accepted as authentic。  He

continued this train of thought into further developments。  Into this

series of reflections we will try to follow him。



What is the meaning of the halo with which artists have surrounded

the heads of their pictured saints; of the aureoles which wraps them

like a luminous cloud?  Is it not a recognition of the fact that

these holy personages diffuse their personality in the form of a

visible emanation; which reminds us of Milton's definition of light:



    〃Bright effluence of bright essence increate〃?



The common use of the term influence would seem to imply the

existence of its correlative; effluence。  There is no good reason

that I can see; the doctor said to himself; why among the forces

which work upon the nervous centres there should not be one which

acts at various distances from its source。  It may not be visible

like the 〃glory〃 of the painters; it may not be appreciable by any

one of the five senses; and yet it may be felt by the person reached

by it as much as if it were a palpable presence;more powerfully;

perhaps; from the mystery which belongs to its mode of action。



Why should not Maurice have been rendered restless and anxious by the

unseen nearness of a young woman who was in the next room to him;

just as the persons who have the dread of cats are made conscious of

their presence through some unknown channel?  Is it anything strange

that the larger and more powerful organism should diffuse a

consciousness of its presence to some distance as well as the

slighter and feebler one?  Is it strange that this mysterious

influence or effluence should belong especially or exclusively to the

period of complete womanhood in distinction from that of immaturity

or decadence?  On the contrary; it seems to be in accordance with all

the analogies of nature;analogies too often cruel in the sentence

they pass upon the human female。



Among the many curious thoughts which came up in the doctor's mind

was this; which made him smile as if it were a jest; but which he

felt very strongly had its serious side; and was involved with the

happiness or suffering of multitudes of youthful persons who die

without telling their secret:



How many young men have a mortal fear of woman; as woman; which they

never overcome; and in consequence of which the attraction which

draws man towards her; as strong in them as in others;oftentimes;

in virtue of their peculiarly sensitive organizations; more potent in

them than in others of like age and conditions;in consequence of

which fear; this attraction is completely neutralized; and all the

possibilities of doubled and indefinitely extended life depending

upon it are left unrealized!  Think what numbers of young men in

Catholic countries devote themselves to lives of celibacy。  Think how

many young men lose all their confidence in the presence of the young

woman to whom they are most attracted; and at last steal away from a

companionship which it is rapture to dream of and torture to endure;

so does the presence of the beloved object paralyze all the powers of

expression。  Sorcerers have in all time and countries played on the

hopes and terrors of lovers。  Once let loose a strong impulse on the

centre of inhibition; and the warrior who had faced bayonets and

batteries becomes a coward whom the well…dressed hero of the ball…

room and leader of the German will put to ignominious flight in five

minutes of easy; audacious familiarity with his lady…love。



Yes; the doctor went on with his reflections; I do not know that I

have seen the term Gynophobia before I opened this manuscript; but I

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