under the greenwood tree-第33节
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less importunate on Sundays than during the week。
Sitting here and thinking againof her lover; or of the sensation
she had created at church that day?well; it is unknownthinking
and thinking she saw a dark masculine figure arising into
distinctness at the further end of the Grovea man without an
umbrella。 Nearer and nearer he came; and she perceived that he was
in deep mourning; and then that it was Dick。 Yes; in the fondness
and foolishness of his young heart; after walking four miles; in a
drizzling rain without overcoat or umbrella; and in face of a remark
from his love that he was not to come because he would be tired; he
had made it his business to wander this mile out of his way again;
from sheer wish of spending ten minutes in her presence。
〃O Dick; how wet you are!〃 she said; as he drew up under the window。
〃Why; your coat shines as if it had been varnished; and your hatmy
goodness; there's a streaming hat!〃
〃O; I don't mind; darling!〃 said Dick cheerfully。 〃Wet never hurts
me; though I am rather sorry for my best clothes。 However; it
couldn't be helped; we lent all the umbrellas to the women。 I don't
know when I shall get mine back!〃
〃And look; there's a nasty patch of something just on your
shoulder。〃
〃Ah; that's japanning; it rubbed off the clamps of poor Jack's
coffin when we lowered him from our shoulders upon the bier! I
don't care about that; for 'twas the last deed I could do for him;
and 'tis hard if you can't afford a coat for an old friend。〃
Fancy put her hand to her mouth for half a minute。 Underneath the
palm of that little hand there existed for that half…minute a little
yawn。
〃Dick; I don't like you to stand there in the wet。 And you mustn't
sit down。 Go home and change your things。 Don't stay another
minute。〃
〃One kiss after coming so far;〃 he pleaded。
〃If I can reach; then。〃
He looked rather disappointed at not being invited round to the
door。 She twisted from her seated position and bent herself
downwards; but not even by standing on the plinth was it possible
for Dick to get his lips into contact with hers as she held them。
By great exertion she might have reached a little lower; but then
she would have exposed her head to the rain。
〃Never mind; Dick; kiss my hand;〃 she said; flinging it down to him。
〃Now; good…bye。〃
〃Good…bye。〃
He walked slowly away; turning and turning again to look at her till
he was out of sight。 During the retreat she said to herself; almost
involuntarily; and still conscious of that morning's triumph〃I
like Dick; and I love him; but how plain and sorry a man looks in
the rain; with no umbrella; and wet through!〃
As he vanished; she made as if to descend from her seat; but
glancing in the other direction she saw another form coming along
the same track。 It was also that of a man。 He; too; was in black
from top to toe; but he carried an umbrella。
He drew nearer; and the direction of the rain caused him so to slant
his umbrella that from her height above the ground his head was
invisible; as she was also to him。 He passed in due time directly
beneath her; and in looking down upon the exterior of his umbrella
her feminine eyes perceived it to be of superior silkless common
at that date than sinceand of elegant make。 He reached the
entrance to the building; and Fancy suddenly lost sight of him。
Instead of pursuing the roadway as Dick had done he had turned
sharply round into her own porch。
She jumped to the floor; hastily flung off her shawl and bonnet;
smoothed and patted her hair till the curls hung in passable
condition; and listened。 No knock。 Nearly a minute passed; and
still there was no knock。 Then there arose a soft series of raps;
no louder than the tapping of a distant woodpecker; and barely
distinct enough to reach her ears。 She composed herself and flung
open the door。
In the porch stood Mr。 Maybold。
There was a warm flush upon his face; and a bright flash in his
eyes; which made him look handsomer than she had ever seen him
before。
〃Good…evening; Miss Day。〃
〃Good…evening; Mr。 Maybold;〃 she said; in a strange state of mind。
She had noticed; beyond the ardent hue of his face; that his voice
had a singular tremor in it; and that his hand shook like an aspen
leaf when he laid his umbrella in the corner of the porch。 Without
another word being spoken by either; he came into the schoolroom;
shut the door; and moved close to her。 Once inside; the expression
of his face was no more discernible; by reason of the increasing
dusk of evening。
〃I want to speak to you;〃 he then said; 〃seriouslyon a perhaps
unexpected subject; but one which is all the world to meI don't
know what it may be to you; Miss Day。〃
No reply。
〃Fancy; I have come to ask you if you will be my wife?〃
As a person who has been idly amusing himself with rolling a
snowball might start at finding he had set in motion an avalanche;
so did Fancy start at these words from the vicar。 And in the dead
silence which followed them; the breathings of the man and of the
woman could be distinctly and separately heard; and there was this
difference between themhis respirations gradually grew quieter and
less rapid after the enunciation hers; from having been low and
regular; increased in quickness and force; till she almost panted。
〃I cannot; I cannot; Mr。 MayboldI cannot! Don't ask me!〃 she
said。
〃Don't answer in a hurry!〃 he entreated。 〃And do listen to me。
This is no sudden feeling on my part。 I have loved you for more
than six months! Perhaps my late interest in teaching the children
here has not been so single…minded as it seemed。 You will
understand my motivelike me better; perhaps; for honestly telling
you that I have struggled against my emotion continually; because I
have thought that it was not well for me to love you! But I
resolved to struggle no longer; I have examined the feeling; and the
love I bear you is as genuine as that I could bear any woman! I see
your great charm; I respect your natural talents; and the refinement
they have brought into your naturethey are quite enough; and more
than enough for me! They are equal to anything ever required of the
mistress of a quiet parsonage…housethe place in which I shall pass
my days; wherever it may be situated。 O Fancy; I have watched you;
criticized you even severely; brought my feelings to the light of
judgment; and still have found them rational; and such as any man
might have expected to be inspired with by a woman like you! So
there is nothing hurried; secret; or untoward in my desire to do
this。 Fancy; will you marry me?〃
No answer was returned。
〃Don't refuse; don't;〃 he implored。 〃It would be foolish of youI
mean cruel! Of course we would not live here; Fancy。 I have had
for a long time the offer of an exchange of livings with a friend in
Yorkshire; but I have hitherto refused on account of my mother。
There we would go。 Your musical powers shall be still further
developed; you shall have whatever pianoforte you like; you shall
have anything; Fancy; anything to make you happypony…carriage;
flowers; birds; pleasant society; yes; you have enough in you for
any society; after a few months of travel with me! Will you; Fancy;
marry me?〃
Another pause ensued; varied only by the surging of the rain against
the windowpanes; and then Fancy spoke; in a faint and broken
voice。
〃Yes; I will;〃 she said。
〃God bless you; my own!〃 He advanced quickly; and put his arm out
to embrace her。 She drew back hastily。 〃No no; not now!〃 she said
in an agitated whisper。 〃There are things;but the temptation is;
O; too strong; and I can't resist it I can't tell you now; but I
must tell you! Don't; please; don't come near me now! I want to
think; I can scarcely get myself used to the idea of what I have
promised yet。〃 The next minute she turned to a desk; buried her
face in her hands; and burst into a hysterical fit of weeping。 〃O;
leave me to myself!〃 she sobbed; 〃leave me! O; leave me!〃
〃Don't be distressed; don't; dearest!〃 It was with visible
difficulty that he restrained himself from approaching her。 〃You
shall tell me at your leisure what it is that grieves you so; I am
happybeyond all measure happy!at having your simple promise。〃
〃And do go and leave me now!〃
〃But I must not; in justice to you; leave for a minute; until you
are yourself again。〃
〃There then;〃 she said; controlling her emotion; and standing up; 〃I
am not disturbed now。〃
He reluctantly moved towards the door。 〃Good…bye!〃 he murmured
tenderly。 〃I'll come to…morrow about this time。〃
CHAPTER VII: SECOND THOUGHTS
The next morning the vicar rose early。 The first thing he did was
to write a long and careful letter to his friend in Yorkshire。
Then; eating a little breakfast