under the greenwood tree-第22节
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chick nor chiel; to make a poverty…stric' wife and family of her;
and neither hat; cap; wig; nor waistcoat to set 'em up with: be
drowned if I can see it; and that's the long and the short o't; my
sonny。〃
Dick looked at Smart's ears; then up the hill; but no reason was
suggested by any object that met his gaze。
〃For about the same reason that you did; father; I suppose。〃
〃Dang it; my sonny; thou'st got me there!〃 And the tranter gave
vent to a grim admiration; with the mien of a man who was too
magnanimous not to appreciate artistically a slight rap on the
knuckles; even if they were his own。
〃Whether or no;〃 said Dick; 〃I asked her a thing going along the
road。〃
〃Come to that; is it? Turk! won't thy mother be in a taking! Well;
she's ready; I don't doubt?〃
〃I didn't ask her anything about having me; and if you'll let me
speak; I'll tell 'ee what I want to know。 I just said; Did she care
about me?〃
〃Piph…ph…ph!〃
〃And then she said nothing for a quarter of a mile; and then she
said she didn't know。 Now; what I want to know is; what was the
meaning of that speech?〃 The latter words were spoken resolutely;
as if he didn't care for the ridicule of all the fathers in
creation。
〃The meaning of that speech is;〃 the tranter replied deliberately;
〃that the meaning is meant to be rather hid at present。 Well; Dick;
as an honest father to thee; I don't pretend to deny what you d'know
well enough; that is; that her father being rather better in the
pocket than we; I should welcome her ready enough if it must be
somebody。〃
〃But what d'ye think she really did mean?〃 said the unsatisfied
Dick。
〃I'm afeard I am not o' much account in guessing; especially as I
was not there when she said it; and seeing that your mother was the
only 'ooman I ever cam' into such close quarters as that with。〃
〃And what did mother say to you when you asked her?〃 said Dick
musingly。
〃I don't see that that will help 'ee。〃
〃The principle is the same。〃
〃Wellay: what did she say? Let's see。 I was oiling my working…
day boots without taking 'em off; and wi' my head hanging down; when
she just brushed on by the garden hatch like a flittering leaf。
〃Ann;〃 I said; says I; and then;but; Dick I'm afeard 'twill be no
help to thee; for we were such a rum couple; your mother and I;
leastways one half was; that is myselfand your mother's charms was
more in the manner than the material。〃
〃Never mind! 〃Ann;〃 said you。〃
〃'Ann;' said I; as I was saying 。 。 。 'Ann;' I said to her when I
was oiling my working…day boots wi' my head hanging down; 'Woot hae
me?' 。 。 。 What came next I can't quite call up at this distance o'
time。 Perhaps your mother would know;she's got a better memory
for her little triumphs than I。 However; the long and the short o'
the story is that we were married somehow; as I found afterwards。
'Twas on White Tuesday;Mellstock Club walked the same day; every
man two and two; and a fine day 'twas;hot as fire;how the sun
did strike down upon my back going to church! I well can mind what
a bath o' sweating I was in; body and soul! But Fance will ha'
thee; Dickshe won't walk with another chapno such good luck。〃
〃I don't know about that;〃 said Dick; whipping at Smart's flank in a
fanciful way; which; as Smart knew; meant nothing in connection with
going on。 〃There's Pa'son Maybold; toothat's all against me。〃
〃What about he? She's never been stuffing into thy innocent heart
that he's in hove with her? Lord; the vanity o' maidens!〃
〃No; no。 But he called; and she looked at him in such a way; and at
me in such a wayquite different the ways were;and as I was
coming off; there was he hanging up her birdcage。〃
〃Well; why shouldn't the man hang up her bird…cage? Turk seize it
all; what's that got to do wi' it? Dick; that thou beest a white…
lyvered chap I don't say; but if thou beestn't as mad as a cappel…
faced bull; let me smile no more。〃
〃O; ay。〃
〃And what's think now; Dick?〃
〃I don't know。〃
〃Here's another pretty kettle o' fish for thee。 Who d'ye think's
the bitter weed in our being turned out? Did our party tell 'ee?〃
〃No。 Why; Pa'son Maybold; I suppose。〃
〃Shiner;because he's in love with thy young woman; and d'want to
see her young figure sitting up at that queer instrument; and her
young fingers rum…strumming upon the keys。〃
A sharp ado of sweet and bitter was going on in Dick during this
communication from his father。 〃Shiner's a fool!no; that's not
it; I don't believe any such thing; father。 Why; Shiner would never
take a bold step like that; unless she'd been a little made up to;
and had taken it kindly。 Pooh!〃
〃Who's to say she didn't?〃
〃I do。〃
〃The more fool you。〃
〃Why; father of me?〃
〃Has she ever done more to thee?〃
〃No。〃
〃Then she has done as much to herot 'em! Now; Dick; this is how a
maid is。 She'll swear she's dying for thee; and she is dying for
thee; and she will die for thee; but she'll fling a look over
t'other shoulder at another young feller; though never leaving off
dying for thee just the same。〃
〃She's not dying for me; and so she didn't fling a look at him。〃
〃But she may be dying for him; for she looked at thee。〃
〃I don't know what to make of it at all;〃 said Dick gloomily。
〃All I can make of it is;〃 the tranter said; raising his whip;
arranging his different joints and muscles; and motioning to the
horse to move on; 〃that if you can't read a maid's mind by her
motions; nature d'seem to say thou'st ought to be a bachelor。 Clk;
clk! Smiler!〃 And the tranter moved on。
Dick held Smart's rein firmly; and the whole concern of horse; cart;
and man remained rooted in the lane。 Hew long this condition would
have lasted is unknown; had not Dick's thoughts; after adding up
numerous items of misery; gradually wandered round to the fact that
as something must be done; it could not be done by staying there all
night。
Reaching home he went up to his bedroom; shut the door as if he were
going to be seen no more in this life; and taking a sheet of paper
and uncorking the ink…bottle; he began a letter。 The dignity of the
writer's mind was so powerfully apparent in every line of this
effusion that it obscured the logical sequence of facts and
intentions to an appreciable degree; and it was not at all clear to
a reader whether he there and then left off loving Miss Fancy Day;
whether he had never loved her seriously; and never meant to;
whether he had been dying up to the present moment; and now intended
to get well again; or whether he had hitherto been in good health;
and intended to die for her forthwith。
He put this letter in an envelope; sealed it up; directed it in a
stern handwriting of straight dasheseasy flourishes being
rigorously excluded。 He walked with it in his pocket down the lane
in strides not an inch less than three feet long。 Reaching her gate
he put on a resolute expressionthen put it off again; turned back
homeward; tore up his letter; and sat down。
That letter was altogether in a wrong tonethat he must own。 A
heartless man…of…the…world tone was what the juncture required。
That he rather wanted her; and rather did not want herthe latter
for choice; hut that as a member of society he didn't mind making a
query in jaunty terms; which could only be answered in the same way:
did she mean anything by her bearing towards him; or did she not?
This letter was considered so satisfactory in every way that; being
put into the hands of a little boy; and the order given that he was
to run with it to the school; he was told in addition not to look
behind him if Dick called after him to bring it hack; but to run
along with it just the same。 Having taken this precaution against
vacillation; Dick watched his messenger down the road; and turned
into the house whistling an air in such ghastly jerks and starts;
that whistling seemed to be the act the very furthest removed from
that which was instinctive in such a youth。
The letter was left as ordered: the next morning came and passed
and no answer。 The next。 The next。 Friday night came。 Dick
resolved that if no answer or sign were given by her the next day;
on Sunday he would meet her face to face; and have it all out by
word of mouth。
〃Dick;〃 said his father; coming in from the garden at that moment
in each hand a hive of bees tied in a cloth to prevent their egress…
…〃I think you'd better take these two swarms of bees to Mrs。
Maybold's to…morrow; instead o' me; and I'll go wi' Smiler and the
wagon。〃
It was a relief; for Mrs。 Maybold; the vicar's mother; who had just
taken into her head a fancy for keeping bees (pleasantly disguised
under the pretence of its being an economical wish to produce her
own honey); lived near the watering…place of Budmout