creatures that once were men-第35节
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three to twenty or more together。 Some carried babies in their
arms; some had young children dragging by the hand。 The
children looked almost transparent; with a bluish skin; under
which flowed; instead of pure blood; some sort of thick
unwholesome fluid。 The way their small sharp bones projected
from under the wasted flesh spoke more eloquently than could
any words。 The sight of them made one's heart ache; while a
constant intolerable pain seemed to gnaw one's very soul。
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These hungry; naked; worn…out children did not even cry。 But
they looked about them with sharp eyes that flashed greedily
whenever they saw a garden; or a field; from which the corn
had not yet been carried。 Then they would glance sadly at
their elders; as if asking 〃Why was I brought into this world?〃
Sometimes they had a cart driven by a dried…up skeleton of an
old woman; and full of children; whose little heads peeped out;
gazing with mournful eyes in expressive silence at the new land
into which they had been brought。 The rough; bony horse
dragged itself along; shaking its head and its tumbled mane
wearily from side to side。
Following the cart; or clustering round it; came the grown…up
people; with heads sunk low on their breasts; and arms hanging
helplessly at their sides。 Their dim; vacant eyes had not even
the feverish glitter of hunger; but were full of an
indescribable; impressive mournfulness。 Cast out of their
homes by misfortune; these processions of peasants moved
silently; slowly; stealthily through the strange land; as if
afraid that their presence might disturb the peace of the more
fortunate inhabitants。 Many and many a time we came across
these processions; and every time they reminded me of a funeral
without the corpse。
Sometimes; when they overtook us; or when we passed them; they
would timidly and quietly ask us: 〃Is it much farther to the
village?〃 And when we answered; they would sigh; and gaze
dumbly at us。 My travelling companion hated these irrepressible
rivals for charity。
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In spite of all the difficulties of the journey; and the
scantiness of our food; Shakro; with his rich vitality; could
not acquire the lean; hungry look; of which the starving
peasants could boast in its fullest perfection。 Whenever he
caught sight; in the distance; of these latter; he would
exclaim: 〃Pouh! pouh! pouh。 Here they are again! What are
they roaming about for? They seem to be always on the move!
Is Russia too small for them? I can't understand what they
want! Russians are a stupid sort of people!〃
When I had explained to him the reason of the 〃stupid〃 Russians
coming to the Crimea; he shook his head incredulously; and
remarked: 〃I don't understand! It's nonsense! We never have
such 'stupid' things happening in Georgia!〃
We arrived in Kertch; as I have said; exhausted and hungry。
It was late。 We had to spend the night under a bridge; which
joined the harbor to the mainland。 We thought it better to
conceal ourselves; as we had been told that just before our
arrival all the tramps had been driven out of the town。 This
made us feel anxious; lest we might fall into the hands of
the police; besides Shakro had only a false passport; and if
that fact became known; it might lead to serious complications
in our future。
All night long the spray from the sea splashed over us。 At
dawn we left our hiding place; wet to the skin and bitterly
cold。 All day we wandered about the shore。 All we succeeded
in earning was a silver piece of the value of ten kopecks;
which was given me by the wife of a priest; in return for
helping her to carry home a bag of melons from the bazaar。
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A narrow belt of water divided us from Taman; where we meant
to go; but not one boatman would consent to carry us over in
his boat; in spite of my pleadings。 Everyone here was up in
arms against the tramps; who; shortly before our arrival; had
performed a series of heroic exploits; and we were looked upon;
with good reason; as belonging to their set。
Evening came on。 I felt angry with the whole world; for my
lack of success; and I planned a somewhat risky scheme; which
I put into execution as soon as night came on。
CHAPTER VI。
Toward evening; Shakro and I stole quietly up toward the boats
of the custom house guardship。 There were three of them;
chained to iron rings; which rings were firmly screwed into the
stone wall of the quay。 It was pitch dark。 A strong wind
dashed the boats one against the other。 The iron chains
clanked noisily。 In the darkness and the noise; it was easy
for me to unscrew the ring from the stone wall。
Just above our heads the sentinel walked to and fro; whistling
through his teeth a tune。 Whenever he approached I stopped my
work; though; as a matter of fact; this was a useless
precaution; he could not even have suspected that a person
would sit up to his neck in the water; at a spot where the
backwash of a wave might at any moment carry him off his feet。
Besides; the chains never ceased clanking; as the wind swung
them backward and forward。
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Shakro was already lying full length along the bottom of the
boat; muttering something; which the noise of the waves
prevented me from hearing。 At last the ring was in my hand。
At the same moment a wave caught our boat; and dashed it
suddenly some ten yards away from the side of the quay。 I
bad to swim for a few seconds by the side of the boat;
holding the chain in my hand。 At last I managed to scramble
in。 We tore up two boards from the bottom; and using these
as oars; I paddled away as fast as I could。
Clouds sailed rapidly over our heads; around; and underneath
the boat; waves splashed furiously。 Shakro sat aft。 Every
now and then I lost sight of him as the whole stern of the
boat slipped into some deep watery gulf; the next moment he
would rise high above my head; shouting desperately; and
almost falling forward into my arms。 I told him not to
shout; but to fasten his feet to the seat of the boat; as I
had already fastened mine。 I feared his shouts might give
the alarm。 He obeyed; and grew so silent that I only knew
he was in the boat by the white spot opposite to me; which I
knew must be his face。 The whole time he held the rudder in
his hand; we could not change places; we dared not move。
From time to time I called out instructions as to the
handling of the boat; and he understood me so quickly; and
did everything so cleverly; that one might have thought he
had been born a sailor。 The boards I was using in the place
of oars were of little use; they only blistered my hands。
The furious gusts of wind served to carry the boat forward。
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I cared little for the direction; my only thought was to get
the boat across to the other side。 It was not difficult to
steer; for the lights in Kertch were still visible; and
served as a beacon。 The waves splashed over our boat with
angry hissings。 The farther across we got; the more furious
and the wilder became the waves。 Already we could hear a sort
of roar that held mind and soul as with a spell。 Faster and
faster our boat flew on before the wind; till it became almost
impossible to steer a course。 Every now and then we would
sink into a gulf; and the next moment we would rise high on
the summit of some enormous watery hill。 The darkness was
increasing; the clouds were sinking lower and lower。 The
lights of the town had disappeared。
Our state was growing desperate。 It seemed as if the expanse
of angry rollers was boundless and limitless。 We could see
nothing but these immense waves; that came rolling; one after
another; out of the gloom; straight on to our boat。 With an
angry crash a board was torn from my hand; forcing me to throw
the other into the boat; and to hold on tight with both hands
to the gunwale。 Every time the boat was thrown upward; Shakro
shrieked wildly。 As for me; I felt wretched and helpless; in
the darkness; surrounded with angry waves; whose noise deafened
me。 I stared about me in dull and chilly terror; and saw the
awful monotony around us。 Waves; nothing but waves; with
whitish crests; that broke in showers of salt spray; above us;
the thick ragged edged clouds were like waves too。
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I became conscious only of one thing: I felt that all that was
going on around me might be immeasurably more majestic and more
terrible; but that it did not deign to be; and was restraining
its strength; and that I resented。 Death is inevitable。 But
that impartial law; reducing all to the same c