creatures that once were men-第30节
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interrupting Gavrilo。
A wave caught up the boat and neatly drove it onto the sand。
〃Come; mate; now it's over。 We must drag the boat up farther;
so that it shouldn't get washed away。 They'll come and fetch
it。 Well; we must say good…bye! It's eight versts from here
to the town。 What are you going to do? Coming back to the
town; eh?〃
Chelkash's face was radiant with a good…humoredly sly smile;
and altogether he had the air of a man who had thought of
something very pleasant for himself and a surprise to Gavrilo。
Thrusting his hand into his pocket; he rustled the notes there。
〃NoIam not coming。 I…〃 Gavrilo gasped; and seemed choking
with something。 Within him there was raging a whole storm of
desires; of words; of feelings; that swallowed up one another
and scorched him as with fire。
Chelkash looked at him in perplexity。
〃What's the matter with you?〃 he asked。
〃Why〃 But Gavrilo's face flushed; then turned gray; and he
moved irresolutely; as though he were half longing to throw
himself on Chelkash; or half torn by some desire; the
attainment of which was hard for him。
Chelkash felt ill at ease at the sight of such excitement in
this lad。 He wondered what form it would take。
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Gavrilo began laughing strangely; a laugh that was like a sob。
His head was downcast; the expression of his face Chelkash
could not see; Gavrilo's ears only were dimly visible; and
they turned red and then pale。
〃Well; damn you!〃 Chelkash waved his hand; 〃Have you fallen
in love with me; or what? One might think you were a girl!
Or is parting from me so upsetting? Hey; suckling! Tell me;
what's wrong? or else I'm off!〃
〃You're going!〃 Gavrilo cried aloud。
The sandy waste of the shore seemed to start at his cry; and
the yellow ridges of sand washed by the sea…waves seemed
quivering。 Chelkash started too。 All at once Gavrilo tore
himself from where he stood; flung himself at Chelkash's feet;
threw his arms round them; and drew them toward him。 Chelkash
staggered; he sat heavily down on the sand; and grinding his
teeth; brandished his long arm and clenched fist in the air。
But before he had time to strike he was pulled up by Gavrilo's
shame…faced and supplicating whisper:
〃Friend! Give methat money! Give it me; for Christ's sake!
What is it to you? Why in one nightin only one nightwhile
it would take me a yearGive it meI will pray for you!
Continuallyin three churchesfor the salvation of your soul!
Why you'd cast it to the windswhile I'd put it into the land。
0; give it me! Why; what does it mean to you? Did it cost you
much? One nightand you're rich! Do a deed of mercy! You're
a lost man; you seeyou couldn't make your waywhile Ioh;
give it to me!〃
Chelkash; dismayed; amazed; and wrathful; sat on the sand;
thrown backward with his hands supporting him; he sat there in
silence; rolling his eyes frightfully at the young peasant;
who; ducking his head down at his knees; whispered his prayer
to him in gasps。 He shoved him away at last; jumped up to his
feet; and thrusting his hands into his pockets; flung the
rainbow notes at Gavrilo。
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〃There; cur! Swallow them!〃 he roared; shaking with excitement;
with intense pity and hatred of this greedy slave。 And as he
flung him the money; he felt himself a hero。 There was a
reckless gleam in his eyes; an heroic air about his whole person。
〃I'd meant to give you more; of myself。 I felt sorry for you
yesterday。 I thought of the village。 I thought: come; I'll
help the lad。 I was waiting to see what you'd do; whether
you'd beg or not。 While you!Ah; you rag! you beggar! To
be able to torment oneself sofor money! You fool。 Greedy
devils! They're beside themselvessell themselves for five
kopecks! eh?〃
〃Dear friend! Christ have mercy on you! Why; what have I
now! thousands! ! I'm a rich man!〃 Gavrilo shrilled in ecstasy;
all trembling; as he stowed away the notes in his bosom。 〃Ah;
you good man! Never will I forget you! Never! And my wife
and my childrenI'll bid them pray for you!〃
Chelkash listened to his shrieks and wails of ecstasy; looked
at his radiant face that was contorted by greedy joy; and
felt that he; thief and rake as he was; cast out from
everything in life; would never be so covetous; so base; would
never so forget himself。 Never would he be like that! And
this thought and feeling; filling him with a sense of his own
independence and reckless daring; kept him beside Gavrilo on
the desolate sea shore。
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〃You've made me happy!〃 shrieked Gavrilo; and snatching
Chelkash's hand; he pressed it to his face。
Chelkash did not speak; he grinned like a wolf。 Gavrilo still
went on pouring out his heart:
〃Do you know what I was thinking about? As we rowed here
I sawthe moneythinks II'll give it himyouwith the
oarone blow! the money's mine; and into the sea with him
you; that iseh! Who'll miss him? said I。 And if they do
find him; they won't be inquisitive howand who it was killed
him。 He's not a man; thinks I; that there'd be much fuss about!
He's of no use in the world! Who'd stand up for him? No;
indeedeh?〃
〃Give the money here!〃 growled Chelkash; clutching Gavrilo by
the throat。
Gavrilo struggled away once; twice。 Chelkash's other arm
twisted like a snake about himthere was the sound of a shirt
tearingand Gavrilo lay on the sand; with his eyes staring
wildly; his fingers clutching at the air and his legs waving。
Chelkash; erect; frigid; rapaciouslooking; grinned
maliciously; laughed a broken; biting laugh; and his mustaches
twitched nervously in his sharp; angular face。
Never in all his life had he been so cruelly wounded; and never
had he felt so vindictive。
〃Well; are you happy now?〃 he asked Gavrilo through his
laughter; and turning his back on him he walked away in the
direction of the town。 But he had hardly taken two steps when
Gavrilo; crouched like a cat on one knee; and with a wide sweep
of his arm; flung a round stone at him; viciously; shouting:
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〃Oone!〃
Chelkash uttered a cry; clapped his hands to the nape of his
neck; staggered forward; turned round to Gavrilo; and fell on
his face on the sand。 Gavrilo's heart failed him as he watched
him。 He saw him stir one leg; try to lift his head; and then
stretch out; quivering like a bowstring。 Then Gavrilo rushed
fleeing away into the distance; where a shaggy black cloud hung
over the foggy steppe; and it was dark。 The waves whispered;
racing up the sand; melting into it and racing back。 The foam
hissed and the spray floated in the air。
It began to rain; at first slightly; but soon a steady; heavy
downpour was falling in streams from the sky; weaving a regular
network of fine threads of water that at once hid the steppe
and the sea。 Gavrilo vanished behind it。 For a long while
nothing was to be seen but the rain and the long figure of the
man stretched on the sand by the sea。 But suddenly Gavrilo ran
back out of the rain。 Like a bird he flew up to Chelkash;
dropped down beside him; and began to turn him over on the
ground。 His hand dipped into a warm; red stickiness。 He
shuddered and staggered back with a face pale and distraught。
〃Brother; get up!〃 he whispered through the patter of the lain
into Chelkash's ear。
Revived by the water on his face; Chelkash came to himself;
and pushed Gavrilo away; saying hoarsely:
〃Getaway!〃
〃Brother! Forgive meit was the devil tempted me;〃 Gavrilo
whispered; faltering; as he kissed Chelkash's band。
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〃Go along。 Get away!〃 he croaked。
〃Take the sin from off my soul! Brother! Forgive me!〃
〃Forgo away; do! Go to the devil!〃 Chelkash screamed
suddenly; and he sat up on the sand。 His face was pale and
angry; his eyes were glazed; and kept closing; as though he
were very sleepy。 〃What moredo you want? You've doneyour
joband go away! Be off!〃 And he tried to kick Gavrilo away;
as he knelt; overwhelmed; beside him; but he could not; and
would have rolled over again if Gavrilo had not held him up;
putting his arms round his shoulders。 Chelkash's face was
now on a level with Gavrilo's。 Both were pale; piteous; and
terrible…looking。
〃Tfoo!〃 Chelkash spat into the wide; open eyes of his companion。
Meekly Gavrilo wiped his face with his sleeve; and murmured:
〃Do as you will。 I won't say a word。 For Christ's sake;
forgive me!〃
〃Snivelling idiot! Even stealing's more than you can do!〃
Chelkash cried scornfully; tearing a piece of his shirt under
his jacket; and without a word; clenching his teeth now and
then; he began binding up his head。 〃Did y