when the sleeper wakes-第50节
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for complete possession of his thoughts。 They
protruded from a background of swarming halls; elevated
passages; rooms jammed with ward leaders in council
kinematograph and telephone rooms; and windows
looking out on a seething sea of marching men。 The
man in yellow; and men whom he fancied were called
Ward Leaders; were either propelling him forward
or following him obediently; it was hard to tell。
Perhaps they were doing a little of both。 Perhaps some
power unseen and unsuspected; propelled them all。
He was aware that he was going to make a proclamation
to the People of the Earth; aware of certain
grandiose phrases floating in his mind as the thing
he meant to say。 Many little things happened; and
then he found himself with the man in yellow entering
a little room where this proclamation of his was to be
made。
This room was grotesquely latter…day in its appointments。
In the centre was a bright oval lit by shaded
electric lights from above。 The rest was in shadow;
and the double finely fitting doors through which he
came from the swarming Hall of the Atlas made the
place very still。 The dead thud of these as they closed
behind him; the sudden cessation of the tumult in
which he had been living for hours; the quivering circle
of light; the whispers and quick noiseless movements
of vaguely visible attendants in the shadows; had
a strange effect upon Graham。 The huge ears of a
phonographic mechanism gaped in a battery for his words;
the black eyes of great photographic cameras awaited
his beginning; beyond metal rods and coils glittered
dimly; and something whirled about with a droning
hum。 He walked into the centre of the light; and his
shadow drew together black and sharp to a little blot
at his feet。
The vague shape of the thing he meant to say was
already in his mind。 But this silence; this isolation;
the sudden withdrawal from that contagious crowd;
this silent audience of gaping; glaring machines had
not been in his anticipation。 All his supports seemed
withdrawn together; he seemed to have dropped into
this suddenly; suddenly to have discovered himself。 In
a moment he was changed。 He found that he now
feared to be inadequate; he feared to be theatrical; he
feared the quality of his voice; the quality of his wit;
astonished; he turned to the man in yellow with a
propitiatory gesture。 〃For a moment;〃 he said; 〃I must
wait。 I did not think it would be like this。 I must
think of the thing I have to say。
While he was still hesitating there came an agitated
messenger with news that the foremost aeroplanes were
passing over Arawan。
〃Arawan?〃 he said。〃 Where is that? But anyhow;
they are coming。 They will be here。 When?〃
〃By twilight。〃
〃Great God! In only a few hours。 What news of
the flying stages?〃 he asked。
〃The people of the south…west wards are ready。〃
〃Ready! 〃
He turned impatiently to the blank circles of the
lenses again。
〃I suppose it must be a sort of speech。 Would to
God I knew certainly the thing that should be said!
Aeroplanes at Arawan! They must have started
before the main fleet。 And the people only ready!
Surely 。 。 。〃
〃Oh! what does it matter whether I speak well or
ill?〃 he said; and felt the light grow brighter。
He had framed some vague sentence of democratic
sentiment when suddenly doubts overwhelmed him。
His belief in his heroic quality and calling he found had
altogether lost its assured conviction。 The picture of
a little strutting futility in a windy waste of
incomprehensible destinies replaced it。 Abruptly it was
perfectly clear to him that this revolt against Ostrog was
premature; foredoomed to failure; the impulse of
passionate inadequacy against inevitable things。 He
thought of that swift flight of aeroplanes like the swoop
of Fate towards him。 He was astonished that he could
have seen things in any other light。 In that final
emergency he debated; thrust debate resolutely aside;
determined at all costs to go through with the thing
he had undertaken。 And he could find no word to
begin。 Even as he stood; awkward; hesitating; with
an indiscrete apology for his inability trembling on his
lips; came the noise of many people crying out; the
running to and fro of feet。 〃Wait;〃 cried someone;
and a door opened。 〃She is coming;〃 said the voices。
Graham turned; and the watching lights waned。
Through the open doorway he saw a slight grey
figure advancing across a spacious hall。 His heart
leapt。 It was Helen Wotton。 Behind and about her
marched a riot of applause。 The man in yellow came
out of the nearer shadows into the circle of light。
〃This is the girl who told us what Ostrog had
dune;〃 he said。
Her face was aflame; and the heavy coils of her
black hair fell about her shoulders。 The folds of the
soft silk robe she wore streamed from her and floated
in the rhythm of her advance。 She drew nearer and
nearer; and his heart was beating fast。 All his doubts
were gone。 The shadow of the doorway fell athwart
her face and she was near him。 〃You have not
betrayed us? 〃 she cried。 〃You are with us? 〃
〃Where have you been? 〃 said Graham。
〃At the office of the south…west wards。 Until ten
minutes since I did not know you had returned。 I
went to the office of the south…west wards to find the
Ward Leaders in order that they might tell the people。〃
〃I came back so soon as I heard。〃
〃I knew;〃 she cried; 〃 knew you would be with us。
And it was Iit was I that told them。 They have
risen。 All the world is rising。 The people have
awakened。 Thank God that I did not act in vain!
You are Master still。〃
〃You told them 〃 he said slowly; and he saw that in
spite of her steady eyes her lips trembled and her
throat rose and fell。
〃I told them。 I knew of the order。 I was here。
I heard that the negroes were to come to London to
guard you and to keep the people downto keep
you a prisoner。 And I stopped it。 I came out and
told the people。 And you are Master still。〃
Graham glanced at the black lenses of the cameras;
the vast listening ears; and back to her face。 〃I am
Master still;〃 he said slowly; and the swift rush of a
fleet of aeroplanes passed across his thoughts。
〃And you did this? You; who are the niece of
Ostrog。〃
〃For you;〃 she cried。 〃For you! That you for
whom the world has waited should not be cheated of
your power。〃
Graham stood for a space; wordless; regarding her。
His doubts and questionings had fled before her
presence。 He remembered the things that he had meant
to say。 He faced the cameras again and the light
about him grew brighter。 He turned again towards
her。
〃You have saved me;〃 he said; 〃you have saved
my power。 And the battle is beginning。 God knows。
what this night will seebut not dishonour。〃
He paused。 He addressed himself to the unseen
multitudes who stared upon him through those
grotesque black eyes。 At first he spoke slowly。
〃Men and women of the new age;〃 he said; 〃You
have arisen to do battle for the race。 。 。 There
is no easy victory before us。〃
He stopped to gather words。 The thoughts that
had been in his mind before she came returned; but
transfigured; no longer touched with the shadow of a
possible irrelevance。 〃This night is a beginning;〃 he
cried。 〃This battle that is coming; this battle that
rushes upon us to…night; is only a beginning。 All your
lives; it may be; you must fight。 Take no thought
though I am beaten; though I am utterly overthrown。〃
He found the thing in his mind too vague for words。
He paused momentarily; and broke into vague
exhortations; and then a rush of speech came upon him。
Much that he said was but the humanitarian commonplace
of a vanished age; but the conviction of his voice
touched it to vitality。 He stated the case of the old
days to the people of the new age; to the woman at
his side。 〃I come out of the past to you;〃 he said;
〃with the memory of an age that hoped。 My age was
an age of dreamsof beginnings; an age of noble
hopes; throughout the world we had made an end of
slavery; throughout the world we had spread the desire
and anticipation that wars might cease; that all men
and women might live nobly; in freedom and peace。
。 。 。 So we hoped in the days that are past。 And
what of those hopes? How is it with man after two
hundred years?
〃Great cities; vast powers; a collective greatness
beyond our dreams。 For that we did not work; and
that has come。 But how is it with the little lives that
make up this greater life? How is it with the common
lives? As it has ever beensorrow and labour; lives
cramped and unfulfilled; lives tempted by power;
tempted by wealth; and gone to waste and folly。 The
old faiths have faded and changed; the new faith。
Is there a new faith? 〃
Things that he had long wished to believe; he found
that