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talking that matter over we got conversing on other subjects; among

the rest a family relationship existing between us;not a very near

one; but one which I think I had seen mentioned in genealogical

accounts。  Mary S。 (the last name being the same as that of my

visitant); it appeared; was the great…great…grandmother of Mrs。 H。

and myself。  After cordially recognizing our forgotten relationship;

now for the first time called to mind; we parted; my guest leaving me

for his own home。  We had been sitting in my library on the lower

floor。  On going up…stairs where Mrs。 H。 was sitting alone; just as I

entered the room she pushed a paper across the table towards me;

saying that perhaps it might interest me。  It was one of a number of

old family papers which she had brought from the house of her mother;

recently deceased。



I opened the paper; which was an old…looking document; and found that

it was a copy; perhaps made in this century; of the will of that same

Mary S。 about whom we had been talking down…stairs。



If there is such a thing as a purely accidental coincidence this must

be considered an instance of it。



All one can say about it is that it seems very unlikely that such a

coincidence should occur; but it did。



I have not tried to keep my own personality out of these stories。

But after all; how little difference it makes whether or not a writer

appears with a mask on which everybody can take off;whether he

bolts his door or not; when everybody can look in at his windows; and

all his entrances are at the mercy of the critic's skeleton key and

the jimmy of any ill…disposed assailant!



The company have been silent listeners for the most part; but the

reader will have a chance to become better acquainted with some cf

them by and by。









II



TO THE READER。



I know that it is a hazardous experiment to address myself again to a

public which in days long past has given me a generous welcome。  But

my readers have been; and are; a very faithful constituency。  I think

there are many among them who would rather listen to an old voice

they are used to than to a new one of better quality; even if the

〃childish treble〃 should betray itself now and then in the tones of

the overtired organ。  But there must be others;I am afraid many

others;who will exclaim: 〃He has had his day; and why can't he be

content?  We don't want literary revenants; superfluous veterans;

writers who have worn out their welcome and still insist on being

attended to。  Give us something fresh; something that belongs to our

day and generation。  Your morning draught was well enough; but we

don't care for your evening slip…slop。  You are not in relation with

us; with our time; our ideas; our aims; our aspirations。〃



Alas; alas! my friend;my young friend; for your hair is not yet

whitened;I am afraid you are too nearly right。  No doubt;no

doubt。  Teacups are not coffee…cups。  They do not hold so much。

Their pallid infusion is but a feeble stimulant compared with the

black decoction served at the morning board。  And so; perhaps; if

wisdom like yours were compatible with years like mine; I should drop

my pen and make no further attempts upon your patience。



But suppose that a writer who has reached and passed the natural

limit of serviceable years feels that he has some things which be

would like to say; and which may have an interest for a limited class

of readers;is he not right in trying his powers and calmly taking

the risk of failure?  Does it not seem rather lazy and cowardly;

because he cannot 〃beat his record;〃 or even come up to the level of

what he has done in his prime; to shrink from exerting his talent;

such as it is; now that he has outlived the period of his greatest

vigor?  A singer who is no longer equal to the trials of opera on the

stage may yet please at a chamber concert or in the drawing…room。

There is one gratification an old author can afford a certain class

of critics: that; namely; of comparing him as he is with what he was。

It is a pleasure to mediocrity to have its superiors brought within

range; so to speak; and if the ablest of them will only live long

enough; and keep on writing; there is no pop…gun that cannot reach

him。  But I fear that this is an unamiable reflection; and I am at

this time in a very amiable mood。



I confess that there is something agreeable to me in renewing my

relations with the reading public。  Were it but a single appearance;

it would give me a pleasant glimpse of the time when I was known as a

frequent literary visitor。  Many of my readersif I can lure any

from the pages of younger writers will prove to be the children; or

the grandchildren; of those whose acquaintance I made something more

than a whole generation ago。  I could depend on a kind welcome from

my contemporaries;my coevals。  But where are those contemporaries?

Ay de mi! as Carlyle used to exclaim;Ah; dear me! as our old women

say;I look round for them; and see only their vacant places。  The

old vine cannot unwind its tendrils。  The branch falls with the decay

of its support; and must cling to the new growths around it; if it

would not lie helpless in the dust。  This paper is a new tendril;

feeling its way; as it best may; to whatever it can wind around。  The

thought of finding here and there an old friend; and making; it may

be; once in a while a new one; is very grateful to me。  The chief

drawback to the pleasure is the feeling that I am submitting to that

inevitable exposure which is the penalty of authorship in every form。

A writer must make up his mind to the possible rough treatment of the

critics; who swarm like bacteria whenever there is any literary

material on which they can feed。  I have had as little to complain of

as most writers; yet I think it is always with reluctance that one

encounters the promiscuous handling which the products of the mind

have to put up with; as much as the fruit and provisions in the

market…stalls。  I had rather be criticised; however; than criticise;

that is; express my opinions in the public prints of other writers'

work; if they are living; and can suffer; as I should often have to

make them。  There are enough; thank Heaven; without me。  We are

literary cannibals; and our writers live on each other and each

other's productions to a fearful extent。  What the mulberry leaf is

to the silk…worm; the author's book; treatise; essay; poem; is to the

critical larva; that feed upon it。  It furnishes them with food and

clothing。  The process may not be agreeable to the mulberry leaf or

to the printed page; but without it the leaf would not have become

the silk that covers the empress's shoulders; and but for the critic

the author's book might never have reached the scholar's table。

Scribblers will feed on each other; and if we insist on being

scribblers we must consent to be fed on。  We must try to endure

philosophically what we cannot help; and ought not; I suppose; to

wish to help。



It is the custom at our table to vary the usual talk; by the reading

of short papers; in prose or verse; by one or more of The Teacups; as

we are in the habit of calling those who make up our company。  Thirty

years ago; one of our present circle… 〃Teacup Number Two;〃 The

Professor;read a paper on Old Age; at a certain Breakfast…table;

where he was in the habit of appearing。  That paper was published at

the time; and has since seen the light in other forms。  He did not

know so much about old age then as he does now; and would doubtless

write somewhat differently if he took the subject up again。  But I

found that it was the general wish that another of our company should

let us hear what he had to say about it。  I received a polite note;

requesting me to discourse about old age; inasmuch as I was

particularly well qualified by my experience to write in an

authoritative way concerning it。  The fact is that I;for it is

myself who am speaking;have recently arrived at the age of

threescore years and twenty;fourscore years we may otherwise call

it。  In the arrangement of our table; I am Teacup Number One; and I

may as well say that I am often spoken of as The Dictator。  There is

nothing invidious in this; as I am the oldest of the company; and no

claim is less likely to excite jealousy than that of priority of

birth。



I received congratulations on reaching my eightieth birthday; not

only from our circle of Teacups; but from friends; near and distant;

in large numbers。  I tried to acknowledge these kindly missives with

the aid of a most intelligent secretary ; but I fear that there were

gifts not thanked for; and tokens of good…will not recognized。  Let

any neglected correspondent be assured that it was not intentionally

that he or she was slighted。  I was grateful for every such mark of

esteem; even for the telegram from an unknown friend in a distant

land; for which I cheerfully paid the considerable charge which

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