over the teacups-第4节
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talking that matter over we got conversing on other subjects; among
the rest a family relationship existing between us;not a very near
one; but one which I think I had seen mentioned in genealogical
accounts。 Mary S。 (the last name being the same as that of my
visitant); it appeared; was the great…great…grandmother of Mrs。 H。
and myself。 After cordially recognizing our forgotten relationship;
now for the first time called to mind; we parted; my guest leaving me
for his own home。 We had been sitting in my library on the lower
floor。 On going up…stairs where Mrs。 H。 was sitting alone; just as I
entered the room she pushed a paper across the table towards me;
saying that perhaps it might interest me。 It was one of a number of
old family papers which she had brought from the house of her mother;
recently deceased。
I opened the paper; which was an old…looking document; and found that
it was a copy; perhaps made in this century; of the will of that same
Mary S。 about whom we had been talking down…stairs。
If there is such a thing as a purely accidental coincidence this must
be considered an instance of it。
All one can say about it is that it seems very unlikely that such a
coincidence should occur; but it did。
I have not tried to keep my own personality out of these stories。
But after all; how little difference it makes whether or not a writer
appears with a mask on which everybody can take off;whether he
bolts his door or not; when everybody can look in at his windows; and
all his entrances are at the mercy of the critic's skeleton key and
the jimmy of any ill…disposed assailant!
The company have been silent listeners for the most part; but the
reader will have a chance to become better acquainted with some cf
them by and by。
II
TO THE READER。
I know that it is a hazardous experiment to address myself again to a
public which in days long past has given me a generous welcome。 But
my readers have been; and are; a very faithful constituency。 I think
there are many among them who would rather listen to an old voice
they are used to than to a new one of better quality; even if the
〃childish treble〃 should betray itself now and then in the tones of
the overtired organ。 But there must be others;I am afraid many
others;who will exclaim: 〃He has had his day; and why can't he be
content? We don't want literary revenants; superfluous veterans;
writers who have worn out their welcome and still insist on being
attended to。 Give us something fresh; something that belongs to our
day and generation。 Your morning draught was well enough; but we
don't care for your evening slip…slop。 You are not in relation with
us; with our time; our ideas; our aims; our aspirations。〃
Alas; alas! my friend;my young friend; for your hair is not yet
whitened;I am afraid you are too nearly right。 No doubt;no
doubt。 Teacups are not coffee…cups。 They do not hold so much。
Their pallid infusion is but a feeble stimulant compared with the
black decoction served at the morning board。 And so; perhaps; if
wisdom like yours were compatible with years like mine; I should drop
my pen and make no further attempts upon your patience。
But suppose that a writer who has reached and passed the natural
limit of serviceable years feels that he has some things which be
would like to say; and which may have an interest for a limited class
of readers;is he not right in trying his powers and calmly taking
the risk of failure? Does it not seem rather lazy and cowardly;
because he cannot 〃beat his record;〃 or even come up to the level of
what he has done in his prime; to shrink from exerting his talent;
such as it is; now that he has outlived the period of his greatest
vigor? A singer who is no longer equal to the trials of opera on the
stage may yet please at a chamber concert or in the drawing…room。
There is one gratification an old author can afford a certain class
of critics: that; namely; of comparing him as he is with what he was。
It is a pleasure to mediocrity to have its superiors brought within
range; so to speak; and if the ablest of them will only live long
enough; and keep on writing; there is no pop…gun that cannot reach
him。 But I fear that this is an unamiable reflection; and I am at
this time in a very amiable mood。
I confess that there is something agreeable to me in renewing my
relations with the reading public。 Were it but a single appearance;
it would give me a pleasant glimpse of the time when I was known as a
frequent literary visitor。 Many of my readersif I can lure any
from the pages of younger writers will prove to be the children; or
the grandchildren; of those whose acquaintance I made something more
than a whole generation ago。 I could depend on a kind welcome from
my contemporaries;my coevals。 But where are those contemporaries?
Ay de mi! as Carlyle used to exclaim;Ah; dear me! as our old women
say;I look round for them; and see only their vacant places。 The
old vine cannot unwind its tendrils。 The branch falls with the decay
of its support; and must cling to the new growths around it; if it
would not lie helpless in the dust。 This paper is a new tendril;
feeling its way; as it best may; to whatever it can wind around。 The
thought of finding here and there an old friend; and making; it may
be; once in a while a new one; is very grateful to me。 The chief
drawback to the pleasure is the feeling that I am submitting to that
inevitable exposure which is the penalty of authorship in every form。
A writer must make up his mind to the possible rough treatment of the
critics; who swarm like bacteria whenever there is any literary
material on which they can feed。 I have had as little to complain of
as most writers; yet I think it is always with reluctance that one
encounters the promiscuous handling which the products of the mind
have to put up with; as much as the fruit and provisions in the
market…stalls。 I had rather be criticised; however; than criticise;
that is; express my opinions in the public prints of other writers'
work; if they are living; and can suffer; as I should often have to
make them。 There are enough; thank Heaven; without me。 We are
literary cannibals; and our writers live on each other and each
other's productions to a fearful extent。 What the mulberry leaf is
to the silk…worm; the author's book; treatise; essay; poem; is to the
critical larva; that feed upon it。 It furnishes them with food and
clothing。 The process may not be agreeable to the mulberry leaf or
to the printed page; but without it the leaf would not have become
the silk that covers the empress's shoulders; and but for the critic
the author's book might never have reached the scholar's table。
Scribblers will feed on each other; and if we insist on being
scribblers we must consent to be fed on。 We must try to endure
philosophically what we cannot help; and ought not; I suppose; to
wish to help。
It is the custom at our table to vary the usual talk; by the reading
of short papers; in prose or verse; by one or more of The Teacups; as
we are in the habit of calling those who make up our company。 Thirty
years ago; one of our present circle… 〃Teacup Number Two;〃 The
Professor;read a paper on Old Age; at a certain Breakfast…table;
where he was in the habit of appearing。 That paper was published at
the time; and has since seen the light in other forms。 He did not
know so much about old age then as he does now; and would doubtless
write somewhat differently if he took the subject up again。 But I
found that it was the general wish that another of our company should
let us hear what he had to say about it。 I received a polite note;
requesting me to discourse about old age; inasmuch as I was
particularly well qualified by my experience to write in an
authoritative way concerning it。 The fact is that I;for it is
myself who am speaking;have recently arrived at the age of
threescore years and twenty;fourscore years we may otherwise call
it。 In the arrangement of our table; I am Teacup Number One; and I
may as well say that I am often spoken of as The Dictator。 There is
nothing invidious in this; as I am the oldest of the company; and no
claim is less likely to excite jealousy than that of priority of
birth。
I received congratulations on reaching my eightieth birthday; not
only from our circle of Teacups; but from friends; near and distant;
in large numbers。 I tried to acknowledge these kindly missives with
the aid of a most intelligent secretary ; but I fear that there were
gifts not thanked for; and tokens of good…will not recognized。 Let
any neglected correspondent be assured that it was not intentionally
that he or she was slighted。 I was grateful for every such mark of
esteem; even for the telegram from an unknown friend in a distant
land; for which I cheerfully paid the considerable charge which