the wreck of the golden mary-第4节
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could see that the masts were going with the shock and the beating
of the ship; I could see the frightful breach stove in on the
starboard side; half the length of the vessel; and the sheathing and
timbers spirting up; I could see that the Cutter was disabled; in a
wreck of broken fragments; and I could see every eye turned upon me。
It is my belief that if there had been ten thousand eyes there; I
should have seen them all; with their different looks。 And all this
in a moment。 But you must consider what a moment。
I saw the men; as they looked at me; fall towards their appointed
stations; like good men and true。 If she had not righted; they
could have done very little there or anywhere but dienot that it
is little for a man to die at his postI mean they could have done
nothing to save the passengers and themselves。 Happily; however;
the violence of the shock with which we had so determinedly borne
down direct on that fatal Iceberg; as if it had been our destination
instead of our destruction; had so smashed and pounded the ship that
she got off in this same instant and righted。 I did not want the
carpenter to tell me she was filling and going down; I could see and
hear that。 I gave Rames the word to lower the Long…boat and the
Surf…boat; and I myself told off the men for each duty。 Not one
hung back; or came before the other。 I now whispered to John
Steadiman; 〃John; I stand at the gangway here; to see every soul on
board safe over the side。 You shall have the next post of honour;
and shall be the last but one to leave the ship。 Bring up the
passengers; and range them behind me; and put what provision and
water you can got at; in the boats。 Cast your eye for'ard; John;
and you'll see you have not a moment to lose。〃
My noble fellows got the boats over the side as orderly as I ever
saw boats lowered with any sea running; and; when they were
launched; two or three of the nearest men in them as they held on;
rising and falling with the swell; called out; looking up at me;
〃Captain Ravender; if anything goes wrong with us; and you are
saved; remember we stood by you!〃〃We'll all stand by one another
ashore; yet; please God; my lads!〃 says I。 〃Hold on bravely; and be
tender with the women。〃
The women were an example to us。 They trembled very much; but they
were quiet and perfectly collected。 〃Kiss me; Captain Ravender;〃
says Mrs。 Atherfield; 〃and God in heaven bless you; you good man!〃
〃My dear;〃 says I; 〃those words are better for me than a life…boat。〃
I held her child in my arms till she was in the boat; and then
kissed the child and handed her safe down。 I now said to the people
in her; 〃You have got your freight; my lads; all but me; and I am
not coming yet awhile。 Pull away from the ship; and keep off!〃
That was the Long…boat。 Old Mr。 Rarx was one of her complement; and
he was the only passenger who had greatly misbehaved since the ship
struck。 Others had been a little wild; which was not to be wondered
at; and not very blamable; but; he had made a lamentation and uproar
which it was dangerous for the people to hear; as there is always
contagion in weakness and selfishness。 His incessant cry had been
that he must not be separated from the child; that he couldn't see
the child; and that he and the child must go together。 He had even
tried to wrest the child out of my arms; that he might keep her in
his。 〃Mr。 Rarx;〃 said I to him when it came to that; 〃I have a
loaded pistol in my pocket; and if you don't stand out of the gang…
way; and keep perfectly quiet; I shall shoot you through the heart;
if you have got one。〃 Says he; 〃You won't do murder; Captain
Ravender!〃 〃No; sir;〃 says I; 〃I won't murder forty…four people to
humour you; but I'll shoot you to save them。〃 After that he was
quiet; and stood shivering a little way off; until I named him to go
over the side。
The Long…boat being cast off; the Surf…boat was soon filled。 There
only remained aboard the Golden Mary; John Mullion the man who had
kept on burning the blue…lights (and who had lighted every new one
at every old one before it went out; as quietly as if he had been at
an illumination); John Steadiman; and myself。 I hurried those two
into the Surf…boat; called to them to keep off; and waited with a
grateful and relieved heart for the Long…boat to come and take me
in; if she could。 I looked at my watch; and it showed me; by the
blue…light; ten minutes past two。 They lost no time。 As soon as
she was near enough; I swung myself into her; and called to the men;
〃With a will; lads! She's reeling!〃 We were not an inch too far
out of the inner vortex of her going down; when; by the blue…light
which John Mullion still burnt in the bow of the Surf…boat; we saw
her lurch; and plunge to the bottom head…foremost。 The child cried;
weeping wildly; 〃O the dear Golden Mary! O look at her! Save her!
Save the poor Golden Mary!〃 And then the light burnt out; and the
black dome seemed to come down upon us。
I suppose if we had all stood a…top of a mountain; and seen the
whole remainder of the world sink away from under us; we could
hardly have felt more shocked and solitary than we did when we knew
we were alone on the wide ocean; and that the beautiful ship in
which most of us had been securely asleep within half an hour was
gone for ever。 There was an awful silence in our boat; and such a
kind of palsy on the rowers and the man at the rudder; that I felt
they were scarcely keeping her before the sea。 I spoke out then;
and said; 〃Let every one here thank the Lord for our preservation!〃
All the voices answered (even the child's); 〃We thank the Lord!〃 I
then said the Lord's Prayer; and all hands said it after me with a
solemn murmuring。 Then I gave the word 〃Cheerily; O men; Cheerily!〃
and I felt that they were handling the boat again as a boat ought to
be handled。
The Surf…boat now burnt another blue…light to show us where they
were; and we made for her; and laid ourselves as nearly alongside of
her as we dared。 I had always kept my boats with a coil or two of
good stout stuff in each of them; so both boats had a rope at hand。
We made a shift; with much labour and trouble; to got near enough to
one another to divide the blue…lights (they were no use after that
night; for the sea…water soon got at them); and to get a tow…rope
out between us。 All night long we kept together; sometimes obliged
to cast off the rope; and sometimes getting it out again; and all of
us wearying for the morningwhich appeared so long in coming that
old Mr。 Rarx screamed out; in spite of his fears of me; 〃The world
is drawing to an end; and the sun will never rise any more!〃
When the day broke; I found that we were all huddled together in a
miserable manner。 We were deep in the water; being; as I found on
mustering; thirty…one in number; or at least six too many。 In the
Surf…boat they were fourteen in number; being at least four too
many。 The first thing I did; was to get myself passed to the
rudderwhich I took from that timeand to get Mrs。 Atherfield; her
child; and Miss Coleshaw; passed on to sit next me。 As to old Mr。
Rarx; I put him in the bow; as far from us as I could。 And I put
some of the best men near us in order that if I should drop there
might be a skilful hand ready to take the helm。
The sea moderating as the sun came up; though the sky was cloudy and
wild; we spoke the other boat; to know what stores they had; and to
overhaul what we had。 I had a compass in my pocket; a small
telescope; a double…barrelled pistol; a knife; and a fire…box and
matches。 Most of my men had knives; and some had a little tobacco:
some; a pipe as well。 We had a mug among us; and an iron spoon。 As
to provisions; there were in my boat two bags of biscuit; one piece
of raw beef; one piece of raw pork; a bag of coffee; roasted but not
ground (thrown in; I imagine; by mistake; for something else); two
small casks of water; and about half…a…gallon of rum in a keg。 The
Surf…boat; having rather more rum than we; and fewer to drink it;
gave us; as I estimated; another quart into our keg。 In return; we
gave them three double handfuls of coffee; tied up in a piece of a
handkerchief; they reported that they had aboard besides; a bag of
biscuit; a piece of beef; a small cask of water; a small box of
lemons; and a Dutch cheese。 It took a long time to make these
exchanges; and they were not made without risk to both parties; the
sea running quite high enough to make our approaching near to one
another very hazardous。 In the bundle with the coffee; I conveyed
to John Steadiman (who had a ship's compass with him); a paper
written in pencil; and torn from my pocket…book; containing the
course I meant to steer; in the hope of making land; or being picked
up by some vesselI say in the hope; though I had little hope of
either deliverance。 I then sang out to him; so as a