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                             Solitude



    This is a delicious evening; when the whole body is one sense;

and imbibes delight through every pore。  I go and come with a

strange liberty in Nature; a part of herself。  As I walk along the

stony shore of the pond in my shirt…sleeves; though it is cool as

well as cloudy and windy; and I see nothing special to attract me;

all the elements are unusually congenial to me。  The bullfrogs trump

to usher in the night; and the note of the whip…poor…will is borne

on the rippling wind from over the water。  Sympathy with the

fluttering alder and poplar leaves almost takes away my breath; yet;

like the lake; my serenity is rippled but not ruffled。  These small

waves raised by the evening wind are as remote from storm as the

smooth reflecting surface。  Though it is now dark; the wind still

blows and roars in the wood; the waves still dash; and some

creatures lull the rest with their notes。  The repose is never

complete。  The wildest animals do not repose; but seek their prey

now; the fox; and skunk; and rabbit; now roam the fields and woods

without fear。  They are Nature's watchmen  links which connect the

days of animated life。

    When I return to my house I find that visitors have been there

and left their cards; either a bunch of flowers; or a wreath of

evergreen; or a name in pencil on a yellow walnut leaf or a chip。

They who come rarely to the woods take some little piece of the

forest into their hands to play with by the way; which they leave;

either intentionally or accidentally。  One has peeled a willow wand;

woven it into a ring; and dropped it on my table。  I could always

tell if visitors had called in my absence; either by the bended

twigs or grass; or the print of their shoes; and generally of what

sex or age or quality they were by some slight trace left; as a

flower dropped; or a bunch of grass plucked and thrown away; even as

far off as the railroad; half a mile distant; or by the lingering

odor of a cigar or pipe。  Nay; I was frequently notified of the

passage of a traveller along the highway sixty rods off by the scent

of his pipe。

    There is commonly sufficient space about us。  Our horizon is

never quite at our elbows。  The thick wood is not just at our door;

nor the pond; but somewhat is always clearing; familiar and worn by

us; appropriated and fenced in some way; and reclaimed from Nature。

For what reason have I this vast range and circuit; some square

miles of unfrequented forest; for my privacy; abandoned to me by

men?  My nearest neighbor is a mile distant; and no house is visible

from any place but the hill…tops within half a mile of my own。  I

have my horizon bounded by woods all to myself; a distant view of

the railroad where it touches the pond on the one hand; and of the

fence which skirts the woodland road on the other。  But for the most

part it is as solitary where I live as on the prairies。  It is as

much Asia or Africa as New England。  I have; as it were; my own sun

and moon and stars; and a little world all to myself。  At night

there was never a traveller passed my house; or knocked at my door;

more than if I were the first or last man; unless it were in the

spring; when at long intervals some came from the village to fish

for pouts  they plainly fished much more in the Walden Pond of

their own natures; and baited their hooks with darkness  but they

soon retreated; usually with light baskets; and left 〃the world to

darkness and to me;〃 and the black kernel of the night was never

profaned by any human neighborhood。  I believe that men are

generally still a little afraid of the dark; though the witches are

all hung; and Christianity and candles have been introduced。

    Yet I experienced sometimes that the most sweet and tender; the

most innocent and encouraging society may be found in any natural

object; even for the poor misanthrope and most melancholy man。

There can be no very black melancholy to him who lives in the midst


of Nature and has his senses still。  There was never yet such a

storm but it was AEolian music to a healthy and innocent ear。

Nothing can rightly compel a simple and brave man to a vulgar

sadness。  While I enjoy the friendship of the seasons I trust that

nothing can make life a burden to me。  The gentle rain which waters

my beans and keeps me in the house today is not drear and

melancholy; but good for me too。  Though it prevents my hoeing them;

it is of far more worth than my hoeing。  If it should continue so

long as to cause the seeds to rot in the ground and destroy the

potatoes in the low lands; it would still be good for the grass on

the uplands; and; being good for the grass; it would be good for me。

Sometimes; when I compare myself with other men; it seems as if I

were more favored by the gods than they; beyond any deserts that I

am conscious of; as if I had a warrant and surety at their hands

which my fellows have not; and were especially guided and guarded。

I do not flatter myself; but if it be possible they flatter me。  I

have never felt lonesome; or in the least oppressed by a sense of

solitude; but once; and that was a few weeks after I came to the

woods; when; for an hour; I doubted if the near neighborhood of man

was not essential to a serene and healthy life。  To be alone was

something unpleasant。  But I was at the same time conscious of a

slight insanity in my mood; and seemed to foresee my recovery。  In

the midst of a gentle rain while these thoughts prevailed; I was

suddenly sensible of such sweet and beneficent society in Nature; in

the very pattering of the drops; and in every sound and sight around

my house; an infinite and unaccountable friendliness all at once

like an atmosphere sustaining me; as made the fancied advantages of

human neighborhood insignificant; and I have never thought of them

since。  Every little pine needle expanded and swelled with sympathy

and befriended me。  I was so distinctly made aware of the presence

of something kindred to me; even in scenes which we are accustomed

to call wild and dreary; and also that the nearest of blood to me

and humanest was not a person nor a villager; that I thought no

place could ever be strange to me again。



          〃Mourning untimely consumes the sad;

           Few are their days in the land of the living;

           Beautiful daughter of Toscar。〃



    Some of my pleasantest hours were during the long rain…storms in

the spring or fall; which confined me to the house for the afternoon

as well as the forenoon; soothed by their ceaseless roar and

pelting; when an early twilight ushered in a long evening in which

many thoughts had time to take root and unfold themselves。  In those

driving northeast rains which tried the village houses so; when the

maids stood ready with mop and pail in front entries to keep the

deluge out; I sat behind my door in my little house; which was all

entry; and thoroughly enjoyed its protection。  In one heavy

thunder…shower the lightning struck a large pitch pine across the

pond; making a very conspicuous and perfectly regular spiral groove

from top to bottom; an inch or more deep; and four or five inches

wide; as you would groove a walking…stick。  I passed it again the

other day; and was struck with awe on looking up and beholding that

mark; now more distinct than ever; where a terrific and resistless

bolt came down out of the harmless sky eight years ago。  Men

frequently say to me; 〃I should think you would feel lonesome down

there; and want to be nearer to folks; rainy and snowy days and

nights especially。〃  I am tempted to reply to such  This whole

earth which we inhabit is but a point in space。  How far apart;

think you; dwell the two most distant inhabitants of yonder star;

the breadth of whose disk cannot be appreciated by our instruments?

Why should I feel lonely? is not our planet in the Milky Way?  This

which you put seems to me not to be the most important question。

What sort of space is that which separates a man from his fellows

and makes him solitary?  I have found that no exertion of the legs

can bring two minds much nearer to one another。  What do we want

most to dwell near to?  Not to many men surely; the depot; the

post…office; the bar…room; the meeting…house; the school…house; the

grocery; Beacon Hill; or the Five Points; where men most congregate;

but to the perennial source of our life; whence in all our

experience we have found that to issue; as the willow stands near

the water and sends out its roots in that direction。  This will vary

with different natures; but this is the place where a wise man will

dig his cellar。。。。  I one evening overtook one of my townsmen; who

has accumulated what is called 〃a handsome property〃  though I

never got a fair view of it  on the Walden road; driving a pair of

cattle to market; who inquired of me how I could bring my mind to

give up so many of the comforts of life。  I answ

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