david copperfield(大卫.科波维尔)-第150节
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much。 I would trust to my fidelity and perseverance—and to Dora。’
‘But if they were to frighten Dora again; Agnes; by speaking to
her;’ said I。 ‘And if Dora were to cry; and say nothing about me!’
‘Is that likely?’ inquired Agnes; with the same sweet
consideration in her face。
‘God bless her; she is as easily scared as a bird;’ said I。 ‘It might
be! Or if the two Miss Spenlows (elderly ladies of that sort are odd
characters sometimes) should not be likely persons to address in
that way!’
‘I don’t think; Trotwood;’ returned Agnes; raising her soft eyes
to mine; ‘I would consider that。 Perhaps it would be better only to
consider whether it is right to do this; and; if it is; to do it。’
I had no longer any doubt on the subject。 With a lightened
heart; though with a profound sense of the weighty importance of
my task; I devoted the whole afternoon to the composition of the
draft of this letter; for which great purpose; Agnes relinquished
her desk to me。 But first I went downstairs to see Mr。 Wickfield
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and Uriah Heep。
I found Uriah in possession of a new; plaster…smelling office;
built out in the garden; looking extraordinarily mean; in the midst
of a quantity of books and papers。 He received me in his usual
fawning way; and pretended not to have heard of my arrival from
Mr。 Micawber; a pretence I took the liberty of disbelieving。 He
accompanied me into Mr。 Wickfield’s room; which was the shadow
of its former self—having been divested of a variety of
conveniences; for the accommodation of the new partner—and
stood before the fire; warming his back; and shaving his chin with
his bony hand; while Mr。 Wickfield and I exchanged greetings。
‘You stay with us; Trotwood; while you remain in Canterbury?’
said Mr。 Wickfield; not without a glance at Uriah for his approval。
‘Is there room for me?’ said I。
‘I am sure; Master Copperfield—I should say Mister; but the
other comes so natural;’ said Uriah;—’I would turn out of your old
room with pleasure; if it would be agreeable。’
‘No; no;’ said Mr。 Wickfield。 ‘Why should you be
inconvenienced? There’s another room。 There’s another room。’
‘Oh; but you know;’ returned Uriah; with a grin; ‘I should really
be delighted!’
To cut the matter short; I said I would have the other room or
none at all; so it was settled that I should have the other room;
and; taking my leave of the firm until dinner; I went upstairs
again。
I had hoped to have no other companion than Agnes。 But Mrs。
Heep had asked permission to bring herself and her knitting near
the fire; in that room; on pretence of its having an aspect more
favourable for her rheumatics; as the wind then was; than the
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drawing…room or dining…parlour。 Though I could almost have
consigned her to the mercies of the wind on the topmost pinnacle
of the Cathedral; without remorse; I made a virtue of necessity;
and gave her a friendly salutation。
‘I’m umbly thankful to you; sir;’ said Mrs。 Heep; in
acknowledgement of my inquiries concerning her health; ‘but I’m
only pretty well。 I haven’t much to boast of。 If I could see my Uriah
well settled in life; I couldn’t expect much more I think。 How do
you think my Ury looking; sir?’
I thought him looking as villainous as ever; and I replied that I
saw no change in him。
‘Oh; don’t you think he’s changed?’ said Mrs。 Heep。 ‘There I
must umbly beg leave to differ from you。 Don’t you see a thinness
in him?’
‘Not more than usual;’ I replied。
‘Don’t you though!’ said Mrs。 Heep。 ‘But you don’t take notice of
him with a mother’s eye!’
His mother’s eye was an evil eye to the rest of the world; I
thought as it met mine; howsoever affectionate to him; and I
believe she and her son were devoted to one another。 It passed
me; and went on to Agnes。
‘Don’t you see a wasting and a wearing in him; Miss Wickfield?’
inquired Mrs。 Heep。
‘No;’ said Agnes; quietly pursuing the work on which she was
engaged。 ‘You are too solicitous about him。 He is very well。’
Mrs。 Heep; with a prodigious sniff; resumed her knitting。
She never left off; or left us for a moment。 I had arrived early in
the day; and we had still three or four hours before dinner; but she
sat there; plying her knitting…needles as monotonously as an hour…
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glass might have poured out its sands。 She sat on one side of the
fire; I sat at the desk in front of it; a little beyond me; on the other
side; sat Agnes。 Whensoever; slowly pondering over my letter; I
lifted up my eyes; and meeting the thoughtful face of Agnes; saw it
clear; and beam encouragement upon me; with its own angelic
expression; I was conscious presently of the evil eye passing me;
and going on to her; and coming back to me again; and dropping
furtively upon the knitting。 What the knitting was; I don’t know;
not being learned in that art; but it looked like a net; and as she
worked away with those Chinese chopsticks of knitting…needles;
she showed in the firelight like an ill…looking enchantress; baulked
as yet by the radiant goodness opposite; but getting ready for a
cast of her net by and by。
At dinner she maintained her watch; with the same unwinking
eyes。 After dinner; her son took his turn; and when Mr。 Wickfield;
himself; and I were left alone together; leered at me; and writhed
until I could hardly bear it。 In the drawing…room; there was the
mother knitting and watching again。 All the time that Agnes sang
and played; the mother sat at the piano。 Once she asked for a
particular ballad; which she said her Ury (who was yawning in a
great chair) doted on; and at intervals she looked round at him;
and reported to Agnes that he was in raptures with the music。 But
she hardly ever spoke—I question if she ever did—without making
some mention of him。 It was evident to me that this was the duty
assigned to her。
This lasted until bedtime。 To have seen the mother and son;
like two great bats hanging over the whole house; and darkening it
with their ugly forms; made me so uncomfortable; that I would
rather have remained downstairs; knitting and all; than gone to
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bed。 I hardly got any sleep。 Next day the knitting and watching
began again; and lasted all day。
I had not an opportunity of speaking to Agnes; for ten minutes。
I could barely show her my letter。 I proposed to her to walk out
with me; but Mrs。 Heep repeatedly complaining that she was
worse; Agnes charitably remained within; to bear her company。
Towards the twilight I went out by myself; musing on what I ought
to do; and whether I was justified in withholding from Agnes; any
longer; what Uriah Heep had told me in London; for that began to
trouble me again; very much。
I had not walked out far enough to be quite clear of the town;
upon the Ramsgate road; where there was a good path; when I
was hailed; through the dust; by somebody behind me。 The
shambling figure; and the scanty great…coat; were not to be
mistaken。 I stopped; and Uriah Heep came up。
‘Well?’ said I。
‘How fast you walk!’ said he。 ‘My legs are pretty long; but you’ve
given ’em quite a job。’
‘Where are you going?’ said I。
‘I am going with you; Master Copperfield; if you’ll allow me the
pleasure of a walk with an old acquaintance。’ Saying this; with a
jerk of his body; which might have been either propitiatory or
derisive; he fell into step beside me。
‘Uriah!’ said I; as civilly as I could; after a silence。
‘Master Copperfield!’ said Uriah。
‘To tell you the truth (at which you will not be offended); I came
Out to walk alone; because I have had so much company。’
He looked at me sideways; and said with his hardest grin; ‘You
mean mother。’
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‘Why yes; I do;’ said I。
‘Ah! But you know we’re so very umble;’ he returned。 ‘And
having such a knowledge of our own umbleness; we must really
take care that we’re not pushed to the wall by them as isn’t umble。
All stratagems are fair in love; sir。’
Raising his great hands until they touched his chin; he rubbed
them softly; and softly chuckled; looking as like a malevolent
baboon; I thought; as anything human could look。
‘You see;’ he said; still hugging himself in that unpleasant way;
and shaking his head at me; ‘you’re quite a dangerous rival;
Master Copperfield。 You always was; you know。’
‘Do you set a watch upon Miss Wickfield; and make her home
no home; because of me?’ said I。
‘Oh! Master Copperfield! Those are very arsh words;’ he
replied。
‘Put my meaning into any words you like;’ said I。 ‘You know
what it is; Uriah; as well as I do。’
‘Oh no! You must put it into words;’ he said。 ‘Oh; really! I
couldn’t myself。’
‘Do you suppose;’ said I; constraining myself to b