david copperfield(大卫.科波维尔)-第105节
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coming on in the Admiralty Court; requiring a rather accurate
knowledge of the whole science of navigation; in which (as we
couldn’t be expected to know much about those matters in the
Commons) the judge had entreated two old Trinity Masters; for
charity’s sake; to come and help him out。 Dora was at the
breakfast…table to make the tea again; however; and I had the
melancholy pleasure of taking off my hat to her in the phaeton; as
she stood on the door…step with Jip in her arms。
What the Admiralty was to me that day; what nonsense I made
of our case in my mind; as I listened to it; how I saw ‘DORA’
engraved upon the blade of the silver oar which they lay upon the
table; as the emblem of that high jurisdiction; and how I felt when
Mr。 Spenlow went home without me (I had had an insane hope
that he might take me back again); as if I were a mariner myself;
and the ship to which I belonged had sailed away and left me on a
desert island; I shall make no fruitless effort to describe。 If that
sleepy old court could rouse itself; and present in any visible form
the daydreams I have had in it about Dora; it would reveal my
truth。
I don’t mean the dreams that I dreamed on that day alone; but
day after day; from week to week; and term to term。 I went there;
not to attend to what was going on; but to think about Dora。 If ever
I bestowed a thought upon the cases; as they dragged their slow
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length before me; it was only to wonder; in the matrimonial cases
(remembering Dora); how it was that married people could ever be
otherwise than happy; and; in the Prerogative cases; to consider; if
the money in question had been left to me; what were the foremost
steps I should immediately have taken in regard to Dora。 Within
the first week of my passion; I bought four sumptuous
waistcoats—not for myself; I had no pride in them; for Dora—and
took to wearing straw…coloured kid gloves in the streets; and laid
the foundations of all the corns I have ever had。 If the boots I wore
at that period could only be produced and compared with the
natural size of my feet; they would show what the state of my heart
was; in a most affecting manner。
And yet; wretched cripple as I made myself by this act of
homage to Dora; I walked miles upon miles daily in the hope of
seeing her。 Not only was I soon as well known on the Norwood
Road as the postmen on that beat; but I pervaded London
likewise。 I walked about the streets where the best shops for ladies
were; I haunted the Bazaar like an unquiet spirit; I fagged through
the Park again and again; long after I was quite knocked up。
Sometimes; at long intervals and on rare occasions; I saw her。
Perhaps I saw her glove waved in a carriage window; perhaps I
met her; walked with her and Miss Murdstone a little way; and
spoke to her。 In the latter case I was always very miserable
afterwards; to think that I had said nothing to the purpose; or that
she had no idea of the extent of my devotion; or that she cared
nothing about me。 I was always looking out; as may be supposed;
for another invitation to Mr。 Spenlow’s house。 I was always being
disappointed; for I got none。
Mrs。 Crupp must have been a woman of penetration; for when
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this attachment was but a few weeks old; and I had not had the
courage to write more explicitly even to Agnes; than that I had
been to Mr。 Spenlow’s house; ‘whose family;’ I added; ‘consists of
one daughter’;—I say Mrs。 Crupp must have been a woman of
penetration; for; even in that early stage; she found it out。 She
came up to me one evening; when I was very low; to ask (she being
then afflicted with the disorder I have mentioned) if I could oblige
her with a little tincture of cardamums mixed with rhubarb; and
flavoured with seven drops of the essence of cloves; which was the
best remedy for her complaint;—or; if I had not such a thing by
me; with a little brandy; which was the next best。 It was not; she
remarked; so palatable to her; but it was the next best。 As I had
never even heard of the first remedy; and always had the second
in the closet; I gave Mrs。 Crupp a glass of the second; which (that I
might have no suspicion of its being devoted to any improper use)
she began to take in my presence。
‘Cheer up; sir;’ said Mrs。 Crupp。 ‘I can’t abear to see you so; sir:
I’m a mother myself。’
I did not quite perceive the application of this fact to myself; but
I smiled on Mrs。 Crupp; as benignly as was in my power。
‘Come; sir;’ said Mrs。 Crupp。 ‘Excuse me。 I know what it is; sir。
There’s a lady in the case。’
‘Mrs。 Crupp?’ I returned; reddening。
‘Oh; bless you! Keep a good heart; sir!’ said Mrs。 Crupp;
nodding encouragement。 ‘Never say die; sir! If She don’t smile
upon you; there’s a many as will。 You are a young gentleman to be
smiled on; Mr。 Copperfull; and you must learn your walue; sir。’
Mrs。 Crupp always called me Mr。 Copperfull: firstly; no doubt;
because it was not my name; and secondly; I am inclined to think;
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in some indistinct association with a washing…day。
‘What makes you suppose there is any young lady in the case;
Mrs。 Crupp?’ said I。
‘Mr。 Copperfull;’ said Mrs。 Crupp; with a great deal of feeling;
‘I’m a mother myself。’
For some time Mrs。 Crupp could only lay her hand upon her
nankeen bosom; and fortify herself against returning pain with
sips of her medicine。 At length she spoke again。
‘When the present set were took for you by your dear aunt; Mr。
Copperfull;’ said Mrs。 Crupp; ‘my remark were; I had now found
summun I could care for。 “Thank Ev’in!” were the expression; “I
have now found summun I can care for!”—You don’t eat enough;
sir; nor yet drink。’
‘Is that what you found your supposition on; Mrs。 Crupp?’ said
I。
‘Sir;’ said Mrs。 Crupp; in a tone approaching to severity; ‘I’ve
laundressed other young gentlemen besides yourself。 A young
gentleman may be over…careful of himself; or he may be under…
careful of himself。 He may brush his hair too regular; or too unregular。 He may wear his boots much too large for him; or much
too small。 That is according as the young gentleman has his
original character formed。 But let him go to which extreme he
may; sir; there’s a young lady in both of ’em。’
Mrs。 Crupp shook her head in such a determined manner; that
I had not an inch of vantage…ground left。
‘It was but the gentleman which died here before yourself;’ said
Mrs。 Crupp; ‘that fell in love—with a barmaid—and had his
waistcoats took in directly; though much swelled by drinking。’
‘Mrs。 Crupp;’ said I; ‘I must beg you not to connect the young
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lady in my case with a barmaid; or anything of that sort; if you
please。’
‘Mr。 Copperfull;’ returned Mrs。 Crupp; ‘I’m a mother myself;
and not likely。 I ask your pardon; sir; if I intrude。 I should never
wish to intrude where I were not welcome。 But you are a young
gentleman; Mr。 Copperfull; and my adwice to you is; to cheer up;
sir; to keep a good heart; and to know your own walue。 If you was
to take to something; sir;’ said Mrs。 Crupp; ‘if you was to take to
skittles; now; which is healthy; you might find it divert your mind;
and do you good。’
With these words; Mrs。 Crupp; affecting to be very careful of the
brandy—which was all gone—thanked me with a majestic curtsey;
and retired。 As her figure disappeared into the gloom of the entry;
this counsel certainly presented itself to my mind in the light of a
slight liberty on Mrs。 Crupp’s part; but; at the same time; I was
content to receive it; in another point of view; as a word to the
wise; and a warning in future to keep my secret better。
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Chapter 27
TOMMY TRADDLES
It may have been in consequence of Mrs。 Crupp’s advice; and;
perhaps; for no better reason than because there was a
certain similarity in the sound of the word skittles and
Traddles; that it came into my head; next day; to go and look after
Traddles。 The time he had mentioned was more than out; and he
lived in a little street near the Veterinary College at Camden
Town; which was principally tenanted; as one of our clerks who
lived in that direction informed me; by gentlemen students; who
bought live donkeys; and made experiments on those quadrupeds
in their private apartments。 Having obtained from this clerk a
direction to the academic grove in question; I set out; the same
afternoon; to visit my old schoolfellow。
I found that the street was not as desirable a one as I could have
wished it to be; for the sake of Traddles。 The inhabitants appeared
to have a propensity to throw any little trifles they were not in
want of; into the road: which not only made it rank and sloppy; but
untidy too; on account of the cabbage…leaves。 The refuse was no