round the red lamp(红灯四周)-第33节
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wears his collar high like that； since the half…successful attempt of a
student of Revelations to cut his throat with a splinter of glass。 The
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second； with the ruddy face and the merry brown eyes； is a general
practitioner； a man of vast experience； who； with his three assistants and
his five horses； takes twenty…five hundred a year in half…crown visits and
shilling consultations out of the poorest quarter of a great city。 That
cheery face of Theodore Foster is seen at the side of a hundred sick…beds a
day； and if he has one…third more names on his visiting list than in his cash
book he always promises himself that he will get level some day when a
millionaire with a chronic complaintthe ideal combinationshall seek his
services。 The third； sitting on the right with his dress shoes shining on
the top of the fender； is Hargrave； the rising surgeon。 His face has none
of the broad humanity of Theodore Foster's； the eye is stern and critical；
the mouth straight and severe； but there is strength and decision in every
line of it； and it is nerve rather than sympathy which the patient demands
when he is bad enough to come to Hargrave's door。 He calls himself a
jawman 〃a mere jawman〃 as he modestly puts it； but in point of fact he is
too young and too poor to confine himself to a specialty； and there is
nothing surgical which Hargrave has not the skill and the audacity to do。
〃Before； after； and during；〃 murmurs the general practitioner in answer
to some interpolation of the outsider's。 〃I assure you； Manson； one sees
all sorts of evanescent forms of madness。〃
〃Ah； puerperal！〃 throws in the other； knocking the curved grey ash
from his cigar。 〃But you had some case in your mind； Foster。〃
〃Well； there was only one last week which was new to me。 I had
been engaged by some people of the name of Silcoe。 When the trouble
came round I went myself； for they would not hear of an assistant。 The
husband who was a policeman； was sitting at the head of the bed on the
further side。 ‘This won't do；' said I。 ‘Oh yes； doctor； it must do；' said
she。 ‘It's quite irregular and he must go；' said I。 ‘It's that or nothing；'
said she。 ‘I won't open my mouth or stir a finger the whole night；' said he。
So it ended by my allowing him to remain； and there he sat for eight hours
on end。 She was very good over the matter； but every now and again HE
would fetch a hollow groan； and I noticed that he held his right hand just
under the sheet all the time； where I had no doubt that it was clasped by
her left。 When it was all happily over； I looked at him and his face was
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the colour of this cigar ash； and his head had dropped on to the edge of the
pillow。 Of course I thought he had fainted with emotion； and I was just
telling myself what I thought of myself for having been such a fool as to
let him stay there； when suddenly I saw that the sheet over his hand was
all soaked with blood； I whisked it down； and there was the fellow's
wrist half cut through。 The woman had one bracelet of a policeman's
handcuff over her left wrist and the other round his right one。 When she
had been in pain she had twisted with all her strength and the iron had
fairly eaten into the bone of the man's arm。 ‘Aye； doctor；' said she； when
she saw I had noticed it。 ‘He's got to take his share as well as me。 Turn
and turn；' said she。〃
〃Don't you find it a very wearing branch of the profession？〃 asks
Foster after a pause。
〃My dear fellow； it was the fear of it that drove me into lunacy work。〃
〃Aye； and it has driven men into asylums who never found their way
on to the medical staff。 I was a very shy fellow myself as a student； and I
know what it means。〃
〃No joke that in general practice；〃 says the alienist。
〃Well； you hear men talk about it as though it were； but I tell you it's
much nearer tragedy。 Take some poor； raw； young fellow who has just
put up his plate in a strange town。 He has found it a trial all his life；
perhaps； to talk to a woman about lawn tennis and church services。
When a young man IS shy he is shyer than any girl。 Then down comes
an anxious mother and consults him upon the most intimate family matters。
‘I shall never go to that doctor again；' says she afterwards。 ‘His manner
is so stiff and unsympathetic。' Unsympathetic！ Why； the poor lad was
struck dumb and paralysed。 I have known general practitioners who
were so shy that they could not bring themselves to ask the way in the
street。 Fancy what sensitive men like that must endure before they get
broken in to medical practice。 And then they know that nothing is so
catching as shyness； and that if they do not keep a face of stone； their
patient will be covered with confusion。 And so they keep their face of
stone； and earn the reputation perhaps of having a heart to correspond。 I
suppose nothing would shake YOUR nerve； Manson。〃
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〃Well； when a man lives year in year out among a thousand lunatics；
with a fair sprinkling of homicidals among them； one's nerves either get
set or shattered。 Mine are all right so far。〃
〃I was frightened once；〃 says the surgeon。 〃It was when I was doing
dispensary work。 One night I had a call from some very poor people； and
gathered from the few words they said that their child was ill。 When I
entered the room I saw a small cradle in the corner。 Raising the lamp I
walked over and putting back the curtains I looked down at the baby。 I
tell you it was sheer Providence that I didn't drop that lamp and set the
whole place alight。 The head on the pillow turned and I saw a face
looking up at me which seemed to me to have more malignancy and
wickedness than ever I had dreamed of in a nightmare。 It was the flush
of red over the cheekbones； and the brooding eyes full of loathing of me；
and of everything else； that impressed me。 I'll never forget my start as；
instead of the chubby face of an infant； my eyes fell upon this creature。 I
took the mother into the next room。 ‘What is it？' I asked。 ‘A girl of
sixteen；' said she； and then throwing up her arms； ‘Oh； pray God she may
be taken！' The poor thing； though she spent her life in this little cradle；
had great； long； thin limbs which she curled up under her。 I lost sight of
the case and don't know what became of it； but I'll never forget the look in
her eyes。〃
〃That's creepy；〃 says Dr。 Foster。 〃But I think one of my experiences
would run it close。 Shortly after I put up my plate I had a visit from a
little hunch…backed woman who wished me to come and attend to her
sister in her trouble。 When I reached the house； which was a very poor
one； I found two other little hunched…backed women； exactly like the first；
waiting for me in the sitting…room。 Not one of them said a word； but my
companion took the lamp and walked upstairs with her two sisters behind
her； and me bringing up the rear。 I can see those three queer shadows
cast by the lamp upon the wall as clearly as I can see that tobacco pouch。
In the room above was the fourth sister； a remarkably beautiful girl in
evident need of my assistance。 There was no wedding ring upon her
finger。 The three deformed sisters seated themselves round the room；
like so many graven images； and all night not one of them opened her
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