the crime of sylvestre bonnard-第24节

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liging；　gracious；　caressing；　radiant；　happy。　　Her　eyes；　smiled；　the　little　wrinkles　of　her　face　（there　were　a　vast　number　of　them！）　also　smiled；　her　mouth　smiled　likewise；　but　only　on　one　side。　I　discovered　afterwards　that　was　her　best　side。　　She　spoke：　　her　voice　had　also　changed　with　her　manner；　it　was　now　sweet　as　honey。

〃You　said；　Monsieur；　that　our　dear　Jeanne　was　very　intelligent。　　I　discovered　the　same　thing　myself；　and　I　am　proud　of　being　able　to　agree　with　you。　This　young　girl　has　really　made　me　feel　a　great　deal　of　interest　in　her。　　She　has　what　I　call　a　happy　disposition。。。。　But　excuse　me　for　thus　drawing　upon　your　valuable　time。〃

She　summoned　the　servant…girl；　who　looked　much　more　hurried　and　scared　than　before；　and　who　vanished　with　the　order　to　go　and　tell　Mademoiselle　Alexandre　that　Monsieur　Sylvestre　Bonnard；　Member　of　the　Institute；　was　waiting　to　see　her　in　the　parlour。

Mademoiselle　Prefere　had　barely　time　to　confide　in　me　that　she　had　the　most　profound　respect　for　all　decisions　of　the　Institutewhatever　they　might　bewhen　Jeanne　appeared；　out　of　breath；　red　as　a　poppy；　with　her　eyes　very　wide　open；　and　her　arms　dangling　helplessly　at　her　sidescharming　in　her　artless　awkwardness。

〃What　a　state　you　are　in；　my　dear　child！〃　murmured　Mademoiselle　Prefere；　with　maternal　sweetness；　as　she　arranged　the　girl's　collar。

Jeanne　certainly　did　present　an　odd　aspect。　　Her　hair　combed　back；　and　imperfectly　held　by　a　net　from　which　loose　curls　were　escaping；　her　slender　arms；　sheathed　down　to　the　elbows　in　lustring　sleeves；　her　hands；　which　she　did　not　seem　to　know　what　to　do　with；　all　red　with　chillblains；　her　dress；　much　too　short；　revealing　that　she　had　on　stockings　much　too　large　for　her；　and　shoes　worn　down　at　the　heel；　and　a　skipping…rope　tied　round　her　waist　in　lieu　of　a　belt；all　combined　to　lend　Mademoiselle　Jeanne　an　appearance　the　reverse　of　presentable。

〃Oh；　you　crazy　girl！〃　sighed　Mademoiselle　Prefere；　who　now　seemed　no　longer　like　a　mother；　but　rather　like　an　elder　sister。

Then　she　suddenly　left　the　room；　gliding　like　a　shadow　over　the　polished　floor。

I　said　to　Jeanne；

〃Sit　down；　Jeanne；　and　talk　to　me　as　you　would　to　a　friend。　　Are　you　not　better　satisfied　here　now　than　you　were　last　year？〃

She　hesitated；　then　answered　with　a　good…natured　smile　of　resignation；

〃Not　much　better。〃

I　asked　her　to　tell　me　about　her　school　life。　　She　began　at　once　to　enumerate　all　her　different　studiespiano；　style；　chronology　of　the　Kings　of　France；　sewing；　drawing；　catechism；　deportment。。。　　I　could　never　remember　them　all！　　She　still　held　in　her　hands；　all　unconsciously；　the　two　ends　of　her　skipping…rope；　and　she　raised　and　lowered　them　regularly　while　making　her　enumeration。　　Then　all　at　once　she　became　conscious　of　what　she　was　doing；　blushed；　stammered；　and　became　so　confused　that　I　had　to　renounce　my　desire　to　know　the　full　programme　of　study　adopted　in　the　Prefere　Institution。

After　having　questioned　Jeanne　on　various　matters；　and　obtained　only　the　vaguest　of　answers；　I　perceived　that　her　young　mind　was　totally　absorbed　by　the　skipping…rope；　and　I　entered　bravely　into　that　grave　subject。

〃So　you　have　been　skipping？〃　I　said。　　〃It　is　a　very　nice　amusement；　but　one　that　you　must　not　exert　yourself　too　much　at；　for　any　excessive　exercise　of　that　kind　might　seriously　injure　your　health；　and　I　should　be　very　much　grieved　about　it　JeanneI　should　be　very　much　grieved；　indeed！〃

〃You　are　very　kind；　Monsieur；〃　the　young　girl　said；　〃to　have　come　to　see　me　and　talk　to　me　like　this。　　I　did　not　think　about　thanking　you　when　I　came　in；　because　I　was　too　much　surprised。　　Have　you　seen　Madame　de　Gabry？　　Please　tell　me　something　about　her；　Monsieur。〃

〃Madame　de　Gabry；〃　I　answered；　〃is　very　well。　　I　can　only　tell　you　about　her；　Jeanne；　what　an　old　gardener　once　said　of　the　lady　of　the　castle；　his　mistress；　when　somebody　anxiously　inquired　about　her：　'Madame　is　in　her　road。'　　Yes；　Madame　de　Gabry　is　in　her　own　road；　and　you　know；　Jeanne；　what　a　good　road　it　is；　and　how　steadily　she　can　walk　upon　it。　　I　went　out　with　her　the　other　day；　very；　very　far　away　from　the　house；　and　we　talked　about　you。　　We　talked　about　you；　my　child；　at　your　mother's　grave。〃

〃I　am　very　glad；〃　said　Jeanne。

And　then；　all　at　once；　she　began　to　cry。

I　felt　too　much　reverence　for　those　generous　tears　to　attempt　in　any　way　to　check　the　emotion　that　had　evoked　them。　　But　in　a　little　while；　as　the　girl　wiped　her　eyes；　I　asked　her；

〃Will　you　not　tell　me；　Jeanne；　why　you　were　thinking　so　much　about　that　skipping…rope　a　little　while　ago？〃

〃Why；　indeed　I　will；　Monsieur。　　It　was　only　because　I　had　no　right　to　come　into　the　parlour　with　a　skipping…rope。　　You　know；　of　course；　that　I　am　past　the　age　for　playing　at　skipping。　　But　when　the　servant　said　there　was　an　old　gentleman。。。oh！。。。I　mean。。。that　a　gentleman　was　waiting　for　me　in　the　parlour；　I　was　making　the　little　girls　jump。　　Then　I　tied　the　rope　round　my　waist　in　a　hurry；　so　that　it　might　not　get　lost。　　It　was　wrong。　　But　I　have　not　been　in　the　habit　of　having　many　people　come　to　see　me。　　And　Mademoiselle　Prefere　never　lets　us　off　if　we　commit　any　breach　of　deportment：　　so　I　know　she　is　going　to　punish　me；　and　I　am　very　sorry　about　it。〃。。。

〃That　is　too　bad；　Jeanne！〃

She　became　very　grave；　and　said；

〃Yes；　Monsieur；　it　is　too　bad；　because　when　I　am　punished　myself；　I　have　no　more　authority　over　the　little　girls。〃

I　did　not　at　once　fully　understand　the　nature　of　this　unpleasantness；　but　Jeanne　explained　to　me　that；　as　she　was　charged　by　Mademoiselle　Prefere　with　the　duties　of　taking　care　of　the　youngest　class；　of　washing　and　dressing　the　children；　of　teaching　them　how　to　behave；　how　to　sew；　how　to　say　the　alphabet；　of　showing　them　how　to　play；　and；　finally；　of　putting　them　to　bed　at　the　close　of　the　day；　she　could　not　make　herself　obeyed　by　those　turbulent　little　folks　on　the　days　she　was　condemned　to　wear　a　night…cap　in　the　class…room；　or　to　eat　her　meals　standing　up；　from　a　plate　turned　upside　down。

Having　secretly　admired　the　punishments　devised　by　the　Lady　of　the　Enchanted　Pelerine；　I　responded：

〃Then；　if　I　understand　you　rightly；　Jeanne；　you　are　at　once　a　pupil　here　and　a　mistress？　　It　is　a　condition　of　existence　very　common　in　the　world。　　You　are　punished；　and　you　punish？〃

〃Oh；　Monsieur！〃　she　exclaimed。　　〃No！　I　never　punish！〃

〃Then；　I　suspect；〃　said　I；　〃that　your　indulgence　gets　you　many　scoldings　from　Mademoiselle　Prefere？〃

She　smiled；　and　blinked。

Then　I　said　to　her　that　the　troubles　in　which　we　often　involve　ourselves；　by　trying　to　act　according　to　our　conscience　and　to　do　the　best　we　can；　are　never　of　the　sort　that　totally　dishearten　and　weary　us；　but　are；　on　the　contrary；　wholesome　trials。　　This　sort　of　philosophy　touched　her　very　little。　　She　even　appeared　totally　unmoved　by　my　moral　exhortations。　　But　was　not　this　quite　natural　on　her　part？and　ought　I　not　to　have　remembered　that　it　is　only　those　no　longer　innocent　who　can　find　pleasure　in　the　systems　of　moralists？。。。　　I　had　at　least　good　sense　enough　to　cut　short　my　sermonising。

〃Jeanne；〃　I　said；　〃you　were　asking　a　moment　ago　about　Madame　de　Gabry。　　Let　us　talk　about　that　Fairy　of　yours　　She　was　very　prettily　made。　　Do　you　do　any　modelling　in　wax　now？〃

〃I　have　not　a　bit　of　wax；〃　she　exclaimed；　wringing　her　hands〃no　wax　at　all！〃

〃No　wax！〃　I　cried〃in　a　republic　of　busy　bees？〃

She　laughed。

〃And；　then；　you　see；　Monsieur；　my　FIGURINES；　as　you　call　them；　are　not　in　Mademoiselle　Prefere's　programme。　　But　I　had　begun　to　make　a　very　small　Saint…George　for　Madame　de　Gabrya　tiny　little　Saint…George；　with　a　golden　cuirass。　　Is　not　that　right；　Monsieur　Bonnardto　give　Saint…George　a　gold　cuirass？〃

〃Quite　right；　Jeanne；　but　what　became　of　it？〃

〃I　am　going　to　tell　you；　I　kept　it　in　my　pocket　because　I　had　no　other　place　to　put　it；　andand　I　sat　down　on　it　by　mistake。〃

She　drew　out　of　her　pocket　a　little　wax　figure；　which　had　been　squeezed　out　of　all　resemblance　to　human　form；　and　of　which　the　dislocated　limbs　were　only　attached　to　the　body　by　their　wire　framework。　　At　the　sight　of　her　hero　thus　marred；　she　was　seized　at　once　with　compassion　and　gaiety。　　The　latter　feeling　obtained　the　mastery；　and　she　burst　into　a　clear　laugh；　which；　however；　stopped　as　suddenly　as　it　had　begun。

Mademoiselle　Prefere　stood　at　the　parlour　door；　smiling。

〃That　dear　child！〃　sighed　the　schoolmistress　in　her　tenderest　tone。　〃I　am　afraid　she　will　tire　you。　　And；　then；　your　time　is　so　precious！〃

I　begged　Mademoiselle　Prefere　to　dismiss　that　illusion；　and；　rising　to　take　my　leave；　I　took　from　my　pocket　some　chocolate…cakes　and　sweets　which　I　had　brought　with　me。

〃That　is　so　nice！〃　said　Jeanne；　〃there　will　be　enough　to　go　round　the　whole　school。〃

The　lady　of　the　pelerine　intervened。

〃Mademoiselle　Alexandre；〃　she　said；　〃thank　Monsieur　for　his　generosity。〃

Jeanne　looked　at　her　for　an　instant　in　a　sullen　way；　then；　turning　to　me；　said　with　remarkable　firmness；

〃Monsieur；　I　thank　you　for　your　kindness　in　coming　to　see　me。〃

〃Jeanne；〃　I　said；　pressing　both　her　hands；　〃remain　always　a　good；　truthful；　brave　girl。　　Good…bye。〃

As　she　left　the　room　with　her　packages　of　chocolate　and　confectioner