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enjoying his wife's discomfiture。  〃He speaks French and Spanish;

and you oughter hear the kid roll off the lingo he's got from him。

He's got style; and knows how to dress; and you ought to see the

kid bow and scrape; and how he carries himself。  Now; Van Loo

wasn't exactly my style; and I reckon I don't hanker after him

much; but he served my purpose。〃



〃And this man knows〃she said; with a shudder。



〃He knows Steptoe and the boy; but he don't know Horncastle nor

YOU。  Don't you be skeert。  He's the last man in the world who

would hanker to see me or the kid again; or would dare to say that

he ever had!  Lord!  I'd like to see his fastidious mug if me and

Eddy walked in upon him and his high…toned mother and sister some

arternoon。〃  He threw himself back and laughed a derisive;

spasmodic; choking laugh; which was so far from being genial that

it even seemed to indicate a lively appreciation of pain in others

rather than of pleasure in himself。  He had often laughed at her in

the same way。



〃And where is he now?〃 she said; with a compressed lip。



〃At school。  Where; I don't tell you。  You know why。  But he's

looked after by me; and dd well looked after; too。〃



She hesitated; composed her face with an effort; parted her lips;

and looked out of the window into the gathering darkness。  Then

after a moment she said slowly; yet with a certain precision:



〃And his mother?  Do you ever talk to him of HER?  Doesdoes he

ever speak of ME?〃



〃What do you think?〃 he said comfortably; changing his position in

the chair; and trying to read her face in the shadow。  〃Come; now。

You don't know; eh?  Wellno!  NO!  You understand。  No!  He's MY

friendMINE!  He's stood by me through thick and thin。  Run at my

heels when everybody else fled me。  Dodged vigilance committees

with me; laid out in the brush with me with his hand in mine when

the sheriff's deputies were huntin' me; shut his jaw close when; if

he squealed; he'd have been called another victim of the brute

Horncastle; and been as petted and canoodled as you。〃



It would have been difficult for any one but the woman who knew the

man before her to have separated his brutish delight in paining her

from another feeling she had never dreamt him capable of;an

intense and fierce pride in his affection for his child。  And it

was the more hopeless to her that it was not the mere sentiment of

reciprocation; but the material instinct of paternity in its most

animal form。  And it seemed horrible to her that the only outcome

of what had been her own wild; youthful passion for this brute was

this love for the flesh of her flesh; for she was more and more

conscious as he spoke that her yearning for the boy was the

yearning of an equally dumb and unreasoning maternity。  They had

met again as animalsin fear; contempt; and anger of each other;

but the animal had triumphed in both。



When she spoke again it was as the woman of the world;the woman

who had laughed two years ago at the irrepressible Barker。  〃It's a

new thing;〃 she said; languidly turning her rings on her fingers;

〃to see you in the role of a doting father。  And may I ask how long

you have had this amiable weakness; and how long it is to last?〃



To her surprise and the keen retaliating delight of her sex; a

conscious flush covered his face to the crisp edges of his black

and matted beard。  For a moment she hoped that he had lied。  But;

to her greater surprise; he stammered in equal frankness: 〃It's

growed upon me for the last five yearsever since I was alone with

him。〃  He stopped; cleared his throat; and then; standing up before

her; said in his former voice; but with a more settled and intense

deliberation: 〃You wanter know how long it will last; do ye?  Well;

you know your special friend; Jim Stacythe big millionairethe

great Jim of the Stock Exchangethe man that pinches the money

market of Californy between his finger and thumb and makes it

squeal in New Yorkthe man who shakes the stock market when he

sneezes?  Well; it will go on until that man is a beggar; until he

has to borrow a dime for his breakfast; and slump out of his lunch

with a cent's worth of rat poison or a bullet in his head!  It'll

go on until his old partnerthat softy George Barkercomes to the

bottom of his dd fool luck and is a penny…a…liner for the

papers and a hanger…round at free lunches; and his scatter…brained

wife runs away with another man!  It'll go on until the high…toned

Demorest; the last of those three little tin gods of Heavy Tree

Hill; will have to climb down; and will know what I feel and what

he's made me feel; and will wish himself in hell before he ever

made the big strike on Heavy Tree!  That's me!  You hear me!  I'm

shoutin'!  It'll last till then!  It may be next week; next month;

next year。  But it'll come。  And when it does come you'll see me

and Eddy just waltzin' in and takin' the chief seats in the

synagogue!  And you'll have a free pass to the show!〃



Either he was too intoxicated with his vengeful vision; or the

shadows of the room had deepened; but he did not see the quick

flush that had risen to his wife's face with this allusion to

Barker; nor the after…settling of her handsome features into a

dogged determination equal to his own。  His blind fury against the

three partners did not touch her curiosity; she was only struck

with the evident depth of his emotion。  He had never been a

braggart; his hostility had always been lazy and cynical。

Remembering this; she had a faint stirring of respect for the

undoubted courage and consciousness of strength shown in this wild

but single…handed crusade against wealth and power; rather;

perhaps; it seemed to her to condone her own weakness in her

youthful and inexplicable passion for him。  No wonder she had

submitted。



〃Then you have nothing more to tell me?〃 she said after a pause;

rising and going towards the mantel。



〃You needn't light up for me;〃 he returned; rising also。  〃I am

going。  Unless;〃 he added; with his coarse laugh; 〃you think it

wouldn't look well for Mrs。 Horncastle to have been sitting in the

dark witha stranger!〃  He paused as she contemptuously put down

the candlestick and threw the unlit match into the grate。  〃No;

I've nothing more to tell。  He's a fancy…looking pup。  You'd take

him for twenty…one; though he's only sixteenclean…limbed and

perfectbut for one thing〃  He stopped。  He met her quick look

of interrogation; however; with a lowering silence that;

nevertheless; changed again as he surveyed her erect figure by the

faint light of the window with a sardonic smile。  〃He favors you; I

think; and in all but one thing; too。〃



〃And that?〃 she queried coldly; as he seemed to hesitate。



〃He ain't ashamed of ME;〃 he returned; with a laugh。



The door closed behind him; she heard his heavy step descend the

creaking stairs; he was gone。  She went to the window and threw it

open; as if to get rid of the atmosphere charged with his

presence;a presence still so potent that she now knew that for

the last five minutes she had been; to her horror; struggling

against its magnetism。  She even recoiled now at the thought of her

child; as if; in these new confidences over it; it had revived the

old intimacy in this link of their common flesh。  She looked down

from her window on the square shoulders; thick throat; and crisp

matted hair of her husband as he vanished in the darkness; and drew

a breath of freedom;a freedom not so much from him as from her

own weakness that he was bearing away with him into the exonerating

night。



She shut the window and sank down in her chair again; but in the

encompassing and compassionate obscurity of the room。  And this was

the man she had loved and for whom she had wrecked her young life!

Or WAS it love? and; if NOT; how was she better than he?  Worse;

for he was more loyal to that passion that had brought them

together and its responsibilities than she was。  She had suffered

the perils and pangs of maternity; and yet had only the mere animal

yearning for her offspring; while he had taken over the toil and

duty; and even the devotion; of parentage himself。  But then she

remembered also how he had fascinated hera simple schoolgirlby

his sheer domineering strength; and how the objections of her

parents to this coarse and common man had forced her into a

clandestine intimacy that ended in her complete subjection to him。

She remembered the birth of an infant whose concealment from her

parents and friends was compassed by his low cunning; she

remembered the late atonement of marriage preferred by the man she

had already begun to loathe and fear; and who she now believed was

eager only for her inheritance。  She remembered her abject

compliance through the greater fear of the world; the stormy scenes

that followed their ill…omened union; her final abandonment of her

husband; and the efforts of her friends and family

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