at the back of the north wind-第45节
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I could hear everything but could see nothing。 ‘Shall I throw her
out of the door; my lady?' said the little man。 ‘No;' she answered;
‘she's not quite bad enough for that。 I don't think there's much
harm in her; only she'll never do for us。 She would make dreadful
mischief up here。 She's only fit for the mud。 It's a great pity。
I am sorry for her。 Just take that ring off her finger。 I am sadly
afraid she has stolen it。' The little man caught hold of my hand;
and I felt him tugging at the ring。 I tried to speak what was
true about it; but; after a terrible effort; only gave a groan。
Other things began to come into my head。 Somebody else had a hold
of me。 The little man wasn't there。 I opened my eyes at last;
and saw the nurse。 I had cried out in my sleep; and she had come
and waked me。 But; Diamond; for all it was only a dream; I cannot
help being ashamed of myself yet for opening the lady's box of
bees。〃
〃You woudn't do it againwould youif she were to take you back?〃
said Diamond。
〃No。 I don't think anything would ever make me do it again。
But where's the good? I shall never have the chance。〃
〃I don't know that;〃 said Diamond。
〃You silly baby! It was only a dream;〃 said Nanny。
〃I know that; Nanny; dear。 But how can you tell you mayn't dream
it again?〃
〃That's not a bit likely。〃
〃I don't know that;〃 said Diamond。
〃You're always saying that;〃 said Nanny。 〃I don't like it。〃
〃Then I won't say it againif I don't forget。〃 said Diamond。
〃But it was such a beautiful dream!wasn't it; Nanny? What a pity
you opened that door and let the bees out! You might have had
such a long dream; and such nice talks with the moon…lady。 Do try
to go again; Nanny。 I do so want to hear more。〃
But now the nurse came and told him it was time to go; and Diamond went;
saying to himself; 〃I can't help thinking that North Wind had something
to do with that dream。 It would be tiresome to lie there all day
and all night toowithout dreaming。 Perhaps if she hadn't done that;
the moon might have carried her to the back of the north wind
who knows?〃
CHAPTER XXXI
THE NORTH WIND DOTH BLOW
IT WAS a great delight to Diamond when at length Nanny was well
enough to leave the hospital and go home to their house。 She was not
very strong yet; but Diamond's mother was very considerate of her;
and took care that she should have nothing to do she was not quite
fit for。 If Nanny had been taken straight from the street; it is very
probable she would not have been so pleasant in a decent household;
or so easy to teach; but after the refining influences of her illness
and the kind treatment she had had in the hospital; she moved about
the house just like some rather sad pleasure haunting the mind。
As she got better; and the colour came back to her cheeks;
her step grew lighter and quicker; her smile shone out more readily;
and it became certain that she would soon be a treasure of help。
It was great fun to see Diamond teaching her how to hold the baby;
and wash and dress him; and often they laughed together over
her awkwardness。 But she had not many such lessons before she was
able to perform those duties quite as well as Diamond himself。
Things however did not go well with Joseph from the very arrival of Ruby。
It almost seemed as if the red beast had brought ill luck with him。
The fares were fewer; and the pay less。 Ruby's services did indeed
make the week's income at first a little beyond what it used to be;
but then there were two more to feed。 After the first month he fell lame;
and for the whole of the next Joseph dared not attempt to work him。
I cannot say that he never grumbled; for his own health was far
from what it had been; but I can say that he tried to do his best。
During all that month; they lived on very short commons indeed;
seldom tasting meat except on Sundays; and poor old Diamond;
who worked hardest of all; not even thenso that at the end of it
he was as thin as a clothes…horse; while Ruby was as plump and sleek
as a bishop's cob。
Nor was it much better after Ruby was able to work again; for it
was a season of great depression in business; and that is very soon
felt amongst the cabmen。 City men look more after their shillings;
and their wives and daughters have less to spend。 It was besides
a wet autumn; and bread rose greatly in price。 When I add to this
that Diamond's mother was but poorly; for a new baby was coming;
you will see that these were not very jolly times for our friends
in the mews。
Notwithstanding the depressing influences around him; Joseph was able
to keep a little hope alive in his heart; and when he came home
at night; would get Diamond to read to him; and would also make
Nanny produce her book that he might see how she was getting on。
For Diamond had taken her education in hand; and as she was a
clever child; she was very soon able to put letters and words together。
Thus the three months passed away; but Mr。 Raymond did not return。
Joseph had been looking anxiously for him; chiefly with the desire
of getting rid of Rubynot that he was absolutely of no use to him;
but that he was a constant weight upon his mind。 Indeed; as far
as provision went; he was rather worse off with Ruby and Nanny than
he had been before; but on the other hand; Nanny was a great help
in the house; and it was a comfort to him to think that when the new
baby did come; Nanny would be with his wife。
Of God's gifts a baby is of the greatest; therefore it is no
wonder that when this one came; she was as heartily welcomed
by the little household as if she had brought plenty with her。
Of course she made a great difference in the work to be done
far more difference than her size warranted; but Nanny was no end
of help; and Diamond was as much of a sunbeam as ever; and began
to sing to the new baby the first moment he got her in his arms。
But he did not sing the same songs to her that he had sung to
his brother; for; he said; she was a new baby and must have new songs;
and besides; she was a sister…baby and not a brother…baby; and of
course would not like the same kind of songs。 Where the difference
in his songs lay; however; I do not pretend to be able to point out。
One thing I am sure of; that they not only had no small share
in the education of the little girl; but helped the whole family
a great deal more than they were aware。
How they managed to get through the long dreary expensive winter;
I can hardly say。 Sometimes things were better; sometimes worse。
But at last the spring came; and the winter was over and gone;
and that was much。 Still; Mr。 Raymond did not return; and although
the mother would have been able to manage without Nanny now;
they could not look for a place for her so long as they had Ruby;
and they were not altogether sorry for this。 One week at last was
worse than they had yet had。 They were almost without bread before
it was over。 But the sadder he saw his father and mother looking;
the more Diamond set himself to sing to the two babies。
One thing which had increased their expenses was that they had been
forced to hire another little room for Nanny。 When the second
baby came; Diamond gave up his room that Nanny might be at hand
to help his mother; and went to hers; which; although a fine place
to what she had been accustomed to; was not very nice in his eyes。
He did not mind the change though; for was not his mother the more
comfortable for it? And was not Nanny more comfortable too?
And indeed was not Diamond himself more comfortable that other people
were more comfortable? And if there was more comfort every way;
the change was a happy one。
CHAPTER XXXII
DIAMOND AND RUBY
IT WAS Friday night; and Diamond; like the rest of the household;
had had very little to eat that day。 The mother would always pay
the week's rent before she laid out anything even on food。 His father
had been very gloomyso gloomy that he had actually been cross
to his wife。 It is a strange thing how pain of seeing the suffering
of those we love will sometimes make us add to their suffering
by being cross with them。 This comes of not having faith enough
in God; and shows how necessary this faith is; for when we lose it;
we lose even the kindness which alone can soothe the suffering。
Diamond in consequence had gone to bed very quiet and thoughtful
a little troubled indeed。
It had been a very stormy winter。 and even now that the spring
had come; the north wind often blew。 When Diamond went to his bed;
which was in a tiny room in the roof; he heard it like the
sea moaning; and when he fell asleep he still heard the moaning。
All at once he said to himself; 〃Am I awake; or am I asleep?〃
But he had no time to answer the question; for there was North
Wind calling him。 His heart beat very fas