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the morning; and the beauty of the hills and valleys; I soon lost



my sense of sadness and regret。  For nearly an hour I walked



along the road to the 'Cat and Fiddle;' and then returned。  On



the way back; suddenly; without warning; I felt that I was in



Heavenan inward state of peace and joy and assurance



indescribably intense; accompanied with a sense of being bathed



in a warm glow of light; as though the external condition had



brought about the internal effecta feeling of having passed



beyond the body; though the scene around me stood out more



clearly and as if nearer to me than before; by reason of the



illumination in the midst of which I seemed to be placed。  This



deep emotion lasted; though with decreasing strength; until I



reached home; and for some time after; only gradually passing



away。〃







The writer adds that having had further experiences of a similar



sort; he now knows them well。







〃The spiritual life;〃 he writes; 〃justifies itself to those who



live it; but what can we say to those who do not understand? 



This; at least; we can say; that it is a life whose experiences



are proved real to their possessor; because they remain with him



when brought closest into contact with the objective realities of



life。 Dreams cannot stand this test。  We wake from them to find



that they are but dreams。  Wanderings of an overwrought brain do



not stand this test。  These highest experiences that I have had



of God's presence have been rare and briefflashes of



consciousness which have compelled me to exclaim with



surpriseGod is HERE!or conditions of exaltation and insight;



less intense; and only gradually passing away。  I have severely



questioned the worth of these moments。  To no soul have I named



them; lest I should be building my life and work on mere



phantasies of the brain。  But I find that; after every



questioning and test; they stand out to…day as the most real



experiences of my life; and experiences which have explained and



justified and unified all past experiences and all past growth。 



Indeed; their reality and their far…reaching significance are



ever becoming more clear and evident。  When they came; I was



living the fullest; strongest; sanest; deepest life。  I was not



seeking them。  What I was seeking; with resolute determination;



was to live more intensely my own life; as against what I knew



would be the adverse judgment of the world。  It was in the most



real seasons that the Real Presence came; and I was aware that I



was immersed in the infinite ocean of God。〃'242'







'242' Op。 cit。; pp。 256; 257; abridged。















Even the least mystical of you must by this time be convinced of



the existence of mystical moments as states of consciousness of



an entirely specific quality; and of the deep impression which



they make on those who have them。  A Canadian psychiatrist; Dr。



R。 M。 Bucke; gives to the more distinctly characterized of these



phenomena the name of cosmic consciousness。  〃Cosmic



consciousness in its more striking instances is not;〃 Dr。 Bucke



says; 〃simply an expansion or extension of the self…conscious



mind with which we are all familiar; but the superaddition of a



function as distinct from any possessed by the average man as



SELF…consciousness is distinct from any function possessed by one



of the higher animals。〃







〃The prime characteristic of cosmic consciousness is a



consciousness of the cosmos; that is; of the life and order of



the universe。  Along with the consciousness of the cosmos there



occurs an intellectual enlightenment which alone would place the



individual on a new plane of existencewould make him almost a



member of a new species。  To this is added a state of moral



exaltation; an indescribable feeling of elevation; elation; and



joyousness; and a quickening of the moral sense; which is fully



as striking; and more important than is the enhanced intellectual



power。  With these come what may be called a sense of



immortality; a consciousness of eternal life; not a conviction



that he shall have this; but the consciousness that he has it



already。〃'243'







'243' Cosmic Consciousness:  a study in the evolution of the



human Mind; Philadelphia; 1901; p。 2。















It was Dr。 Bucke's own experience of a typical onset of cosmic



consciousness in his own person which led him to investigate it



in others。  He has printed his conclusions In a highly



interesting volume; from which I take the following account of



what occurred to him:







〃I had spent the evening in a great city; with two friends;



reading and discussing poetry and philosophy。  We parted at



midnight。  I had a long drive in a hansom to my lodging。  My



mind; deeply under the influence of the ideas; images; and



emotions called up by the reading and talk; was calm and



peaceful。  I was in a state of quiet; almost passive enjoyment;



not actually thinking; but letting ideas; images; and emotions



flow of themselves; as it were; through my mind。  All at once;



without warning of any kind; I found myself wrapped in a



flame…colored cloud。  For an instant I thought of fire; an



immense conflagration somewhere close by in that great city; the



next; I knew that the fire was within myself。  Directly afterward



there came upon me a sense of exultation; of immense joyousness



accompanied or immediately followed by an intellectual



illumination impossible to describe。  Among other things; I did



not merely come to believe; but I saw that the universe is not



composed of dead matter; but is; on the contrary; a living



Presence; I became conscious in myself of eternal life。  It was



not a conviction that I would have eternal life; but a



consciousness that I possessed eternal life then; I saw that all



men are immortal; that the cosmic order is such that without any



peradventure all things work together for the good of each and



all; that the foundation principle of the world; of all the



worlds; is what we call love; and that the happiness of each and



all is in the long run  absolutely certain。  The vision



lasted a few seconds and was gone; but the memory of it and the



sense of the reality of what it taught has remained during the



quarter of a century which has since elapsed。  I knew that what



the vision showed was true。  I had attained to a point of view



from which I saw that it must be true。  That view; that



conviction; I may say that consciousness; has never; even during



periods of the deepest depression; been lost。〃'244'







'244' Loc。 cit。; pp。 7; 8。  My quotation follows the privately



printed pamphlet which preceded Dr。 Bucke's larger work; and



differs verbally a little from the text of the latter。















We have now seen enough of this cosmic or mystic consciousness;



as it comes sporadically。  We must next pass to its methodical



cultivation as an element of the religious life。  Hindus;



Buddhists; Mohammedans; and Christians all have cultivated it



methodically。







In India; training in mystical insight has been known from time



immemorial under the name of yoga。  Yoga means the experimental



union of the individual with the divine。  It is based on



persevering exercise; and the diet; posture; breathing;



intellectual concentration; and moral discipline vary slightly in



the different systems which teach it。  The yogi; or disciple; who



has by these means overcome the obscurations of his lower nature



sufficiently; enters into the condition termed samadhi; 〃and



comes face to face with facts which no instinct or reason can



ever know。〃  He learns







〃That the mind itself has a higher state of existence; beyond



reason; a superconscious state; and that when the mind gets to



that higher state; then this knowledge beyond reasoning comes。 。



。 。 All the different steps in yoga are intended to bring us



scientifically to the superconscious state or Samadhi。 。 。 。 



Just as unconscious work is beneath consciousness; so there is



another work which is above consciousness; and which; also; is



not accompanied with the feeling of egoism 。 。 。 。 There is no



feeling of I; and yet the mind works; desireless; free from



restlessness; objectless; bodiless。  Then the Truth shines in its



full effulgence; and we know ourselvesfor Samadhi lies



potential in us allfor what we truly are; free; immortal;



omnipotent; loosed from the finite; and its contrasts of good and



evil altogether; and

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