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fascination over him。  'At any time the word hermit was enough to



transport him。' The words woods and forests would produce the



most powerful emotion。〃  Foster's Life; by Ryland; New York;



1846; p。 3。















A more pronounced step forward on the mystical ladder is found in



an extremely frequent phenomenon; that sudden feeling; namely;



which sometimes sweeps over us; of having 〃been here before;〃 as



if at some indefinite past time; in just this place; with just



these people; we were already saying just these things。  As



Tennyson writes:







     〃Moreover; something is or seems



      That touches me with mystic gleams;



      Like glimpses of forgotten dreams







     〃Of something felt; like something here;



      Of something done; I know not where;



      Such as no language may declare。〃'228'







'228' The Two Voices。  In a letter to Mr。 B。 P。 Blood; Tennyson



reports of himself as follows:







〃I have never had any revelations through anaesthetics; but a



kind of waking trancethis for lack of a better wordI have



frequently had; quite up from boyhood; when I have been all



alone。  This has come upon me through repeating my own name to



myself silently; till all at once; as it were out of the



intensity of the consciousness of individuality; individuality



itself seemed to dissolve and fade away into boundless being; and



this not a confused state but the clearest; the surest of the



surest; utterly beyond wordswhere death was an almost laughable



impossibilitythe loss of personality (if so it were) seeming no



extinction; but the only true life。  I am ashamed of my feeble



description。  Have I not said the state is utterly beyond words?〃







Professor Tyndall; in a letter; recalls Tennyson saying of this



condition:  〃By God Almighty! there is no delusion in the matter!



It is no nebulous ecstasy; but a state of transcendent wonder;



associated with absolute clearness of mind。〃  Memoirs of Alfred



Tennyson; ii。 473。















Sir James Crichton…Browne has given the technical name of 〃dreamy



states〃 to these sudden invasions of vaguely reminiscent



consciousness。'229' They bring a sense of mystery and of the



metaphysical duality of things; and the feeling of an enlargement



of perception which seems imminent but which never completes



itself。  In Dr。 Crichton…Browne's opinion they connect themselves



with the perplexed and scared disturbances of self…consciousness



which occasionally precede epileptic attacks。  I think that this



learned alienist takes a rather absurdly alarmist view of an



intrinsically insignificant phenomenon。  He follows it along the



downward ladder; to insanity; our path pursues the upward ladder



chiefly。  The divergence shows how important it is to neglect no



part of a phenomenon's connections; for we make it appear



admirable or dreadful according to the context by which we set it



off。







'229' The Lancet; July 6 and 13; 1895; reprinted as the Cavendish



Lecture; on Dreamy Mental States; London; Bailliere; 1895。  They



have been a good deal discussed of late by psychologists。  See;



for example; Bernard…Leroy:  L'Illusion de Fausse Reconnaissance;



Paris; 1898。















Somewhat deeper plunges into mystical consciousness are met with



in yet other dreamy states。  Such feelings as these which Charles



Kingsley describes are surely far from being uncommon; especially



in youth:







〃When I walk the fields; I am oppressed now and then with an



innate feeling that everything I see has a meaning; if I could



but understand it。  And this feeling of being surrounded with



truths which I cannot grasp amounts to indescribable awe



sometimes。 。 。 。  Have you not felt that your real soul was



imperceptible to your mental vision; except in a few hallowed



moments?〃'230'







'230' Charles Kingsley's Life; i。 55; quoted by Inge:  Christian



Mysticism; London; 1899; p。 341。















A much more extreme state of mystical consciousness is described



by J。 A。 Symonds; and probably more persons than we suspect could



give parallels to it from their own experience。







〃Suddenly;〃 writes Symonds; 〃at church; or in company; or when I



was reading; and always; I think; when my muscles were at rest; I



felt the approach of the mood。  Irresistibly it took possession



of my mind and will; lasted what seemed an eternity; and



disappeared in a series of rapid sensations which resembled the



awakening from anaesthetic influence。  One reason why I disliked



this kind of trance was that I could not describe it to myself。 I



cannot even now find words to render it intelligible。  It



consisted in a gradual but swiftly progressive obliteration of



space; time; sensation; and the multitudinous factors of



experience which seem to qualify what we are pleased to call our



Self。 In proportion as these conditions of ordinary consciousness



were subtracted; the sense of an underlying or essential



consciousness acquired intensity。  At last nothing remained but a



pure; absolute; abstract Self。  The universe became without form



and void of content。  But Self persisted; formidable in its vivid



keenness; feeling the most poignant doubt about reality; ready;



as it seemed; to find existence break as breaks a bubble round



about it。  And what then?  The apprehension of a coming



dissolution; the grim conviction that this state was the last



state of the conscious Self; the sense that I had followed the



last thread of being to the verge of the abyss; and had arrived



at demonstration of eternal Maya or illusion; stirred or seemed



to stir me up again。  The return to ordinary conditions of



sentient existence began by my first recovering the power of



touch; and then by the gradual though rapid influx of familiar



impressions and diurnal interests。  At last I felt myself once



more a human being; and though the riddle of what is meant by



life remained unsolved I was thankful for this return from the



abyssthis deliverance from so awful an initiation into the



mysteries of skepticism。







〃This trance recurred with diminishing frequency until I reached



the age of twenty…eight。  It served to impress upon my growing



nature the phantasmal unreality of all the circumstances which



contribute to a merely phenomenal consciousness。 Often have I



asked myself with anguish; on waking from that formless state of



denuded; keenly sentient being; Which is the unrealitythe



trance of fiery; vacant; apprehensive; skeptical Self from which



I issue; or these surrounding phenomena and habits which veil



that inner Self and build a self of flesh…and… blood



conventionality?  Again; are men the factors of some dream; the



dream…like unsubstantiality of which they comprehend at such



eventful moments?  What would happen if the final stage of the



trance were reached?〃'231'







'231' H。 F。 Brown:  J。 A。 Symonds。 a Biography; London; 1895; pp。



29…31; abridged。















In a recital like this there is certainly something suggestive of



pathology。'232'  The next step into mystical states carries us



into a realm that public opinion and ethical philosophy have long



since branded as pathological; though private practice and



certain lyric strains of poetry seem still to bear witness to its



ideality。  I refer to the consciousness produced by intoxicants



and anaesthetics; especially by alcohol。  The sway of alcohol



over mankind is unquestionably due to its power to stimulate the



mystical faculties of human nature; usually crushed to earth by



the cold facts and dry criticisms of the sober hour。  Sobriety



diminishes; discriminates; and says no; drunkenness expands;



unites; and says yes。  It is in fact the great exciter of the YES



function in man。  It brings its votary from the chill periphery



of things to the radiant core。  It makes him for the moment one



with truth。  Not through mere perversity do men run after it。  To



the poor and the unlettered it stands in the place of symphony



concerts and of literature; and it is part of the deeper mystery



and tragedy of life that whiffs and gleams of something that we



immediately recognize as excellent should be vouchsafed to so



many of us only in the fleeting earlier phases of what in its



totality is so degrading a poisoning。  The drunken consciousness



is one bit of the mystic consciousness; and our total opinion of



it must find its place in our o

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