lavengro-第36节
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the latter feeling was predominant。 The parting words of my
brother had sunk into my mind。 He had talked of travelling in
strange regions and seeing strange and wonderful objects; and my
imagination fell to work; and drew pictures of adventures wild and
fantastic; and I thought what a fine thing it must be to travel;
and I wished that my father would give me his blessing; and the
same sum that he had given my brother; and bid me go forth into the
world; always forgetting that I had neither talents nor energies at
this period which would enable me to make any successful figure on
its stage。
And then I again sought up the book which had so captivated me in
my infancy; and I read it through; and I sought up others of a
similar character; and in seeking for them I met books also of
adventure; but by no means of a harmless description; lives of
wicked and lawless men; Murray and Latroon … books of singular
power; but of coarse and prurient imagination … books at one time
highly in vogue; now deservedly forgotten; and most difficult to be
found。
And when I had gone through these books; what was my state of mind?
I had derived entertainment from their perusal; but they left me
more listless and unsettled than before; and really knew not what
to do to pass my time。 My philological studies had become
distasteful; and I had never taken any pleasure in the duties of my
profession。 I sat behind my desk in a state of torpor; my mind
almost as blank as the paper before me; on which I rarely traced a
line。 It was always a relief to hear the bell ring; as it afforded
me an opportunity of doing something which I was yet capable of
doing; to rise and open the door and stare in the countenances of
the visitors。 All of a sudden I fell to studying countenances; and
soon flattered myself that I had made considerable progress in the
science。
'There is no faith in countenances;' said some Roman of old; 'trust
anything but a person's countenance。' 'Not trust a man's
countenance?' say some moderns; 'why; it is the only thing in many
people that we can trust; on which account they keep it most
assiduously out of the way。 Trust not a man's words if you please;
or you may come to very erroneous conclusions; but at all times
place implicit confidence in a man's countenance; in which there is
no deceit; and of necessity there can be none。 If people would but
look each other more in the face; we should have less cause to
complain of the deception of the world; nothing so easy as
physiognomy nor so useful。' Somewhat in this latter strain I
thought at the time of which I am speaking。 I am now older; and;
let us hope; less presumptuous。 It is true that in the course of
my life I have scarcely ever had occasion to repent placing
confidence in individuals whose countenances have prepossessed me
in their favour; though to how many I may have been unjust; from
whose countenances I may have drawn unfavourable conclusions; is
another matter。
But it had been decreed by that Fate which governs our every action
that I was soon to return to my old pursuits。 It was written that
I should not yet cease to be Lav…engro; though I had become; in my
own opinion; a kind of Lavater。 It is singular enough that my
renewed ardour for philology seems to have been brought about
indirectly by my physiognomical researches; in which had I not
indulged; the event which I am about to relate; as far as connected
with myself; might never have occurred。 Amongst the various
countenances which I admitted during the period of my answering the
bell; there were two which particularly pleased me; and which
belonged to an elderly yeoman and his wife; whom some little
business had brought to our law sanctuary。 I believe they
experienced from me some kindness and attention; which won the old
people's hearts。 So; one day; when their little business had been
brought to a conclusion; and they chanced to be alone with me; who
was seated as usual behind the deal desk in the outer room; the old
man with some confusion began to tell me how grateful himself and
dame felt for the many attentions I had shown them; and how
desirous they were to make me some remuneration。 'Of course;' said
the old man; 'we must be cautious what we offer to so fine a young
gentleman as yourself; we have; however; something we think will
just suit the occasion; a strange kind of thing which people say is
a book; though no one that my dame or myself have shown it to can
make anything out of it; so as we are told that you are a fine
young gentleman; who can read all the tongues of the earth and
stars; as the Bible says; we thought; I and my dame; that it would
be just the thing you would like and my dame has it now at the
bottom of her basket。'
'A book!' said I; 'how did you come by it?'
'We live near the sea;' said the old man; 'so near that sometimes
our thatch is wet with the spray; and it may now be a year ago that
there was a fearful storm; and a ship was driven ashore during the
night; and ere the morn was a complete wreck。 When we got up at
daylight; there were the poor shivering crew at our door; they were
foreigners; red…haired men; whose speech we did not understand; but
we took them in; and warmed them; and they remained with us three
days; and when they went away they left behind them this thing;
here it is; part of the contents of a box which was washed ashore。'
'And did you learn who they were?'
'Why; yes; they made us understand that they were Danes。'
Danes! thought I; Danes! and instantaneously; huge and grisly;
appeared to rise up before my vision the skull of the old pirate
Dane; even as I had seen it of yore in the pent…house of the
ancient church to which; with my mother and my brother; I had
wandered on the memorable summer eve。
And now the old man handed me the book; a strange and uncouth…
looking volume enough。 It was not very large; but instead of the
usual covering was bound in wood; and was compressed with strong
iron clasps。 It was a printed book; but the pages were not of
paper; but vellum; and the characters were black; and resembled
those generally termed Gothic。
'It is certainly a curious book;' said I; 'and I should like to
have it; but I can't think of taking it as a gift; I must give you
an equivalent; I never take presents from anybody。'
The old man whispered with his dame and chuckled; and then turned
his face to me; and said; with another chuckle; 'Well; we have
agreed about the price; but; maybe; you will not consent。'
'I don't know;' said I; 'what do you demand?'
'Why; that you shake me by the hand; and hold out your cheek to my
old dame; she has taken an affection to you。'
'I shall be very glad to shake you by the hand;' said I; 'but as
for the other condition; it requires consideration。'
'No consideration at all;' said the old man; with something like a
sigh; 'she thinks you like her son; our only child; that was lost
twenty years ago in the waves of the North Sea。'
'Oh; that alters the case altogether;' said I; 'and of course I can
have no objection。'
And now at once I shook off my listlessness; to enable me to do
which nothing could have happened more opportune than the above
event。 The Danes; the Danes! And was I at last to become
acquainted; and in so singular a manner; with the speech of a
people which had as far back as I could remember exercised the
strongest influence over my imagination; as how should they not! …
in infancy there was the summer…eve adventure; to which I often
looked back; and always with a kind of strange interest with
respect to those to whom such gigantic and wondrous bones could
belong as I had seen on that occasion; and; more than this; I had
been in Ireland; and there; under peculiar circumstances; this same
interest was increased tenfold。 I had mingled much whilst there
with the genuine Irish … a wild but kind…hearted race; whose
conversation was deeply imbued with traditionary lore; connected
with the early history of their own romantic land; and from them I
heard enough of the Danes; but nothing commonplace; for they never
mentioned them but in terms which tallied well with my own
preconceived ideas。 For at an early period the Danes had invaded
Ireland; and had subdued it; and; though eventually driven out; had
left behind them an enduring remembrance in the minds of the
people; who loved to speak of their strength and their stature; in
evidence of which they would point to the ancient raths or mounds
where the old Danes were buried; and where bones of extraordinary
size were occasionally exhumed。 And as the Danes surpassed other
people in strength; so; according to my narrators; they also
excelled all others in wisdom; or rather in Drao