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every place; in every sphere。 Sighs pierce to God from the whole

universe。 This earth on which we live is but a single sheaf of the

great harvest; humanity is but a species in the vast garden where the

flowers of heaven are cultivated。 Everywhere God is like unto Himself;

and everywhere; by prayer; it is easy to reach Him。〃



With these words; which fell from the lips of another Hagar in the

wilderness; burning the souls of the hearers as the live coal of the

word inflamed Isaiah; this mysterious being paused as though to gather

some remaining strength。 Wilfrid and Minna dared not speak。 Suddenly

HE lifted himself up to die:



〃Soul of all things; oh my God; thou whom I love for Thyself! Thou;

Judge and Father; receive a love which has no limit。 Give me of thine

essence and thy faculties that I be wholly thine! Take me; that I no

longer be myself! Am I not purified? then cast me back into the

furnace! If I be not yet proved in the fire; make me some nurturing

ploughshare; or the Sword of victory! Grant me a glorious martyrdom in

which to proclaim thy Word! Rejected; I will bless thy justice。 But if

excess of love may win in a moment that which hard and patient labor

cannot attain; then bear me upward in thy chariot of fire! Grant me

triumph; or further trial; still will I bless thee! To suffer for

thee; is not that to triumph? Take me; seize me; bear me away! nay; if

thou wilt; reject me! Thou art He who can do no evil。 Ah!〃 he cried;

after a pause; 〃the bonds are breaking。



〃Spirits of the pure; ye sacred flock; come forth from the hidden

places; come on the surface of the luminous waves! The hour now is;

come; assemble! Let us sing at the gates of the Sanctuary; our songs

shall drive away the final clouds。 With one accord let us hail the

Dawn of the Eternal Day。 Behold the rising of the one True Light! Ah;

why may I not take with me these my friends! Farewell; poor earth;

Farewell!〃







CHAPTER VII



THE ASSUMPTION



The last psalm was uttered neither by word; look; nor gesture; nor by

any of those signs which men employ to communicate their thoughts; but

as the soul speaks to itself; for at the moment when Seraphita

revealed herself in her true nature; her thoughts were no longer

enslaved by human words。 The violence of that last prayer had burst

her bonds。 Her soul; like a white dove; remained for an instant poised

above the body whose exhausted substances were about to be

annihilated。



The aspiration of the Soul toward heaven was so contagious that

Wilfrid and Minna; beholding those radiant scintillations of Life;

perceived not Death。



They had fallen on their knees when HE had turned toward his Orient;

and they shared his ecstasy。



The fear of the Lord; which creates man a second time; purging away

his dross; mastered their hearts。



Their eyes; veiled to the things of Earth; were opened to the

Brightness of Heaven。



Though; like the Seers of old called Prophets by men; they were filled

with the terror of the Most High; yet like them they continued firm

when they found themselves within the radiance where the Glory of the

SPIRIT shone。



The veil of flesh; which; until now; had hidden that glory from their

eyes; dissolved imperceptibly away; and left them free to behold the

Divine substance。



They stood in the twilight of the Coming Dawn; whose feeble rays

prepared them to look upon the True Light; to hear the Living Word;

and yet not die。



In this state they began to perceive the immeasurable differences

which separate the things of earth from the things of Heaven。



LIFE; on the borders of which they stood; leaning upon each other;

trembling and illuminated; like two children standing under shelter in

presence of a conflagration; That Life offered no lodgment to the

senses。



The ideas they used to interpret their vision to themselves were to

the things seen what the visible senses of a man are to his soul; the

material covering of a divine essence。



The departing SPIRIT was above them; shedding incense without odor;

melody without sound。 About them; where they stood; were neither

surfaces; nor angles; nor atmosphere。



They dared neither question him nor contemplate him; they stood in the

shadow of that Presence as beneath the burning rays of a tropical sun;

fearing to raise their eyes lest the light should blast them。



They knew they were beside him; without being able to perceive how it

was that they stood; as in a dream; on the confines of the Visible and

the Invisible; nor how they had lost sight of the Visible and how they

beheld the Invisible。



To each other they said: 〃If he touches us; we can die!〃 But the

SPIRIT was now within the Infinite; and they knew not that neither

time; nor space; nor death; existed there; and that a great gulf lay

between them; although they thought themselves beside him。



Their souls were not prepared to receive in its fulness a knowledge of

the faculties of that Life; they could have only faint and confused

perceptions of it; suited to their weakness。



Were it not so; the thunder of the LIVING WORD; whose far…off tones

now reached their ears; and whose meaning entered their souls as life

unites with body;one echo of that Word would have consumed their

being as a whirlwind of fire laps up a fragile straw。



Therefore they saw only that which their nature; sustained by the

strength of the SPIRIT; permitted them to see; they heard that only

which they were able to hear。



And yet; though thus protected; they shuddered when the Voice of the

anguished soul broke forth above themthe prayer of the SPIRIT

awaiting Life and imploring it with a cry。



That cry froze them to the very marrow of their bones。



The SPIRIT knocked at the SACRED PORTAL。 〃What wilt thou?〃 answered a

CHOIR; whose question echoed among the worlds。 〃To go to God。〃 〃Hast

thou conquered?〃 〃I have conquered the flesh through abstinence; I

have conquered false knowledge by humility; I have conquered pride by

charity; I have conquered the earth by love; I have paid my dues by

suffering; I am purified in the fires of faith; I have longed for Life

by prayer: I wait in adoration; and I am resigned。〃



No answer came。



〃God's will be done!〃 answered the SPIRIT; believing that he was about

to be rejected。



His tears flowed and fell like dew upon the heads of the two kneeling

witnesses; who trembled before the justice of God。



Suddenly the trumpets sounded;the last trumpets of Victory won by

the ANGEL in this last trial。 The reverberation passed through space

as sound through its echo; filling it; and shaking the universe which

Wilfrid and Minna felt like an atom beneath their feet。 They trembled

under an anguish caused by the dread of the mystery about to be

accomplished。



A great movement took place; as though the Eternal Legions; putting

themselves in motion; were passing upward in spiral columns。 The

worlds revolved like clouds driven by a furious wind。 It was all

rapid。



Suddenly the veils were rent away。 They saw on high as it were a star;

incomparably more lustrous than the most luminous of material stars;

which detached itself; and fell like a thunderbolt; dazzling as

lightning。 Its passage paled the faces of the pair; who thought it to

be THE LIGHT Itself。



It was the Messenger of good tidings; the plume of whose helmet was a

flame of Life。



Behind him lay the swath of his way gleaming with a flood of the

lights through which he passed。



He bore a palm and a sword。 He touched the SPIRIT with the palm; and

the SPIRIT was transfigured。 Its white wings noiselessly unfolded。



This communication of THE LIGHT; changing the SPIRIT into a SERAPH and

clothing it with a glorious form; a celestial armor; poured down such

effulgent rays that the two Seers were paralyzed。



Like the three apostles to whom Jesus showed himself; they felt the

dead weight of their bodies which denied them a complete and cloudless

intuition of THE WORD and THE TRUE LIFE。



They comprehended the nakedness of their souls; they were able to

measure the poverty of their light by comparing ita humbling task

with the halo of the SERAPH。



A passionate desire to plunge back into the mire of earth and suffer

trial took possession of them;trial through which they might

victoriously utter at the SACRED GATES the words of that radiant

Seraph。



The Seraph knelt before the SANCTUARY; beholding it; at last; face to

face; and he said; raising his hands thitherward; 〃Grant that these

two may have further sight; they will love the Lord and proclaim His

word。〃



At this prayer a veil fell。 Whether it were that the hidden force

which held the Seers had momentarily annihilated their physical

bodies; or that it raised their spirits above those bodies; certain it

is that they felt within them a rending of the pure from the impure。



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