rj.theshadowrising-第83节
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When do I tell them？ he wondered。 Soon； now； it has to be soon。 Moiraine would doubtless think it daring； a bold stroke； she might even approve。 Maybe； She thought she knew his whole plan； now； and made no bones of disapproving that； no doubt she wanted it over and done as soon as possible。 But the Aiel。。。 What if they refuse？ Well； if they refuse； they refuse。 I have to do it。 As for the fifth。。。 He did not think it would have been possible to stop the Aiel from taking it even had he wanted to； and he had not； they had earned their rewards； and he had no care to help Tairen lords keep what they had wrung from their people over generations。
〃I saw her showing Rhuarc a silver bowl；〃 he said aloud。 〃From the way her sack clinked when she stuffed the bowl in； there was more silver in there。 Or maybe gold。 Do you disapprove？〃
〃No。〃 She drew the word out slowly； with a touch of doubt； but then her voice firmed。 〃I just hadn't thought of her。。。 The Tairens would not have stopped at a fifth if the positions had been reversed。 They'd have carted away whatever wasn't part of the stonework； and stolen all the carts to haul it。 Just because a people's ways are different doesn't mean they are wrong； Rand。 You should know that。〃
He laughed softly。 This was almost like old times； he ready to explain why and how she was wrong； and she snatching his position and tossing his own unvoiced explanation at him。 His stallion danced a few steps； catching his mood。 He patted the dapple's arched neck。 A good day。
〃That's a fine horse；〃 she said。 〃What have you named him？〃
〃Jeade'en；〃 he said cautiously； losing some of his good spirits。 He was a little ashamed of the name； of his reasons for choosing it。 One of his favorite books had always been The Travels of Jain Farstrider； and that great traveler had named his horse Jeade'en … True Finder； in the Old Tongue … because the animal had always been able to find the way home。 It would have been nice to think Jeade'en might carry him home one day。 Nice； but not likely； and he did not want anyone suspecting the cause for the name。 Boyish fancies had no place in his life now。 There was not much room for anything but what he had to do。
〃A fine name；〃 she said absently。 He knew she had read the book； too； and half expected her to recognize the name； but she seemed to be mulling over something else； chewing her lower lip pensively。
He was content with silence。 The last dregs of the city gave way to country and pitiful scattered farms。 Not even a Congar or a Coplin； Two River folk notorious for laziness among other things； would keep a place as run down and ramshackle as these rough stone houses； walls slanting as if about to topple over on the chickens scratching in the dirt。 Sagging barns leaned against laurels or spicewoods。 Roofs of cracked and broken slates all looked as if they leaked。 Goats bleated disconsolately in stone pens that might have been thrown together hastily that morning。 Barefoot men and women hoed stoop shouldered in unfenced fields； not looking up even when the large party was passing。 Redbeaks and thrushes warbling in the small thickets were not enough to lighten the feel of oppressive gloom。
I have to do something about this。 I。。。 No； not now。 First things first。 I've done what I could for them in a few weeks。 I can't do anything more now。 He tried not to look at the tumbledown farms。 Were the olive groves in the south as bad？ The people who worked those did not even own the land； it all belonged to High Lords。 No。 The breeze。 Nice； the way it cuts the heat。 I can enjoy it a bit longer。 I have to tell them； soon now。
〃Rand；〃 Egwene said abruptly； 〃I want to talk to you。〃 Something serious by her expression； those big dark eyes； fixed on him； held a light reminiscent of Nynaeve's when she was about to lecture。 〃I want to talk about Elayne。〃
〃What about her？〃 he asked warily。 He touched his pouch； where two letters crinkled against a small hard object。 If they had not both been in the same elegantly flowing hand； he would not have believed they came from the same woman。 And after all that kissing and snuggling。 The High Lords were easier to understand than women。
〃Why did you let her go in that way？〃
Puzzled； he stared at her。 〃She wanted to go。 I'd have had to tie her up to stop her。 Besides； she'll be safer in Tanchico than near me … or Mat … if we are going to attract bubbles of evil the way Moiraine says。 You would be； too。〃
〃That isn't what I mean at all。 Of course she wanted to go。 And you had no right to stop her。 But why didn't you tell her you wished she would stay？〃
〃She wanted to go；〃 he repeated； and grew more confused when she rolled her eyes as if he were speaking gibberish。 If he had no right to stop Elayne； and she wanted to go； why was he supposed to try to talk her out of it？ Especially when she was safer gone。
Moiraine spoke； right behind him。 〃Are you ready to tell me the next secret？ It has been clear you were keeping something from me。 At the least I might be able to tell you if you are leading us over a cliff。〃
Rand sighed。 He had not heard her and Lan closing up on him。 And Mat as well； although still holding a distance between himself and the Aes Sedai。 Mat's face was a study； doubt and reluctance and grim determination all running across it by turns； especially when he glanced at Moiraine。 He never looked at her directly； only from the edge of his eye。
〃Are you sure you want to e； Mat？〃 Rand asked。
Mat shrugged and affected a grin； not a very confident one。 〃Who could pass up a chance to see bloody Rhuidean？〃 Egwene raised her eyebrows at him。 〃Oh； pardon my language； Aes Sedai。 I've heard you say as bad； and for less cause； I'll wager。〃 Egwene stared at him indignantly； but spots of color in her cheeks said he had scored a hit。
〃Be glad Mat is here；〃 Moiraine said to Rand； her voice cool； and not pleased。 〃You made a grave error letting Perrin run off； hiding his going from me。 The world rests on your shoulders； but they must both support you or you will fall； and the world with you。〃 Mat flinched； and Rand thought he very nearly turned his gelding and rode away on the spot。
〃I know my duty；〃 he told her。 And I know my fate； he thought； but he did not say that aloud； he was not asking sympathy。 〃One of us had to go back； Moiraine； and Perrin wanted to。 You're willing to let anything go to save the world。 I。。。 I do what I have to。〃 The Warder nodded； though he said nothing； Lan would not disagree with Moiraine in front of others。
〃And the next secret？〃 she said insistently。 She would not give up until she had ferreted it out； and he had no reason to keep it secret any longer。 Not this part of it。
〃Portal Stones；〃 he said simply。 〃If we are lucky。〃
〃Oh； Light！〃 Mat groaned。 〃Bloody flaming Light！ Don't grimace at me； Egwene！ Lucky？ Isn't once enough； Rand？ You almost killed us； remember？ No； worse than killed。 I would rather ride back to one of those farms and ask for a job slopping pigs the rest of my life。〃
〃You can go your own way if you want； Mat；〃 Rand told him。 Moiraine's calm face was a mask over fury； but he ignored the icy stare that tried to still his tongue。 Even Lan looked disapproving； for all his hard face did not change very much； the Warder believed in duty before anything else。 Rand would do his duty； but his friends。。。 He did not like making people do things； he would not do it to his friends。 That much he could avoid； surely。 〃You've no reason to e to the Waste。〃
〃Oh； yes I do。 At least。。。 Oh； burn me！ I've one life to give away； don't I？ Why not like this？〃 Mat laughed nervously； and a bit wildly。 〃Bloody Portal Stones！ Light！〃
Rand frowned； he was the one they all said was supposed to go mad； but Mat was the one who seemed on the edge of it now。
Egwene blinked at Mat worriedly； but it was Rand she leaned toward。 〃Rand； Verin Sedai told me a little about Portal Stones。 She told me about the。。。 journey you took。 Do you really mean to do this？〃
〃It's what I have to do； Egwene。〃 He had to move quickly； and there was no quicker way than Portal Stones。 Remnants of an Age older than the Age of Legends； even Aes Sedai of the Age of Legends had not understood them； it seemed。 But there was no quicker way。 If it worked the way he hoped。
Moiraine had listened to the exchange patiently。 Especially to Mat's part of it； though Rand could not see why。 Now she said； 〃Verin also told me of your journey using Portal Stones。 That was only a few people and horses； not hundreds； and if you did not almost kill everyone as Mat says； it yet sounded an experience no one would wish to repeat。 Nor did it turn out as you expected。 It also required a great deal of the Power； almost enough to kill you at least； Venn said。 Even if you leave most of the Aiel behind； do you dare risk the attempt？〃
〃I have to；〃 he said； feeling at his belt pouch； at the small hard shape behind the letters； but she went right on as if he had not spoken。
〃Are you even certain there is a Portal Stone in the Waste？ Verin certainly knows more of them than I； b
