grrm.astormofswords-第46节
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Every night when they made camp； Ygritte threw her sleeping skins down beside his own； no matter if he was near the fire or well away from it。 Once he woke to find her nestled against him； her arm across his chest。 He lay listening to her breathe for a long time； trying to ignore the tension in his groin。 Rangers often shared skins for warmth； but warmth was not all Ygritte wanted； he suspected。 After that he had taken to using Ghost to keep her away。 Old Nan used to tell stories about knights and their ladies who would sleep in a single bed with a blade between them for honor's sake； but he thought this must be the first time where a direwolf took the place of the sword。
Even then； Ygritte persisted。 The day before last； Jon had made the mistake of wishing he had hot water for a bath。 〃Cold is better；〃 she had said at once； 〃if you've got someone to warm you up after。 The river's only part ice yet； go on。〃
Jon laughed。 〃You'd freeze me to death。〃
〃Are all crows afraid of gooseprickles？ A little ice won't kill you。 I'll jump in with you tprove it so。〃
〃And ride the rest of the day with wet clothes frozen to our skins？〃 he objected。
〃Jon Snow； you know nothing。 You don't go in with clothes。〃
〃I don't go in at all；〃 he said firmly； just before he heard Tormund Thunderfist bellowing for him （he hadn't； but never mind）。
The wildlings seemed to think Ygritte a great beauty because of her hair； red hair was rare among the free folk； and those who had it were said to be kissed by fire； which was supposed to be lucky。 Lucky it might be； and red it certainly was； but Ygritte's hair was such a tangle that Jon was tempted to ask her if she only brushed it at the changing of the seasons。
At a lord's court the girl would never have been considered anything but mon； he knew。 She had a round peasant face； a pug nose； and slightly crooked teeth； and her eyes were too far apart。 Jon had noticed all that the first time he'd seen her； when his dirk had been at her throat。 Lately； though； he was noticing some other things。 When she grinned； the crooked teeth didn't seem to matter。 And maybe her eyes were too far apart； but they were a pretty blue…grey color； and lively as any eyes he knew。 Sometimes she sang in a low husky voice that stirred him。 And sometimes by the cookfire when she sat hugging her knees with the flames waking echoes in her red hair； and looked at him； just smiling 。 。 。 well； that stirred some things as well。
But he was a man of the Night's Watch； he had taken a vow。 I shall take no wife； hold no lands； father no children。 He had said the words before the weirwood； before his father's gods。 He could not unsay them 。 。 。 no more than he could admit the reason for his reluctance to Tormund Thunderfist； Father to Bears。
〃Do you mislike the girl？〃 Tormund asked him as they passed another twenty mammoths； these bearing wildlings in tall wooden towers instead of giants。
〃No； but I 。 。 。〃 What can I say that he will believe？ 〃I am still too young to wed。〃
〃Wed？〃 Tormund laughed。 〃Who spoke of wedding？ In the south； must a man wed every girl he beds？〃
Jon could feel himself turning red again。 〃She spoke for me when Rattleshirt would have killed me。 I would not dishonor her。〃
〃You are a free man now； and Ygritte is a free woman。 What dishonor if you lay together？〃
〃I might get her with child。〃
〃Aye； I'd hope so。 A strong son or a lively laughing girl kissed by fire； and where's the harm in that？〃
Words failed him for a moment。 〃The boy 。 。 。 the child would be a bastard。〃
〃Are bastards weaker than other children？ More sickly； more like to fail？〃
〃No； but…〃
〃You're bastard…born yourself。 And if Ygritte does not want a child； she will go to some woods witch and drink a cup o' moon tea。 You do not e into it； once the seed is planted。〃
〃I will not father a bastard。〃
Tormund shook his shaggy head。 〃What fools you kneelers be。 Why did you steal the girl if you don't want her？〃
〃Steal？ I never 。 。 。〃
〃You did；〃 said Tormund。 〃You slew the two she was with and carried her off； what do you call it？〃
〃I took her prisoner。〃
〃You made her yield to you。〃
〃Yes； but 。 。 。 Tormund； I swear； I've never touched her。〃
〃Are you certain they never cut your member off？〃 Tormund gave a shrug； as if to say he would never understand such madness。 〃Well； you are a free man now； but if you will not have the girl； best find yourself a she…bear。 If a man does not use his member it grows smaller and smaller； until one day he wants to piss and cannot find it。〃
Jon had no answer for that。 Small wonder that the Seven Kingdoms thought the free folk scarcely human。 They have no laws； no honor； not even simple decency。 They steal endlessly from each other； breed like beasts； prefer rape to marriage； and fill the world with baseborn children。 Yet he was growing fond of Tormund Giantsbane； great bag of wind and lies though he was。 Longspear as well。 And Ygritte 。 。 。 no； I will not think about Ygritte。
Along with the Tormunds and the Longspears rode other sorts of wildlings； though； men like Rattleshirt and the Weeper who would as soon slit you as spit on you。 There was Harma Dogshead； a squat keg of a woman with cheeks like slabs of white meat； who hated dogs and killed one every fortnight to make a fresh head for her banner； earless Styr； Magnar of Therm； whose own people thought him more god than lord； Varamyr Sixskins； a small mouse of a man whose steed was a savage white snow bear that stood thirteen feet tall on its hind legs。 And wherever the bear and Varamyr went； three wolves and a shadowcat came following。 Jon had been in his presence only once； and once had been enough； the mere sight of the man had made him bristle； even as the fur on the back of Ghost's neck had bristled at the sight of the bear and that long black…and…white 'cat。
And there were folks fiercer even than Varamyr； from the northernmost reaches of the haunted forest； the hidden valleys of the Frostfangs； and even queerer places： the men of the Frozen Shore who rode in chariots made of walrus bones pulled along by packs of savage dogs； the terrible ice…river clans who were said to feast on human flesh； the cave dwellers with their faces dyed blue and purple and green。 With his own eyes Jon had beheld the Hornfoot men trotting along in column on bare soles as hard as boiled leather。 He had not seen any snarks or grumpkins； but for all he knew Tormund would be having some to supper。
Half the wildling host had lived all their lives without so much as a glimpse of the Wall； Jon judged； and most of those spoke no word of the mon Tongue。 It did not matter。 Mance Rayder spoke the Old Tongue； even sang in it； fingering his lute and filling the night with strange wild music。
Mance had spent years assembling this vast plodding host； talking to this clan mother and that magnar； winning one village with sweet words and another with a song and a third with the edge of his sword； making peace between Hanna Dogshead and the Lord o' Bones； between the Hornfoots and the Nightrunners； between the walrus men of the Frozen Shore and the cannibal clans of the great ice rivers； hammering a hundred different daggers into one great spear； aimed at the heart of the Seven Kingdoms。 He had no crown nor scepter； no robes of silk and velvet； but it was plain to Jon that Mance Rayder was a king in more than name。
Jon had joined the wildlings at Qhorin Halfhand's mand。 〃Ride with them； eat with them； fight with them；〃 the ranger had told him； the night before he died。 〃And watch。〃 But all his watching had learned him little。 The Halfhand had suspected that the wildlings had gone up into the bleak and barren Frostfangs in search of some weapon； some power； some fell sorcery with which to break the Wall 。 。 。 but if they had found any such； no one was boasting of it openly； or showing it to Jon。 Nor had Mance Rayder confided any of his plans or strategies。 Since that first night； he had hardly seen the man save at a distance。
I will kill him if I must。 The prospect gave Jon no joy； there would be no honor in such a killing； and it would mean his own death as well。 Yet he could not let the wildlings breach the Wall； to threaten Winterfell and the north； the barrowlands and the Rills； White Harbor and the Stony Shore； even the Neck。 For eight thousand years the men of House Stark had lived and died to protect their people against such ravagers； and reavers 。 。 。 and bastard…born or no； the same blood ran in his veins。 Bran and Rickon are still at Winterfell besides。 Maester Luwin； Ser Rodrik； Old Nan； Farlen the kennelmaster； Mikken at his forge and Gage by his ovens 。 。 。 everyone I ever knew； everyone I ever loved。 If Jon must slay a man he half admired and almost liked to save them from the mercies of Rattleshirt and Harma Dogshead and the earless Magnar of Thenn； that was what he meant to do。
Still； he prayed his father's gods might spare him that bleak task。 The host moved but slowly； burdened as it was by all the wildlings' herds and children and mean little treasures； and the snows had slowed its progress even more。 Most of the column was out of the foothills now； oozing down along the west bank of the Milkwater like honey on a c
