chastelard-第16节
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It may be; long time after I am dead;
For all you are; you may see bitter days;
God may forget you or be wroth with you:
Then shall you lack a little help of me;
And I shall feel your sorrow touching you;
A happy sorrow; though I may not touch:
I that would fain be turned to flesh again;
Fain get back life to give up life for you;
To shed my blood for help; that long ago
You shed and were not holpen: and your heart
Will ache for help and comfort; yea for love;
And find less love than minefor I do think
You never will be loved thus in your life。
QUEEN。
It may be man will never love me more;
For I am sure I shall not love man twice。
CHASTELARD。
I know not: men must love you in life's spite;
For you will always kill them; man by man
Your lips will bite them dead; yea; though you would;
You shall not spare one; all will die of you;
I cannot tell what love shall do with these;
But I for all my love shall have no might
To help you more; mine arms and hands no power
To fasten on you more。 This cleaves my heart;
That they shall never touch your body more。
But for your griefyou will not have to grieve;
For being in such poor eyes so beautiful
It must needs be as God is more than I
So much more love he hath of you than mine;
Yea; God shall not be bitter with my love;
Seeing she is so sweet。
QUEEN。
Ah my sweet fool;
Think you when God will ruin me for sin
My face of color shall prevail so much
With him; so soften the toothed iron's edge
To save my throat a scar? nay; I am sure
I shall die somehow sadly。
CHASTELARD。
This is pure grief;
The shadow of your pity for my death;
Mere foolishness of pity: all sweet moods
Throw out such little shadows of themselves;
Leave such light fears behind。 You; die like me?
Stretch your throat out that I may kiss all round
Where mine shall be cut through: suppose my mouth
The axe…edge to bite so sweet a throat in twain
With bitter iron; should not it turn soft
As lip is soft to lip?
QUEEN。
I am quite sure
I shall die sadly some day; Chastelard;
I am quite certain。
CHASTELARD。
Do not think such things;
Lest all my next world's memories of you be
As heavy as this thought。
QUEEN。
I will not grieve you;
Forgive me that my thoughts were sick with grief。
What can I do to give you ease at heart?
Shall I kiss now? I pray you have no fear
But that I love you。
CHASTELARD。
Turn your face to me;
I do not grudge your face this death of mine;
It is too fairby God; you are too fair。
What noise is that?
QUEEN。
Can the hour be through so soon?
I bade them give me but a little hour。
Ah! I do love you! such brief space for love!
I am yours all through; do all your will with me;
What if we lay and let them take us fast;
Lips grasping lips? I dare do anything。
CHASTELARD。
Show better cheer: let no man see you mazed;
Make haste and kiss me; cover up your throat
Lest one see tumbled lace and prate of it。
'Enter the Guard: MURRAY; DARNLEY; MARY
HAMILTON; MARY BEATON; and others with
them。'
DARNLEY。
Sirs; do your charge; let him not have much time。
MARY HAMILTON。
Peace; lest you chafe the queen: look; her brows bend。
CHASTELARD。
Lords; and all you come hither for my sake;
If while my life was with me like a friend
That I must now forget the friendship of;
I have done a wrong to any man of you;
As it may be by fault of mine I have;
Of such an one I crave for courtesy
He will now cast it from his mind and heed
Like a dead thing; considering my dead fault
Worth no remembrance further than my death。
This for his gentle honor and goodwill
I do beseech him; doubting not to find
Such kindliness if he be nobly made
And of his birth a courteous race of man。
You; my Lord James; if you have aught toward me
Or you; Lord DarnleyI dare fear no jot;
Whate'er this be wherein you were aggrieved;
But you will pardon all for gentleness。
DARNLEY。
For my partyea; well; if the thing stand thus;
As you must dieone would not bear folk hard
And if the rest shall hold it honorable;
Why; I do pardon you。
MURRAY。
Sir; in all things
We find no cause to speak of you but well:
For all I see; save this your deadly fault;
I hold you for a noble perfect man。
CHASTELARD。
I thank you; fair lord; for your nobleness。
You likewise; for the courtesy you have
I give you thanks; sir; and to all these lords
That have not heart to load me at my death。
Last; I beseech of the best queen of men
And royallest fair lady in the world
To pardon me my grievous mortal sin
Done in such great offence of her: for; sirs;
If ever since I came between her eyes
She hath beheld me other than I am
Or shown her honor other than it is;
Or; save in royal faultless courtesies;
Used me with favor; if by speech or face;
By salutation or by tender eyes;
She hath made a way for my desire to live;
Given ear to me or boldness to my breath;
I pray God cast me forth before day cease
Even to the heaviest place there is in hell。
Yea; if she be not stainless toward all men;
I pray this axe that I shall die upon
May cut me off body and soul from heaven。
Now for my soul's sake I dare pray to you;
Forgive me; madam。
QUEEN。
Yea; I do; fair sir:
With all my heart in all I pardon you。
CHASTELARD。
God thank you for great mercies。 Lords; set hence;
I am right loth to hold your patience here;
I must not hold much longer any man's。
Bring me my way and bid me fare well forth。
'As they pass out the QUEEN stays MARY BEATON。'
QUEEN。
Hark hither; sweet。 Get back to Holyrood
And take Carmichael with you: go both up
In some chief window whence the squares lie clear
Seem not to know what I shall domark that
And watch how things fare under。 Have good cheer;
You do not think now I can let him die?
Nay; this were shameful madness if you did;
And I should hate you。
MARY BEATON。
Pray you love me; madam;
And swear you love me and will let me live;
That I may die the quicker。
QUEEN。
Nay; sweet; see;
Nay; you shall see; this must not seem devised;
I will take any man with me; and go;
Yea; for pure hate of them that hate him: yea;
Lay hold upon the headsman and bid strike
Here on my neck; if they will have him die;
Why; I will die too: queens have died this way
For less things than his love is。 Nay; I know
They want no blood; I will bring swords to boot
For dear love's rescue though half earth were slain;
What should men do with blood? Stand fast at watch;
For I will be his ransom if I die。
'Exeunt。'
SCENE III。The Upper Chamber in Holyrood。
MARY BEATON seated; MARY CARMICHAEL at a window。
MARY BEATON。
Do you see nothing?
MARY CARMICHAEL。
Nay; but swarms of men
And talking women gathered in small space;
Flapping their gowns and gaping with fools' eyes:
And a thin ring round one that seems to speak;
Holding his hands out eagerly; no more。
MARY BEATON。
Why; I hear more; I hear men shout The Queen。
MARY CARMICHAEL。
Nay; no cries yet。
MARY BEATON。
Ah; they will cry out soon
When she comes forth; they should cry out on her;
I hear their crying in my heart。 Nay; sweet;
Do not you hate her? all men; if God please;
Shall hate her one day; yea; one day no doubt
I shall worse hate her。
MARY CARMICHAEL。
Pray you; be at peace;
You hurt yourself: she will be merciful;
What; could you see a true man slain for you?
I think I could not; it is not like our hearts
To have such hard sides to them。
MARY BEATON。
O; not you;
And I could nowise; there's some blood in her
That does not run to mercy as ours doth:
That fair face and the cursed heart in her
Made keener than a knife for manslaying
Can bear strange things。
MARY CARMICHAEL。
Peace; for the people come。
AhMurray; hooded over half his face
With plucked…down hat; few folk about him; eyes
Like a man angered; Darnley after him;
Holding our Hamilton above her wrist;
His mouth put near her hair to whisper with
And she laughs softly; looking at her feet。
MARY BEATON。
She will not live long; God hath given her
Few days and evil; full of hate and love;
I see well now。
MARY CARMICHAEL。
Hark; there's their cryThe Queen!
Fair life and long; and good days to the Queen!
MARY BEATON。
Yea; but God knows。 I feel such patience here
As I were sure in a brief while to die。
MARY CARMICHAEL。
She bends and laughs a little; graciously;
And turns half; talking to I know not whom
A big man with great shoulders; ah; the face;
You get his face nowwide and duskish; yea
The youth burnt out of it。 A goodly man;
Thewed mightily and sunburnt to the bone;
Doubtless he was away in banishment;
Or kept some march far off。
MARY BEATON。
Still you see nothi