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to go to West Point as a Cadet from my Congressional district。 My
chances for this seemed very remote察however察till one day an
opportunity was thrown in my way by the boy who then held the place
failing to pass his examination。 When I learned that by this
occurrence a vacancy existed察I wrote to our representative in
Congress察the Hon。 Thomas Ritchey察and asked him for the appointment
reminding him that we had often met in Fink & Dittoe's store察and
that therefore he must know something of my qualifications。 He
responded promptly by enclosing my warrant for the class of 1848察so
notwithstanding the many romances that have been published about the
matter察to Mr。 Ritchey察and to him alone察is due all the creditif
my career justifies that termof putting me in the United States
Army。
At once I set about preparing for the examination which precedes
admission to the Military Academy察studying zealously under the
direction of Mr。 William Clark察my old teachers察McNanly and Thorn
having disappeared from Somerset and sought new fields of usefulness。
The intervening months passed rapidly away察and I fear that I did not
make much progress察yet I thought I should be able to pass the
preliminary examination。 That which was to follow worried me more
and gave me many sleepless nights察but these would have been less in
number察I fully believe察had it not been for one specification of my
outfit which the circular that accompanied my appointment demanded。
This requirement was a pair of ;Monroe shoes。; Now察out in Ohio
what ;Monroe shoes; were was a mysterynot a shoemaker in my section
having so much as an inkling of the construction of the perplexing
things察until finally my eldest brother brought an idea of them from
Baltimore察when it was found that they were a familiar pattern under
another name。
At length the time for my departure came察and I set out for West
Point察going by way of Cleveland and across Lake Erie to Buffalo。 On
the steamer I fell in with another appointee en route to the academy
David S。 Stanley察also from Ohio察and when our acquaintanceship had
ripened somewhat察and we had begun to repose confidence in each
other察I found out that he had no ;Monroe shoes察─so I deemed myself
just that much ahead of my companion察although my shoes might not
conform exactly to the regulations in Eastern style and finish。 At
Buffalo察Stanley and I separated察he going by the Erie Canal and I by
the railroad察since I wanted to gain time on account of commands to
stop in Albany to see my father's uncle。 Here I spent a few days
till Stanley reached Albany察when we journeyed together down the
river to West Point。 The examination began a few days after our
arrival察and I soon found myself admitted to the Corps of Cadets察to
date from July 1察1848察in a class composed of sixty´three members
many of whomfor example察Stanley察Slocum察Woods察Kautz察and Crook´
´became prominent generals in later years察and commanded divisions
corps察and armies in the war of the rebellion。
Quickly following my admission I was broken in by a course of hazing
with many of the approved methods that the Cadets had handed down
from year to year since the Academy was founded察still察I escaped
excessive persecution察although there were in my day many occurrences
so extreme as to call forth condemnation and an endeavor to suppress
the senseless custom察which an improved civilization has now about
eradicated察not only at West Point察but at other colleges。
Although I had met the Academic board and come off with fair success
yet I knew so little of Algebra or any of the higher branches of
mathematics that during my first six months at the Academy I was
discouraged by many misgivings as to the future察for I speedily
learned that at the January examination the class would have to stand
a test much severer than that which had been applied to it on
entering。 I resolved to try hard察however察and察besides察good
fortune gave me for a room´mate a Cadet whose education was more
advanced than mine察and whose studious habits and willingness to aid
others benefited me immensely。 This room´mate was Henry W。 Slocum
since so signally distinguished in both military and civil capacities
as to win for his name a proud place in the annals of his country。
After tapsthat is察when by the regulations of the Academy all the
lights were supposed to be extinguished察and everybody in bedSlocum
and I would hang a blanket over the one window of our room and
continue our studieshe guiding me around scores of stumbling´blocks
in Algebra and elucidating many knotty points in other branches of
the course with which I was unfamiliar。 On account of this
association I went up before the Board in January with less
uneasiness than otherwise would have been the case察and passed the
examination fairly well。 When it was over察a self´confidence in my
capacity was established that had not existed hitherto察and at each
succeeding examination I gained a little in order of merit till my
furlough summer came roundthat is察when I was half through the
four´year course。
My furlough in July and August察1850察was spent at my home in Ohio
with the exception of a visit or two to other Cadets on furlough in
the State察and at the close of my leave I returned to the Academy in
the full expectation of graduating with my class in 1852。
A quarrel of a belligerent character in September察。1851察with Cadet
William R。 Terrill察put an end to this anticipation察however察and
threw me back into the class which graduated in 1853。 Terrill was a
Cadet Sergeant察and察while my company was forming for parade察having
given me an order察in what I considered an improper tone察to ;dress;
in a certain direction察when I believed I was accurately dressed察I
fancied I had a grievance察and made toward him with a lowered
bayonet察but my better judgment recalled me before actual contact
could take place。 Of course Terrill reported me for this察and my ire
was so inflamed by his action that when we next met I attacked him
and a fisticuff engagement in front of barracks followed察which was
stopped by an officer appearing on the scene。 Each of us handed in
an explanation察but mine was unsatisfactory to the authorities察for I
had to admit that I was the assaulting party察and the result was that
I was suspended by the Secretary of War察Mr。 Conrad察till August 28
1852the Superintendent of the Academy察Captain Brewerton察being
induced to recommend this milder course察he said察by my previous good
conduct。 At the time I thought察of course察my suspension a very
unfair punishment察that my conduct was justifiable and the
authorities of the Academy all wrong察but riper experience has led me
to a different conclusion察and as I look back察though the
mortification I then endured was deep and trying察I am convinced that
it was hardly as much as I deserved for such an outrageous breach of
discipline。
There was no question as to Terrill's irritating tone察but in giving
me the order he was prompted by the duty of his position as a file
closer察and I was not the one to remedy the wrong which I conceived
had been done me察and clearly not justifiable in assuming to correct
him with my own hands。 In 1862察when General Buell's army was
assembling at Louisville察Terrill was with it as a brigadier´general
for察although a Virginian察he had remained loyal察and I then took
the initiative toward a renewal of our acquaintance。 Our renewed
friendship was not destined to be of long duration察I am sorry to
say察for a few days later察in the battle of Perryville察while
gallantly fighting for his country察poor Terrill was killed。
My suspension necessitated my leaving the Academy察and I returned
home in the fall of 1851察much crestfallen。 Fortunately察my good
friend Henry Dittoe again gave me employment in keeping the books of
his establishment察and this occupation of my time made the nine
months which were to elapse before I could go back to West Point pass
much more agreeably than they would have done had I been idle。 In
August察1852察I joined the first class at the Academy in accordance
with the order of the War Department察taking my place at the foot of
the class and graduating with it the succeeding June察number thirty´
four in a membership of fifty´two。 At the head of this class
graduated James B。 McPherson察who was killed in the Atlanta campaign
while commanding the Army of the Tennessee。 It also contained such
men as John M。 Schofield察who commanded the Army of the Ohio察Joshua
W。 Sill察killed as a brigadier in the battle of Stone River察and many
others who察in the war of the rebellion察on one side or the other
rose to prominence察General John B。 Hood being the most distinguished
member of the class among the Confederates。
At the close of the final examination I made no formal application
for assignment to any particular arm of