the red badge of courage(红色英勇勋章)-第24节
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〃I don't know about that；〃 the youth replied。 〃What I seen over on th'
right makes me think it was th' other way about。 From where I was； it
looked as if we was gettin' a good poundin' yestirday。〃
〃D'yeh think so？〃 inquired the friend。 〃I thought we handled 'em
pretty rough yestir… day。〃
〃Not a bit；〃 said the youth。 〃Why； lord； man； you didn't see nothing
of the fight。 Why！〃 Then a sudden thought came to him。 〃Oh！ Jim
Conklin's dead。〃
His friend started。 〃What？ Is he？ Jim Conklin？〃
The youth spoke slowly。 〃Yes。 He's dead。 Shot in th' side。〃
〃Yeh don't say so。 Jim Conklin。 。 。 。 poor cuss！〃
All about them were other small fires sur… rounded by men with their
little black utensils。 From one of these near came sudden sharp voices in a
row。 It appeared that two light… footed soldiers had been teasing a huge；
bearded man； causing him to spill coffee upon his blue knees。 The man
had gone into a rage and had sworn comprehensively。 Stung by his
language； his tormentors had immediately bristled at him with a great
show of resenting unjust oaths。 Possibly there was going to be a fight。
The friend arose and went over to them； mak… ing pacific motions with
his arms。 〃Oh； here； now； boys； what's th' use？〃 he said。 〃We'll be at th'
rebs in less'n an hour。 What's th' good fightin' 'mong ourselves？〃
One of the light…footed soldiers turned upon him red…faced and violent。
〃Yeh needn't come around here with yer preachin'。 I s'pose yeh don't
approve 'a fightin' since Charley Morgan licked yeh； but I don't see what
business this here is 'a yours or anybody else。〃
〃Well； it ain't；〃 said the friend mildly。 〃Still I hate t' see〃
There was a tangled argument。
〃Well； he；〃 said the two； indicating their opponent with accusative
forefingers。
The huge soldier was quite purple with rage。 He pointed at the two
soldiers with his great hand； extended clawlike。 〃Well； they〃
But during this argumentative time the de… sire to deal blows seemed
to pass； although they said much to each other。 Finally the friend re…
turned to his old seat。 In a short while the three antagonists could be seen
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together in an amiable bunch。
〃Jimmie Rogers ses I'll have t' fight him after th' battle t'…day；〃
announced the friend as he again seated himself。 〃He ses he don't allow
no interferin' in his business。 I hate t' see th' boys fightin' 'mong
themselves。〃
The youth laughed。 〃Yer changed a good bit。 Yeh ain't at all like
yeh was。 I remember when you an' that Irish feller〃 He stopped and
laughed again。
〃No； I didn't use t' be that way；〃 said his friend thoughtfully。 〃That's
true 'nough。〃
〃Well； I didn't mean〃 began the youth。
The friend made another deprecatory gesture。 〃Oh； yeh needn't mind；
Henry。〃
There was another little pause。
〃Th' reg'ment lost over half th' men yestir… day；〃 remarked the friend
eventually。 〃I thought a course they was all dead； but； laws； they kep' a…
comin' back last night until it seems； after all； we didn't lose but a few。
They'd been scattered all over； wanderin' around in th' woods； fightin' with
other reg'ments； an' everything。 Jest like you done。〃
〃So？〃 said the youth。
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CHAPTER XV。
THE regiment was standing at order arms at the side of a lane；
waiting for the command to march； when suddenly the youth remembered
the little packet enwrapped in a faded yellow envelope which the loud
young soldier with lugu… brious words had intrusted to him。 It made him
start。 He uttered an exclamation and turned toward his comrade。
〃Wilson！〃
〃What？〃
His friend； at his side in the ranks； was thought… fully staring down the
road。 From some cause his expression was at that moment very meek。
The youth； regarding him with sidelong glances； felt impelled to change
his purpose。 〃Oh； noth… ing；〃 he said。
His friend turned his head in some surprise； 〃Why； what was yeh goin'
t' say？〃
〃Oh； nothing；〃 repeated the youth。
He resolved not to deal the little blow。 It
148 was sufficient that the fact made him glad。 It was not necessary
to knock his friend on the head with the misguided packet。
He had been possessed of much fear of his friend； for he saw how
easily questionings could make holes in his feelings。 Lately； he had as…
sured himself that the altered comrade would not tantalize him with a
persistent curiosity； but he felt certain that during the first period of leisure
his friend would ask him to relate his adventures of the previous day。
He now rejoiced in the possession of a small weapon with which he
could prostrate his com… rade at the first signs of a cross…examination。
He was master。 It would now be he who could laugh and shoot the shafts
of derision。
The friend had； in a weak hour； spoken with sobs of his own death。
He had delivered a mel… ancholy oration previous to his funeral； and had
doubtless in the packet of letters； presented vari… ous keepsakes to relatives。
But he had not died； and thus he had delivered himself into the hands of
the youth。
The latter felt immensely superior to his friend； but he inclined to
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condescension。 He adopted toward him an air of patronizing good
humor。
His self…pride was now entirely restored。 In the shade of its
flourishing growth he stood with braced and self…confident legs； and since
nothing could now be discovered he did not shrink from an encounter with
the eyes of judges； and allowed no thoughts of his own to keep him from
an attitude of manfulness。 He had performed his mistakes in the dark； so
he was still a man。
Indeed； when he remembered his fortunes of yesterday； and looked at
them from a distance he began to see something fine there。 He had
license to be pompous and veteranlike。
His panting agonies of the past he put out of his sight。
In the present； he declared to himself that it was only the doomed and
the damned who roared with sincerity at circumstance。 Few but they
ever did it。 A man with a full stomach and the respect of his fellows had
no business to scold about anything that he might think to be wrong in the
ways of the universe； or even with the ways of society。 Let the
unfortunates rail； the others may play marbles。
He did not give a great deal of thought to these battles that lay directly
before him。 It was not essential that he should plan his ways in regard to
them。 He had been taught that many obligations of a life were easily
avoided。 The lessons of yesterday had been that retribution was a
laggard and blind。 With these facts before him he did not deem it
necessary that he should become feverish over the possibilities of the
ensuing twenty…four hours。 He could leave much to chance。 Besides； a
faith in himself had secretly blossomed。 There was a little flower of
confidence growing within him。 He was now a man of experience。 He
had been out among the dragons； he said； and he assured himself that they
were not so hideous as he had imagined them。 Also； they were inaccurate；
they did not sting with precision。 A stout heart often defied； and defying；
escaped。
And； furthermore； how could they kill him who was the chosen of
gods and doomed to greatness？
He remembered how some of t
