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contradict his apparent coldness; he could not refrain; at a moment

when Perez turned his head to expectorate; from casting a rapid glance

at the young girl; whose sparkling eyes met his。 Then; with that

science of vision which gives to a libertine; as it does to a

sculptor; the fatal power of disrobing; if we may so express it; a

woman; and divining her shape by inductions both rapid and sagacious;

he beheld one of those masterpieces of Nature whose creation appears

to demand as its right all the happiness of love。 Here was a fair

young face; on which the sun of Spain had cast faint tones of bistre

which added to its expression of seraphic calmness a passionate pride;

like a flash of light infused beneath that diaphanous complexion;

due; perhaps; to the Moorish blood which vivified and colored it。 Her

hair; raised to the top of her head; fell thence with black

reflections round the delicate transparent ears and defined the

outlines of a blue…veined throat。 These luxuriant locks brought into

strong relief the dazzling eyes and the scarlet lips of a well…arched

mouth。 The bodice of the country set off the lines of a figure that

swayed as easily as a branch of willow。 She was not the Virgin of

Italy; but the Virgin of Spain; of Murillo; the only artist daring

enough to have painted the Mother of God intoxicated with the joy of

conceiving the Christ;the glowing imagination of the boldest and

also the warmest of painters。



In this young girl three things were united; a single one of which

would have sufficed for the glory of a woman: the purity of the pearl

in the depths of ocean; the sublime exaltation of the Spanish Saint

Teresa; and a passion of love which was ignorant of itself。 The

presence of such a woman has the virtue of a talisman。 Montefiore no

longer felt worn and jaded。 That young girl brought back his youthful

freshness。



But; though the apparition was delightful; it did not last。 The girl

was taken back to the secret chamber; where the servant…woman carried

to her openly both light and food。



〃You do right to hide her;〃 said Montefiore in Italian。 〃I will keep

your secret。 The devil! we have generals in our army who are capable

of abducting her。〃



Montefiore's infatuation went so far as to suggest to him the idea of

marrying her。 He accordingly asked her history; and Perez very

willingly told him the circumstances under which she had become his

ward。 The prudent Spaniard was led to make this confidence because he

had heard of Montefiore in Italy; and knowing his reputation was

desirous to let him see how strong were the barriers which protected

the young girl from the possibility of seduction。 Though the good…man

was gifted with a certain patriarchal eloquence; in keeping with his

simple life and customs; his tale will be improved by abridgment。



At the period when the French Revolution changed the manners and

morals of every country which served as the scene of its wars; a

street prostitute came to Tarragona; driven from Venice at the time of

its fall。 The life of this woman had been a tissue of romantic

adventures and strange vicissitudes。 To her; oftener than to any other

woman of her class; it had happened; thanks to the caprice of great

lords struck with her extraordinary beauty; to be literally gorged

with gold and jewels and all the delights of excessive wealth;

flowers; carriages; pages; maids; palaces; pictures; journeys (like

those of Catherine II。); in short; the life of a queen; despotic in

her caprices and obeyed; often beyond her own imaginings。 Then;

without herself; or any one; chemist; physician; or man of science;

being able to discover how her gold evaporated; she would find herself

back in the streets; poor; denuded of everything; preserving nothing

but her all…powerful beauty; yet living on without thought or care of

the past; the present; or the future。 Cast; in her poverty; into the

hands of some poor gambling officer; she attached herself to him as a

dog to its master; sharing the discomforts of the military life; which

indeed she comforted; as content under the roof of a garret as beneath

the silken hangings of opulence。 Italian and Spanish both; she

fulfilled very scrupulously the duties of religion; and more than once

she had said to love:



〃Return to…morrow; to…day I belong to God。〃



But this slime permeated with gold and perfumes; this careless

indifference to all things; these unbridled passions; these religious

beliefs cast into that heart like diamonds into mire; this life begun;

and ended; in a hospital; these gambling chances transferred to the

soul; to the very existence;in short; this great alchemy; for which

vice lit the fire beneath the crucible in which fortunes were melted

up and the gold of ancestors and the honor of great names evaporated;

proceeded from a CAUSE; a particular heredity; faithfully transmitted

from mother to daughter since the middle ages。 The name of this woman

was La Marana。 In her family; existing solely in the female line; the

idea; person; name and power of a father had been completely unknown

since the thirteenth century。 The name Marana was to her what the

designation of Stuart is to the celebrated royal race of Scotland; a

name of distinction substituted for the patronymic name by the

constant heredity of the same office devolving on the family。



Formerly; in France; Spain; and Italy; when those three countries had;

in the fourteenth and fifteenth centuries; mutual interests which

united and disunited them by perpetual warfare; the name Marana served

to express in its general sense; a prostitute。 In those days women of

that sort had a certain rank in the world of which nothing in our day

can give an idea。 Ninon de l'Enclos and Marian Delorme have alone

played; in France; the role of the Imperias; Catalinas; and Maranas

who; in preceding centuries; gathered around them the cassock; gown;

and sword。 An Imperia built I forget which church in Rome in a frenzy

of repentance; as Rhodope built; in earlier times; a pyramid in Egypt。

The name Marana; inflicted at first as a disgrace upon the singular

family with which we are now concerned; had ended by becoming its

veritable name and by ennobling its vice by incontestable antiquity。



One day; a day of opulence or of penury I know not which; for this

event was a secret between herself and God; but assuredly it was in a

moment of repentance and melancholy; this Marana of the nineteenth

century stood with her feet in the slime and her head raised to

heaven。 She cursed the blood in her veins; she cursed herself; she

trembled lest she should have a daughter; and she swore; as such women

swear; on the honor and with the will of the galleysthe firmest

will; the most scrupulous honor that there is on earthshe swore;

before an altar; and believing in that altar; to make her daughter a

virtuous creature; a saint; and thus to gain; after that long line of

lost women; criminals in love; an angel in heaven for them all。



The vow once made; the blood of the Maranas spoke; the courtesan

returned to her reckless life; a thought the more within her heart。 At

last she loved; with the violent love of such women; as Henrietta

Wilson loved Lord Ponsonby; as Mademoiselle Dupuis loved Bolingbroke;

as the Marchesa Pescara loved her husbandbut no; she did not love;

she adored one of those fair men; half women; to whom she gave the

virtues which she had not; striving to keep for herself all that there

was of vice between them。 It was from that weak man; that senseless

marriage unblessed by God or man which happiness is thought to

justify; but which no happiness absolves; and for which men blush at

last; that she had a daughter; a daughter to save; a daughter for whom

to desire a noble life and the chastity she had not。 Henceforth; happy

or not happy; opulent or beggared; she had in her heart a pure;

untainted sentiment; the highest of all human feelings because the

most disinterested。 Love has its egotism; but motherhood has none。 La

Marana was a mother like none other; for; in her total; her eternal

shipwreck; motherhood might still redeem her。 To accomplish sacredly

through life the task of sending a pure soul to heaven; was not that a

better thing than a tardy repentance? was it not; in truth; the only

spotless prayer which she could lift to God?



So; when this daughter; when her Marie…Juana…Pepita (she would fain

have given her all the saints in the calendar as guardians); when this

dear little creature was granted to her; she became possessed of so

high an idea of the dignity of motherhood that she entreated vice to

grant her a respite。 She made herself virtuous and lived in solitude。

No more fetes; no more orgies; no more love。 All joys; all fortunes

were centred now in the cradle of her child。 The tones of that infant

voice made an oasis for her soul in the burning sands of her

existence。 That sentiment could not 

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