太子爷小说网 > 英语电子书 > the dust >

第9节

the dust-第9节

小说: the dust 字数: 每页4000字

按键盘上方向键 ← 或 → 可快速上下翻页,按键盘上的 Enter 键可回到本书目录页,按键盘上方向键 ↑ 可回到本页顶部!
————未阅读完?加入书签已便下次继续阅读!



lgencethat they refuse to make the small sacrifice to…day for the sake of the large advantage day after to…morrow。  Or else so stuffed with vanity that they never see their own mistakes。  However; why blame them?  They were born that way; and can't change。  A man who has the equipment of success and succeeds has no more right to sneer at one less lucky than you would have to laugh at a poor girl because she wasn't dressed as well as you。〃

〃What a mood!  SOMETHING must have happened。〃

〃Perhaps;〃 said he reflectively。  〃Possibly that girl set me off。〃

〃What girl?〃

〃The one I told you about。  The unfortunate little creature who was typewriting for me this afternoon。 Not so very little; either。  A curious figure she had。 She was tall yet she wasn't。  She seemed thin; and when you looked again; you saw that she was really only slender; and beautifully shaped throughout。〃

Miss Burroughs laughed。  〃She must have been attractive。〃

〃Not in the least。  Absolutely without charmand so homelyno; not homelycommonplace。  No; that's not right; either。  She had a startling way of fading and blazing out。  One moment she seemed a blankpale; lifeless; colorless; a nobody。  The next minute she becameamazingly different。  Not the same thing every time; but different things。〃

Frederick Norman was too experienced a dealer with women deliberately to make the mistakerather; to commit the breach of tact and courtesyinvolved in praising one woman to another。  But in this case it never occurred to him that he was talking to a woman of a woman。  Josephine Burroughs was a lady; the other was a piece of office machineryand a very trivial piece at that。  But he saw and instantly understood the look in her eyesthe strained effort to keep the telltale upper lip from giving its prompt and irrepressible signal of inward agitation。

〃I'm very much interested;〃 said she。

〃Yes; she was a curiosity;〃 said he carelessly。

〃Has she been therelong?〃 inquired Josephine; with a feigned indifference that did not deceive him。

〃Several months; I believe。  I never noticed her until a few days ago。  And until to…day I had forgotten her。  She's one of the kind it's difficult to remember。〃

He fell to glancing round the house; pretending to be unconscious of the furtive suspicion with which she was observing him。  She said:

〃She's your secretary now?〃

〃Merely a general office typewriter。〃

The curtain went up for the second act。  Josephine fixed her attention on the stageapparently undivided attention。  But Norman felt rather than saw that she was still worrying about the 〃curiosity。〃  He marveled at this outcropping of jealousy。  It seemed ridiculous it WAS ridiculous。  He laughed to himself。  If she could see the girlthe obscure; uninteresting cause of her agitationhow she would mock at herself!  Then; too; there was the absurdity of thinking him capable of such a stoop。  A woman of their own classor a woman of its corresponding class; on the other side of the line yes。  No doubt she had heard things that made her uneasy; or; at least; ready to be uneasy。  But this poorly dressed obscurity; with not a charm that could attract even a man of her own lowly class  It was such a good joke that he would have teased Josephine about it but for his knowledge of the worlda knowledge in whose primer it was taught that teasing is both bad taste and bad judgment。  Also; it was beneath his dig… nity; it was offense to his vanity; to couple his name with the name of one so beneath him that even the matter of sex did not make the coupling less intolerable。

When the curtain fell several people came into the box; and he went to make a few calls round the parterre。 He returned after the second act。  They were again alonethe deaf old aunt did not count。  At once Josephine began upon the same subject。  With studied indifferencehow amusing for a woman of her inexperience to try to fool a man of his experience!she said:

〃Tell me some more about that typewriter girl。 Women who work always interest me。〃

〃She wouldn't;〃 said Norman。  The subject had been driven clean out of his mind; and he didn't wish to return to it。  〃Some day they will venture to make judicious long cuts in Wagner's operas; and then they'll be interesting。  It always amuses me; this reverence of little people for the great onesas if a great man were always great。  Nohe IS always great。  But often it's in a dull way。  And the dull parts ought to be skipped。〃

〃I don't like the opera this evening;〃 said she。 〃What you said a while ago has set me to thinking。 Is that girl a lady?〃

〃She works;〃 laughed he。

〃But she might have been a lady。〃

〃I'm sure I don't know。〃

〃Don't you know ANYTHING about her?〃

〃Except that she's trustworthyand insignificant and not too good at her business。〃

〃I shouldn't think you could afford to keep incompetent people;〃 said the girl shrewdly。

〃Perhaps they won't keep her;〃 parried Norman gracefully。  〃The head clerk looks after those things。〃

〃He probably likes her。〃

〃No;〃 said Norman; too indifferent to be cautious。 〃She has no ‘gentlemen friends。' 〃

〃How do you know that?〃 said the girl; and she could not keep a certain sharpness out of her voice。

〃Tetlow; the head clerk; told me。  I asked him a few questions about her。  I had some confidential work to do and didn't want to trust her without being sure。〃

He saw that she was now prey to her jealous suspicion。 He was uncertain whether to be amused or irritated。 She had to pause long and with visible effort collect herself before venturing:

〃Oh; she does confidential work for you?  I thought you said she was incompetent。〃

He; the expert cross…examiner; had to admire her skill at that high science and art。  〃I felt sorry for her;〃 he said。  〃She seemed such a forlorn little creature。〃

She laughed with a constrained attempt at raillery。 〃I never should have suspected you of such weakness。 To give confidential things to a forlorn little incompetent; out of pity。〃

He was irritated; distinctly。  The whole thing was preposterous。  It reminded him of feats of his own before a jury。  By clever questioning; Josephine had made about as trifling an incident as could be imagined take on really quite imposing proportions。  There was annoyance in his smile as he said:

〃Shall I send her up to see you?  You might find it amusing; and maybe you could do something for her。〃

Josephine debated。  〃Yes;〃 she finally said。  〃I wish you would send her〃 with a little sarcasm 〃if you can spare her for an hour or so。〃

〃Don't make it longer than that;〃 laughed he。 〃Everything will stop while she's gone。〃

It pleased him; in a way; this discovery that Josephine had such a common; commonplace weakness as jealousy。 But it also took away something from his high esteem for heran esteem born of the lover's idealizings; for; while he was not of the kind of men who are on their knees before women; he did have a deep respect for Josephine; incarnation of all the material things that dazzled hima respect with something of the reverential in it; and something of awemore than he would have admitted to himself。  To…day; as of old; the image… makers are as sincere worshipers as visit the shrines。 In our prostrations and genuflections in the temple we do not discriminate against the idols we ourselves have manufactured; on the contrary; them we worship with peculiar gusto。  Norman knew his gods were frauds; that their divine qualities were of the earth earthy。  But he served them; and what most appealed to him in Josephine was that she incorporated about all their divine qualities。

He and his sister went home together。  Her first remark in the auto was:  〃What were you and Josie quarreling about?〃

〃Quarreling?〃 inquired he in honest surprise。

〃I looked at her through my glasses and saw that the was all upsetand you; too。〃

〃This is too ridiculous;〃 cried he。

〃She lookedjealous。〃

〃Nonsense!  What an imagination you have!〃

〃I saw what I saw;〃 Ursula maintained。  〃Well; I suppose she has heard somethingsomething recent。 I thought you had sworn off; Fred。  But I might have known。〃

Norman was angry。  He wondered at his own exasperation; out of all proportion to any apparent provoking cause。  And it was most unusual for him to feel temper; all but unprecedented for him to show it; no matter how strong the temptation。

〃It's a good idea; to make her jealous;〃 pursued his sister。  〃Nothing like jealousy to stimulate interest。〃

〃Josephine is not that sort of woman。〃

〃You know better。  All women are that sort。  All men; too。  Of course; some men and women grow angry and go away when they get jealous while others stick closer。  So one has to be judicious。〃

〃Josephine and I understand each other far too well for such pettiness。〃

〃Try her。  No; you needn't。  You have。〃

〃Didn't I tell you〃

〃Then what was she questioning you about?〃

〃Just to show you how wrong you were; I'll tell you。  She was asking me about a poor little girl down at the officeone she wants to help。〃

Ursula laughed。  〃To help out of your office; I guess。  I thought you'd lived long enough; Fred; to learn that no woman trusts ANY man about ANY woman。 Who is this ‘poor little girl'?〃

〃I don't even know

返回目录 上一页 下一页 回到顶部 0 0

你可能喜欢的