the madonna of the future-第10节
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clasping of her hands。
〃Poor; dear; blessed gentleman;〃 she murmured; 〃is he dying?〃
〃Possibly。 How long has he been thus?〃
〃Since a certain night he passed ten days ago。 I came up in the
morning to make his poor bed; and found him sitting up in his clothes
before that great canvas he keeps there。 Poor; dear; strange man; he
says his prayers to it! He had not been to bed; nor since then;
properly! What has happened to him? Has he found out about the
Serafina?〃 she whispered; with a glittering eye and a toothless grin。
〃Prove at least that one old woman can be faithful;〃 I said; 〃and
watch him well till I come back。〃 My return was delayed; through the
absence of the English physician; who was away on a round of visits;
and whom I vainly pursued from house to house before I overtook him。
I brought him to Theobald's bedside none too soon。 A violent fever
had seized our patient; and the case was evidently grave。 A couple
of hours later I knew that he had brain fever。 From this moment I
was with him constantly; but I am far from wishing to describe his
illness。 Excessively painful to witness; it was happily brief。 Life
burned out in delirium。 One night in particular that I passed at his
pillow; listening to his wild snatches of regret; of aspiration; of
rapture and awe at the phantasmal pictures with which his brain
seemed to swarm; comes back to my memory now like some stray page
from a lost masterpiece of tragedy。 Before a week was over we had
buried him in the little Protestant cemetery on the way to Fiesole。
The Signora Serafina; whom I had caused to be informed of his
illness; had come in person; I was told; to inquire about its
progress; but she was absent from his funeral; which was attended by
but a scanty concourse of mourners。 Half a dozen old Florentine
sojourners; in spite of the prolonged estrangement which had preceded
his death; had felt the kindly impulse to honour his grave。 Among
them was my friend Mrs。 Coventry; whom I found; on my departure;
waiting in her carriage at the gate of the cemetery。
〃Well;〃 she said; relieving at last with a significant smile the
solemnity of our immediate greeting; 〃and the great Madonna? Have
you seen her; after all?〃
〃I have seen her;〃 I said; 〃she is mineby bequest。 But I shall
never show her to you。〃
〃And why not; pray?〃
〃My dear Mrs。 Coventry; you would not understand her!〃
〃Upon my word; you are polite。〃
〃Excuse me; I am sad and vexed and bitter。〃 And with reprehensible
rudeness I marched away。 I was excessively impatient to leave
Florence; my friend's dark spirit seemed diffused through all things。
I had packed my trunk to start for Rome that night; and meanwhile; to
beguile my unrest; I aimlessly paced the streets。 Chance led me at
last to the church of San Lorenzo。 Remembering poor Theobald's
phrase about Michael Angelo〃He did his best at a venture〃I went
in and turned my steps to the chapel of the tombs。 Viewing in
sadness the sadness of its immortal treasures; I fancied; while I
stood there; that they needed no ampler commentary than these simple
words。 As I passed through the church again to leave it; a woman;
turning away from one of the side altars; met me face to face。 The
black shawl depending from her head draped picturesquely the handsome
visage of Madonna Serafina。 She stopped as she recognised me; and I
saw that she wished to speak。 Her eye was bright; and her ample
bosom heaved in a way that seemed to portend a certain sharpness of
reproach。 But the expression of my own face; apparently; drew the
sting from her resentment; and she addressed me in a tone in which
bitterness was tempered by a sort of dogged resignation。 〃I know it
was you; now; that separated us;〃 she said。 〃It was a pity he ever
brought you to see me! Of course; you couldn't think of me as he
did。 Well; the Lord gave him; the Lord has taken him。 I have just
paid for a nine days' mass for his soul。 And I can tell you this;
signoreI never deceived him。 Who put it into his head that I was
made to live on holy thoughts and fine phrases? It was his own
fancy; and it pleased him to think so。Did he suffer much?〃 she
added more softly; after a pause。
〃His sufferings were great; but they were short。〃
〃And did he speak of me?〃 She had hesitated and dropped her eyes;
she raised them with her question; and revealed in their sombre
stillness a gleam of feminine confidence which; for the moment;
revived and illumined her beauty。 Poor Theobald! Whatever name he
had given his passion; it was still her fine eyes that had charmed
him。
〃Be contented; madam;〃 I answered; gravely。
She dropped her eyes again and was silent。 Then exhaling a full rich
sigh; as she gathered her shawl together〃He was a magnificent
genius!〃
I bowed; and we separated。
Passing through a narrow side street on my way back to my hotel; I
perceived above a doorway a sign which it seemed to me I had read
before。 I suddenly remembered that it was identical with the
superscription of a card that I had carried for an hour in my
waistcoat pocket。 On the threshold stood the ingenious artist whose
claims to public favour were thus distinctly signalised; smoking a
pipe in the evening air; and giving the finishing polish with a bit
of rag to one of his inimitable 〃combinations。〃 I caught the
expressive curl of a couple of tails。 He recognised me; removed his
little red cap with a most obsequious bow; and motioned me to enter
his studio。 I returned his salute and passed on; vexed with the
apparition。 For a week afterwards; whenever I was seized among the
ruins of triumphant Rome with some peculiarly poignant memory of
Theobald's transcendent illusions and deplorable failure; I seemed to
hear a fantastic; impertinent murmur; 〃Cats and monkeys; monkeys and
cats; all human life there!〃
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