sk.theshining-第69节
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st of the country； but down here the men wore open…throated shortsleeve shirts and the women were in light summer dresses and shorts。 On top of the First Bank of Florida building； a digital thermometer bordered with huge grapefruits was flashing 79° over and over。 Thank God for Florida； Hallorann thought； mosquitoes and all。
In the back of the limo were two dozen avocados； a crate of cucumbers； ditto oranges； ditto grapefruit。 Three shopping sacks filled with Bermuda onions； the sweetest vegetable a loving God ever created； some pretty good sweet peas； which would be served with the entree and e back uneaten nine times out of ten； and a single blue Hubbard squash that was strictly for personal consumption。
Hallorann stopped in the turn lane at the Vermont Street light； and when the green arrow showed he pulled out onto state highway 219； pushing up to forty and holding it there until the town began to trickle away into an exurban sprawl of gas stations； Burger Kings； and McDonalds。 It was a small order today； he could have sent Baedecker after it； but Baedecker had been chafing for his chance to buy the meat； and besides； Hallorann never missed a chance to bang it back and forth with Frank Masterton if he could help it。 Masterton might show up tonight to watch some TV and drink Hallorann's Bushmill's； or he might not。 Either way was all right。 But seeing him mattered。 Every time it mattered now； because they weren't young anymore。 In the last few days it seemed he was thinking of that very fact a great deal。 Not so young anymore； when you got up near sixty years old （ortell the truth and save a lie…past it） you had to start thinking about stepping out。 You could go anytime。 And that had been on his mind this week； not in a heavy way but as a fact。 Dying was a part of living。 You had to keep tuning in to that if you expected to be a whole person。 And if the fact of your own death was hard to understand； at least it wasn't impossible to accept。
Why this should have been on his mind he could not have said； but his other reason for getting this small order himself was so he could step upstairs to the small office over Frank's Bar and Grill。 There was a lawyer up there now （the dentist who had been there last year had apparently gone broke）； a young black fellow named McIver。 Hallorann had stepped in and told this McIver that he wanted to make a will； and could McIver help him out？ Well； McIver asked； how soon do you want the document？ Yesterday； said Hallorann； and threw his head back and laughed。 Have you got anything plicated in mind？ was McIver's next question。 Hallorann did not。 He had his Cadillac； his bank account…some nine thousand dollars…a piddling checking account； and a closet of clothes。 He wanted it all to go to his sister。 And if your sister predeceases you？ McIver asked。 Never mind； Hallorann said。 If that happens； I'll make a new will。 The document had been pleted and signed in less than three hours…fast work for a shyster…and now resided in Hallorann's breast pocket； folded into a stiff blue envelope with the word WILL on the outside in Old English letters。
He could not have said why he had chosen this warm sunny day when he felt so well to do something he had been putting off for years； but the impulse had e on him and he hadn't said no。 He was used to following his hunches。
He was pretty well out of town now。 He cranked the limo up to an illegal sixty and let it ride there in the left…hand lane； sucking up most of the Petersburg… bound traffic。 He knew from experience that the limo would still ride as solid as iron at ninety； and even at a hundred and twenty it didn't seem to lighten up much。 But his screamin days were long gone。 The thought of putting the limo up to a hundred and twenty on a straight stretch only scared him。 He was getting old。
（Jesus； those oranges smell strong。 Wonder if they gone over？） Bugs splattered against the window。 He dialed the radio to a Miami soul station and got the soft； wailing voice of Al Green。
〃What a beautiful time we had together； Now it's getting late and we must leave each other。 。 。〃
He unrolled the window； pitched his cigarette butt out； then rolled it further down to clear out the smell of the oranges。 He tapped his fingers against the wheel and hummed along under his breath。 Hooked over the rearview mirror； his St。 Christopher's medal swung gently back and forth。
And suddenly the smell of oranges intensified and he knew it was ing； something was ing at him。 He saw his own eyes in the rearview； widening； surprised。 And then it came all at once； came in a huge blast that drove out everything else： the music； the road ahead； his own absent awareness of himself as a unique human creature。 It was as if someone had put a psychic gun to his head and shot him with a 。45 caliber scream。
（！！！ OH DICK OH PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE E！！！） The limo had just drawn even with a Pinto station wagon driven by a man in workman's clothes。 The workman saw the limo drifting into his lane and laid on the born。 When the Cadillac continued to drift he snapped a look at the driver and saw a big black man bolt upright behind the wheel； his eyes looking vaguely upward。 Later the workman told his wife that he knew it was just one of those niggery hairdos they were all wearing these days； but at the time it had looked just as if every hair on that coon's head was standing on end。 He thought the black man was having a heart attack。
The workman braked hard； dropping back into a luckilyempty space behind him。
The rear end of the Cadillac pulled ahead of him； still cutting in； and the workman stared with bemused horror as the long； rocket…shaped rear taillights cut into his lane no more than a quarter of an inch in front of his bumper。
The workman cut to the left； still laying on his horn； and roared around the drunkenly weaving limousine。 He invited the driver of the limo to perform an illegal sex act on himself。 To engage in oral congress with various rodents and birds。 He articulated his own proposal that all persons of Negro blood return to their native continent。 He expressed his sincere belief in the position the limo…driver's soul would occupy in the afterlife。 He finished by saying that he believed be had met the limo…driver's mother in a New Orleans house of prostitution。
Then he was ahead and out of danger and suddenly aware that he had wet his pants。
In Hallorann's mind the thought kept repeating （E DICK PLEASE E DICK PLEASE） but it began to fade off the way a radio station will as you approach the limits of its broadcasting area。 He became fuzzily aware that his car was tooling along the soft shoulder at better than fifty miles an hour。 He guided it back onto the road； feeling the rear end fishtail for a moment before regaining the position surface。
There was an A/W Rootbeer stand just ahead。 Hallorann signaled and turned in； his heart thudding painfully in his chest； his face a sickly gray color。 He pulled into a parking slot； took his handkerchief out of his pocket； and mopped his forehead with it。
（Lord God！）
〃May I help you？〃 The voice startled him again； even though it wasn't the voice of God but that of a cute little carhop； standing by his open window with an order pad。
〃Yeah； baby； a rootbeer float。 Two scoops of vanilla； okay？〃
〃Yes； sir。〃 She walked away； hips rolling nicely beneath her red nylon uniform。
Hallorann leaned back against the leather seat and closed his eyes。 There was nothing left to pick up。 The last of it had faded out between pulling in here and giving the waitress his order。 All that was left was a sick； thudding headache； as if his brain had been twisted and wrung out and bung up to dry。
Like the headache he'd gotten from letting that boy Danny shine at him up there at Ullman's Folly。
But this had been much louder。 Then the boy had only been playing a game with him。 This had been pure panic； each word screamed aloud in his bead。
He looked down at his arms。 Hot sunshine lay on them but they had still goose… bumped。 He had told the boy to call him if he needed help； he remembered that。
And now the boy was calling。
He suddenly wondered how he could have left that boy up there at all； shining the way he did。 There was bound to be trouble； maybe bad trouble。
He suddenly keyed the limo； put it in reverse； and pulled back onto the highway； peeling rubber。 The waitress with the rolling hips stood in the A/W stand's archway； a tray with a rootbeer float on it in her hands。
〃What is it with you； a fire？〃 she shouted； but Hallorann was gone。
* * *
The manager was a man named Queems； and when Hallorann came in Queems was conversing with his bookie。 He wanted the four…horse at Rockaway。 No； no parlay； no quinella； no exacta； no goddam futura。 Just the little old four； six hundred dollars on the nose。 And the Jets on Sunday。 What did he mean； the Jets were playing the Bills？ Didn't he know who the Jets were playing？ Five hundred； seven…point spread。 When Queems hung up； looking put…out； Hallorann understood how a man could make fifty grand a year running this little spa and still wear suits with shiny seats。 He regarded
