alistairmaclean.bearisland-第50节
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lise that this formed no part of his nature at all： he was just a naturally helpful character who never thought to place himself above his fellow actors。 Conrad； I thought； must be a very rare avis indeed in the cinema world。
〃What's all this； then？〃 I said。 ‘You qualified for this sort of thing。 I thought Otto had appointed the Three Apostles as alternate chefs？〃
〃The Three Apostles had it in mind to start improving their musical technique in this very spot；〃 Conrad said。 I did a self…defence trade with them。 They're practising across in the equipment hut…you know； where the generator is。〃
I tried to imagine the total degree of cacophony produced by their tatonal voices； their amplified instruments and the diesel engine in a confined space of eight by eight； but my imagination wasn't up to it。 I said： 〃You deserve a medal。 You too； Mary dear。〃
〃Me？〃 She smiled。 〃Why？〃
〃Remember what I said about the goodies pairing off with the baddies？
Delighted to see you keeping a close eye on our suspect here。 Haven't seen his hand hovering suspiciously long over one of the pots； have you？〃
She stopped smiling。 I don't think that's funny； Dr。 Marlowe。〃
I don't think it is either。 A clumsy attempt to lighten the atmosphere。〃
I looked at Conrad。 〃Can I have a word with the chef？〃
Conrad looked at me briefly； speculatively； nodded and turned away。 Mary Stuart said： 〃That's nice。 For me； I mean。 Why can't you have a word with him here？〃
〃I'm going to tell him some funny stories。 You don't seem to care much for my humour。〃 I walked away a few paces with Conrad and said： 〃Had a chance of a word with Lonnie yet？〃
〃No。 I mean； I haven't had an opportunity yet。 Is it that urgent？〃
〃I'm beginning to think it may be。 Look； I haven't seen him there but I'm certain as can be that Lonnie is across in the provisions hut。〃
〃Where Otto keeps all those elixirs of life？〃
〃You wouldn't expect to find Lonnie in the fuel shed。 Diesel and petrol aren't his tipples。 I wonder if you could go across there； seeking liquid solace from this harsh and weary world； from Bear Island； from Olympus Productions； from whatever you like； and engage him in crafty conversation。 Touch upon the theme of how you're missing your family。 Anything just get him to tell you about his。〃
He hesitated。 I like Lonnie。 I don't like this job。〃
〃I'm past caring now about people's feelings。 I'm just concerned with people's lives…that they should keep on living； I mean。〃
〃Right。〃 He nodded and looked at me soberly。 〃Taking a bit of a chance； aren't you？ Enlisting the aid of one of your suspects； I mean。〃
〃You're not on my list of suspects；〃 I said。 〃You never were。〃
He looked at me for some moments then said： 〃Tell that to Mary dear； will you？〃 He turned and made for the outer door。 I returned to the oil cooker。 Mary Stuart looked at me with her usual grave and remote lack of expression。
I said： 〃Conrad tells me to tell you that I've just told him…you're following me？…that he's not on my list of suspects and never was。〃
〃That's nice。〃 She gave me a little smile but there was a touch of winter in it。
〃Mary；〃 I said； 〃you are displeased with me。〃
〃Well。〃
〃Well what？〃
〃Are you a friend of mine？〃
〃Of course。〃
〃Of course； of course。〃 She mimicked my tone very creditably。 〃Dr。 Marlowe is a friend of all mankind。〃
〃Dr。 Marlowe doesn't hold all mankind in his arms all night long。〃
Another smile。 This time there was a touch of spring in it。 She said：
〃And Charles Conrad？〃
I like him。 I don't know what he thinks about me。〃
〃And I like him and I know he likes me and so we're all friends together。〃 I thought better of saying 〃of course〃 again and just nodded。 〃So why don't we all share secrets together？〃
〃Women are the most curious creatures；〃 I said。 〃In every sense of the word 〃curious。〃
〃Please don't be clever with me。〃
〃Do you always share secrets？〃 She frowned a little； as if perplexed； and I went on： 〃Let's play kiddies〃 games； shall we？ You tell me a secret and I'll tell you one。〃
〃What on earth do you mean？〃
〃This secret assignation you had yesterday morning。 In the snow and on the upper deck。 When you were being so very affectionate with Heissman。
I'd expected some very positive reaction from this and was correspondingly disappointed when there was none。 She looked at me； silently thoughtful； then said： 〃So you were spying on us。〃
I just happened to chance by。〃
〃I didn't see you chancing by。〃 She bit her lip； but not in any particularly discernible anguish。 I wish you hadn't seen that。〃
〃Why？〃 It had been briefly in my mind to be heavily ironic but I could hear a little warning bell tinkling in the distance。
〃Because I don't want people to know。〃
〃That's obvious；〃 I said patiently。 〃Why？〃
〃Because I'm not very proud of it。 I have to make a living； Dr。 Marlowe。
I came to this country only two years ago and I haven't got any qualifications for anything。 I haven't even got any qualifications for what I'm doing now。 I'm a hopeless actress。 I know I am。 I've just got no talent at all。
The last two films I was in…well； they were just awful。 Are you surprised that people give me the cold shoulder； why they're wondering out loud why I'm making my third film with Olympus Productions？ Well； you can guess now： Johann Heissman is the why。〃 She smiled； just a very small smile。 〃You are surprised； Dr。 Marlowe？ Shocked； perhaps？〃
〃No。〃
The little smile went away。 Some of the life went from her face and when she spoke her voice was dull。 〃It is so easy； then； to believe this of me？〃
〃Well； no。 The point is that I just don't believe you at all！'
She looked at me； her face a little sad and quite unprehending。
〃You don't believe…you don't believe this of me？〃
〃Not of Mary Stuart。 Not of Mary dear。〃
Some of the life came back and she said almost wonderingly： 〃That's the nicest thing anybody's ever said to me。〃 She looked down at her hands； as if hesitating； then said； without looking up： 〃Johann Heissman is my uncle。 My mother's brother。〃
〃Your uncle？〃 I'd been mentally shuffling all sorts of possibilities through my mind but this one hadn't even begun to occur to me。
〃Uncle Johann。〃 Again the little； almost secret smile； this time with what could have been an imagined trace of mischief： I wondered what her smile would be like if she ever smiled in pure delight or happiness。
〃You don't have to believe me。 just go and ask him yourself。 But privately； if you please。〃
Dinner that night wasn't much of a social success。 The atmosphere of cheerful good fellowship which is required to make such munal gettogethers go with a swing was noticeably lacking。 This may have been due； partially； to the fact that most people either ate by their solitary selves or； both sitting and standing； in scattered small groups around the cabin； their attention almost exclusively devoted to the unappetising goulash in the bowls held in their hands： but it was mainly due to the fact that everybody was clearly and painfully aware that we were experiencing the secular equivalent of our own last supper。 For the interest in the food was not all…absorbing： frequently； but very； very briefly； a pair of eyes would break off their rapt munion with the stew and beans； glance swiftly around the cabin； then return in an oddly guilty defensiveness to the food as if the person had hoped in that one lightning ocular sortie to discover some unmistakable telltale signs that would infallibly identify the traitor in our midst。 There were； needless to say； no such overt indications of self…betrayal on display； and the problem of identification was deepened and confused by the fact that most of those present exhibited a measure of abnormality in their behaviour that would ordinarily have given rise to more than a modicum of suspicion anyway。 for it is an odd characteristic of human nature that even the most innocent person who knows himself or herself to be under suspicion tends to overreact with an unnatural degree of casual indifference and insouciant unconcern that serves only to heighten the original suspicion。
Otto； clearly； was not one of those thus afflicted。 Whether it was because he knew himself to be one of those who was regarded as being pletely in the clear or because； as chairman of the pany and producer of the film； he regarded himself as being above and apart from the problems that afflicted the mon run of mankind； Otto was remarkably posed； and； astonishingly； even forceful and assertive。 Unlikely though it had appeared up to that moment； Otto； normally so dithering and indecisive； might well be one of those who only showed of their best in the moments of crisis。 There was certainly nothing dithering or indecisive about him when he rose to speak at the end of the meal。
〃We are all aware；〃 said Otto briskly； 〃of the dreadful happenings of the past day or two and I think that we have no alternative to accepting Dr。 Marlowe's interpretation of the events。 Further； I fear we have to accept as very real the doctor's warnings as to what may happen in the near future。
〃Those are inescapable facts and entirely conceivable possibilities so please don't for a moment imagine that I'm trying
