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nto a pain…filled unreasoning anger and resentment and despair by the agony she had suffered in her shoulder from having had her arms bound for so many long hours in the cruel jolting disfort of the tractor cabin。
As she passed by Smallwood she stumbled； he put up an arm either to help her or ward her off； and before he had realised what was happening…it must have been the last quarter from which he expected any show of violence or resistance…she kicked out blindly and knocked the gun spinning out of his hand to land in the snow beneath。 Smallwood sprang after it like a cat…the speed was unnecessary； the low growl of warning from an armed Corazzini put paid to any ideas we might have had of taking advantage of the situation…picked up the gun and whirled round； the gun lining up on Helene； his eyes narrowed to slits against the beam of the searchlight； his face twisted into an unrecognisable snarl； the lips drawn far back over the teeth。 I'd been wrong once more about Smallwood…he could kill without reason。
〃Helene！〃 Mrs Dansby…Gregg was the nearest to her； and her voice was high…pitched； almost a scream。 〃Look out； Helene！〃 She plunged forward to push her maid to one side； but I don't think Smallwood even saw her： he was mad with fury； I knew he was； and nothing on earth was going to stop him from pressing that trigger。 The bullet caught Mrs Dansby…Gregg squarely in the back and pitched her headlong to fall face down in the frozen snow。
Already Smallwood's moment of uncontrollable rage was spent as if it had never been。 He said not another word； just nodded to Corazzini and jumped up on to the tail of the tractor cabin to keep us covered with searchlight and gun as Corazzini gunned the motor； engaged gear and lumbered off into the darkness to the west。 We stood in a forlorn huddled little group and watched the train pass us by； the tractor； the tractor sled； the dog sledge and finally the huskies themselves； running on the loose traces astern。
I heard Helene murmur something to herself； and when I bent to listen she was saying in a strange； wondering voice： 〃Helene。 She called me 'Helene'。〃 I stared at her as if she were mad； glanced down at the dead woman at my feet then gazed unseeingly after the receding lights of the Citroen until both the lights and the sound had faded and vanished into the snow…filled darkness of the night。
CHAPTER ELEVEN…Friday 6 P。M。…Saturday 12。15 P。M。
The white hell of that night； the agony of the bitter dreadful hours that followed…and God only knows how many hours these were …is a memory that will never die。
How many hours did we stagger and lurch after that tractor like drunk or dying men…six hours； eight； ten？ We didn't know； we shall never know。 Time as an independent system of measurement ceased to exist： each second was an interminable unit of suffering； of freezing； of exhausted marching； each minute an son where the fire in our aching leg muscles fought with the ice…cold misery of hands and feet and faces for domination in our minds； each hour an eternity which we knew could never end。 Not one of us； I am sure； expected to live through that night。
The thoughts； the emotions of these hours I could never afterwards recall。 Chagrin there was； the most bitter I have ever known； an overwhelming mortification and self…condemnation that I had all along been deceived with such childish ease； that I had been powerless to offer any hindrance or resistance to the endless resourcefulness of that brilliant little man。 And then I would think of Mrs Dansby…Gregg； and of Margaret bound and hostage and afraid and looking at Smallwood in the dim light of that lurching tractor cabin； looking at Smallwood and the gun in Smallwood's hand； and with that thought anger would flood in to supplant the chagrin； a consuming hatred and a fury that flamed throughout my entire being； but even that anger wasn't all exclusive： it couldn't be； not so long as fear； a fear such as I had never before known； was the dominating factor in my mind。 And it was。
It was； too； I should think； in Zagero's mind。 He hadn't spoken a word since Mrs Dansby…Gregg had died； had just flung himself uncaringly； ruthlessly； into what had to be done。 Head bowed； he plodded on like an automaton。 I wondered how many times he must have regretted that impetuous slip of the tongue when he had betrayed to Smallwood the fact that Solly Levin was his father。
And Jackstraw was as silent as we were； non…mittal； speaking only when he had to； keeping his thoughts strictly to himself。 I wondered if he was blaming me for what had happened but I didn't think so； Jackstraw's mind just didn't work that way。 I could guess what he was thinking； I knew the explosive temper that slumbered under that placid exterior。 Had we met an unarmed Smallwood and Corazzini then； I do not think we would have stopped short of killing him with our hands。
I suppose； too； that we were all three of us exhausted as we had never been before； frost…bitten； bleeding； thirsty and steadily weakening from lack of food。 I say 'suppose'； because logic and reason tell me that these things must have been so。 But if they were I do not think they touched the minds of any of us that night。 We were no longer ourselves； we were outside ourselves。 Our bodies were but machines to serve the demands of our minds； and our minds so consumed with anxiety and anger that there was no place left for any further thought。
We were following the tractor。 We could； I suppose； have turned back in the hope of stumbling across Hillcrest and his men。 I knew Hillcrest well enough to know that he would know that those who had taken over our tractor…he had no means of knowing who they were； for all he knew Zagero might have suddenly overpowered us…would never dare make for Uplavnik but would almost certainly head for the coast。 The likelihood was that Hillcrest； too； would head for the Kangalak fjord…together with a small bay beside it； the Kangalak fjord was the only break； the only likely rendezvous in a hundred miles of cliff…bound coast…and he could go there arrow…straight： on board his Sno…Cat he had a test prototype of a new； pact and as yet unmarketed Arma gyroscope specially designed for land use which had proved to have such astonishing accuracy that navigation on the ice…cap； as a problem； had ceased to exist for him。
But； even should he be heading towards the coast； our chances of meeting him in that blizzard did not exist； and if we once passed them by we would have been lost for ever。 Better by far to head for the coast； where some patrolling ship or plane might just possibly pick us up…if we ever got there。 Besides； I knew that both Jackstraw and Zagero felt exactly as I did…under a pointless but overpowering pulsion to follow Smallwood and Corazzini until'we dropped in our tracks。
And the truth was that we couldn't have gone any other way even had we wished to。 When Smallwood had dropped us off we had been fairly into the steadily deepening depression in the ice…cap that wound down to the Kangalak glacier and it was a perfect drainage channel for the katabatic wind that was pouring down off the plateau。 Although powerful enough already when we had been abandoned； that wind was now blowing with the force of a full gale； and for the first time on the Greenland ice…plateau…although we were now； admittedly； down to a level of 1500 feet …1 heard a wind where the deep ululating moaning was pletely absent。 It howled； instead； howled and shrieked like a hurricane in the upper works and rigging of a ship； and it carried with it a numbing bruising flying wall of snow and ice against which progress would have been utterly impossible。 So we went the only way we could； with the lash of the storm ever on our bent and aching backs。
And ache our backs did。 Only three people…Zagero； Jackstraw and myself…were able to carry anything more than their own weight： and we had among us three people pletely unable to walk。 Mahler was still unconscious； still in a； but I didn't think we would have him with us very much longer： Zagero carried him for hour after endless hour through that white nightmare and for his self…sacrifice he paid the cruellest price of all for when； some hours later； I examined the frozen； useless appendages that had once been his hands； I knew that Johnny Zagero would never step into a boxing ring again。 Marie LeGarde had lost consciousness too； and as I staggered along with her in my arms I felt it to be no more than a wasted token gesture： without shelter； and shelter soon； she would never see this night out。 Helene； too； had collapsed within an hour of the tractor's disappearance； her slender strength had just given out； and Jackstraw had her over his shoulder。 How all three of us； exhausted； starved； numbed almost to death as we were； managed to carry them for so long； even though with so many halts； is beyond my understanding： but Zagero had his strength； Jackstraw his superb fitness and I still the sense of responsibility that carried me on long hours after my legs and arms had given out。
Behind us Senator Brewster blundered along in a blind world all of his own； stumbling often； falling occasionally but
