srdonaldson.thepowerthatpreserves-第90节
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〃That is true。〃 The speaker seemed afraid of what Foamfollower might say next。
〃Surely there are other aids which you can give。〃
〃Yes…yes。 Of Gorak Krembal we do not speak…there is nothing。 But we know the ways of Kurash Qwellinir。 And…and in the Maker…place also…there is something。 But…〃 The speaker faltered; fell silent。
〃But;〃 Foamfollower said steadily; 〃such aid is not the reason for the aid you have already given。 I am not deaf or blind; jheherrin。 Some other cause has led you to this peril。〃
〃The legend…〃 gulped the speaker; then slithered away to confer with the creatures behind it。 An intensely whispered argument followed; during which Covenant tried to calm his sense of impending crisis。 For some obscure reason; he hoped that the creatures would refuse to speak of their legend。 But when the crawler returned to them; Foamfollower said deliberately; 〃Tell us。〃
A silence of dread echoed in the cavern; and when the speaker replied fearfully; 〃We will;〃 a chorus of shrieks pierced the air。 Several score of the jheherrin fled; unable to bear the risk。 〃We must。 There is no other way。〃
The crawler approached a few feet; then slumped wetly on the floor; gasping as if it could not breathe。 But after a moment; it lifted up its quavering voice and began to sing。 The song was in an alien tongue that Covenant did not prehend; and its pitches were made so uncertain by fear that he could not discern the melody。 Yet…more in the way the jheherrin listened than in the song itself…he sensed something of its potency; its attractiveness for the creatures。 Without understanding anything about it; he was moved。
It was a short song; as if long ages of grim or abject use had reduced it to its barest bones。 When it was done; the speaker said weakly; 〃The legend。 The one hope of the jheherrin…the sole part of our lives that is not Maker…work; the sole purpose。 It tells that the distant forebearers of the jheherrin; the un…Maker…made; were themselves Makers。 But they were not seedless as he is…as we are。 They were not driven to breed upon the flesh of others。 From their bodies came forth young who grew and in turn made young。 Thus the world was constantly renewed; in firmness and replenishment。 Such things cannot be imagined。
〃But the Makers were flawed。 Some were weak; some blind; others incautious。 Among them the Maker was born; seedless and bitter; and they did not see or fear what they had done。 Thus they fell into his power。 He captured them and took them to the deep fastnesses of his home; and used them to begin the work of forming armies。
〃We are the last vestige of these flawed un…Maker…made。 Their last life is preserved in us。 In punishment for their flaws; we are doomed to crawl the bs in misery and watchfulness and eternal fear。 Mud is our sun and blood and being; our flesh and home。 Fear is our heritage; for the Maker could bring us to an end with one word; living as we do in the very shadow of his home。 But we are watchful in the name of our one hope。 For it is said that some un…Maker…made are still free of the Maker…that they still bring forth young from their bodies。 It is said that when the time is ready; a young will be birthed without flaw…a pure offspring impervious to the Maker and his making…unafraid。 It is said that this pure one will e bearing tokens of power to the Maker's home。 It is said that he will redeem the jheherrin if they prove…if he finds them worthy…that he will win from the Maker their release from fear and mud…if…if…'' The crawler could not go on。 Its voice stumbled into silence; left the cavern aching for a reply to fill the void of its misery。
But Covenant could not bend without breaking。 He felt all the attention of the jheherrin focused on him。 He could feel them voicelessly asking him; imploring; Are you the pure one? If we help you; will you free us? But he could not give them the answer they wanted。 Their living death deserved the truth from him; not a false hope。
Deliberately; he sacrificed their help。 His voice was harsh; he sounded angry as he said; 〃Look at me。 You know the answer。 Under all this mud; I'm sick…diseased。 And I've done things… I'm not pure。 I'm corrupt。〃
One last pulse of silence met his denial…one still moment while the intent; tremulous hope around him shattered。 Then a shrill wail of despair tore through the multitude of the jheherrin。 All the light vanished at once。 Shrieking in darkness like desolated ghouls; the creatures ran。
Foamfollower caught hold of Covenant to protect him against an attack。 But the jheherrin did not attack; they fled。 The sound of their movement rushed through the cavern like a loud wind of loss; and died away。 Soon the silence returned; fell limp at the feet of Covenant and Foamfollower like empty cerements; the remains of a violated grave。
Covenant's chest shook with dry spasms like sobs; but he clenched himself into union with the silence。 He could not bend; he would break if the rictus of his determination were forced to bend。 Foul! he jerked。 Foul! You're too cruel。
He felt the attempted consolation of the Giant's hand on his shoulder。 He wanted to respond; wanted to utter in some way the violence of his resolve。 But before he could speak; the silence seemed to flow and concentrate itself into the sound of soft weeping。
The sound grew on him as he listened。 Forlorn and miserable; it rose up into the darkness like irremediable grief; made the hollow air throb。 He yearned to go to the weeper; yearned to fort it in some way。 But when he moved; it found words to halt him; desolate accusation。 〃Despair is Maker…work。〃
〃Forgive me;〃 Covenant groaned。 〃How could I lie to you?〃 He searched for the right reply; then said on intuition; 〃But the legend hasn't changed。 I haven't touched the legend。 I don't deny your worth。 You are worthy。 I'm just…not the pure one。 He hasn't e yet。 I don't have anything to do with your hope。〃
The weeper did not answer。 Its sobs ached on in the air; having started; its old unanodyned misery could not stop。 But after a moment it brought up a glimmer of rocklight。 Covenant saw that it was the crawler who had spoken for the jheherrin。
〃e;〃 it wept。 〃e。〃 Shaking with sorrow; it turned and crept out of the cavern。
Covenant and the Giant followed without hesitation。 In the presence of the creature's grief; they silently accepted whatever it intended for them。
It led them back into the bs…away from their earlier route; upward through a plex chain of tunnels。 Soon the rock walls had bee cold again; and the air began to smell faintly of brimstone。 A short time later…little more than half a league from the cavern…their guide halted。
They kept themselves a respectful distance from the creature and waited while it tried to control its sobs。 Its dim; rocklit struggle was painful to watch; but they contained their own emotions; waited。 Covenant was prepared to allow the creature any amount of time。 Patience seemed to be the only thing he could offer the jheherrin。
It did not keep them waiting long。 Forcing down its grief; it said thickly; 〃This tunnel…it ends in Kurash Qwellinir。 At every turn choose…the way toward the fire。 You must pass a passage of the Maker。 It will be guarded。 Beyond it take each turn away from the fire。 You will find Gorak Krembal。 You cannot cross…you must cross it。 Beyond it is the rock of the Maker…place。
〃Its mouth is guarded; but has no gate。 Within it swarms… But there are secret ways…the Maker has secret ways; which his servants do not use。 Within the mouth is a door。 You cannot see it。 You must find it。 Press once upon the center of the lintel。 You will find many ways and hiding places。''
The crawler turned and began to shuffle back down the tunnel。 Its light flickered and went out; leaving Covenant and Foamfollower in darkness。 Out of the distance of the hollow b; the creature moaned; 〃Try to believe that you are pure。'' Then the sound of its grief faded; and it was gone。
After a long moment of silence; Foamfollower touched Covenant's shoulder。 〃My friend…did you hear it well? It has given us precious aid。 Do you remember all it said?〃
Covenant heard something final in the Giant's tone。 But he was too preoccupied with the bitter rictus of his own intent to ask what that tone signified。 〃You remember it;〃 he breathed stiffly。 〃I'm counting on you。 You just get me there。〃
〃My friend…Unbeliever;〃 the Giant began dimly; then stopped; let drop whatever he had been about to say。 〃e; then。〃 He steered Covenant by the shoulder。 〃We will do what we can。〃
They climbed on up the tunnel。 It made two sharp turns and began to ascend steeply; narrowing as it rose。 Soon Covenant was forced to his hands and knees by the angle of the cold stone slope。 With Foamfollower breathing close behind him; helping him with an occasional shove; he pulled and scraped upward; kept on scrambling while the rock grew more and more constricted。
Then the tunnel ended in a blank wall。 Covenant searched around with his numb hands。 He found no openings…but he could not touch the ceiling。 When he looked upward; he saw a faint window of red light out of reach above his head。