pzb.drawingblood-第24节

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　　He　was　beginning　to　realize　just　how　little　he　knew　about　life　outside　of　New　Orleans。　But　that　was　all　right：　with　intelligence　and　intuition；　he　could　hack　it。
　　Hacking　was　defined　as　the　manipulation　of　any　plex　system；　as　in　〃I　can't　hack　getting　dressed　tonight；　so　I'm　going　to　the　club　in　my　bathrobe。〃　The　plex　system　could　be　numbers　on　a　screen　or　the　relays　and　interchanges　of　the　phone　system；　those　were　mechanical；　and　all　you　had　to　do　was　learn　them。　The　crucial　fact　many　puter　hackers　never　seemed　to　realize…and　the　reason　some　of　them　were　perceived　as　such　geeks…was　that　the　world　and　all　its　sentient　beings　and　their　billions　of　stories　prised　the　most　intricate；　fascinating　system　of　all。
　　He　pushed　himself　up　off　the　gray　sand　and　walked　to　the　edge　of　the　water。　The　glare　caught　the　round　lenses　of　his　glasses；　made　his　eyes　sting　and　tear。　Fine；　he　felt　like　crying　anyway。　A　breeze　tainted　with　the　odors　of　wet　salt　and　crude　oil　caught　his　hair　and　pushed　it　back　from　his　face；　dried　the　faint　sheen　of　sweat　on　his　forehead　and　upper　lip。　The　tears　and　the　wind　felt　good　together。
　　Zach　looked　up　and　down　the　beach；　followed　the　juncture　of　sand　and　water　until　it　merged　into　infinity。　South　of　here　were　the　Georgia　Sea　Islands；　where　the　rich　language　and　culture　of　the　Gullah　people　had　dried　up　over　the　past　century　like　so　many　fronds　of　marsh　grass　never　woven　into　baskets；　like　so　many　magical　roots　never　fashioned　into　protective　〃hands。〃　North　was　the　rest　of　the　Atlantic　Seaboard；　more　than　a　thousand　miles　of　that　churning；　strange…colored　ocean　stretching　all　the　way　up　to　the　unimaginably　toxic　sands　of　New　York　and　New　Jersey。
　　Soon　the　beach　began　to　get　crowded；　and　Zach　saw　that　he　would　never　be　able　to　blend　in　here。　The　redneck　dudes　in　their　drawstring　jams　and　scraggly　little　mustaches；　the　dudettes　with　their　bleached…permed…frosted　hair　and　cottage　cheese　asses　and　scary；　leathery　tans；　the　kids　that　were　hideous　little　replicas　of　their　parents　in　Teenage　Mutant　Ninja　drag…all　stared　at　Zach　as　if　he　might　be　something　nasty　that　had　washed　up　overnight　and　hadn't　floated　back　out　yet。　It　was　time　to　crash；　time　to　sleep　now　so　he　could　blow　this　boring　joint　by　nightfall。
　　Back　in　his　room　at　the　Sea　Castle；　Zach　stripped　out　of　his　sweaty　cutoffs；　laid　his　glasses　on　the　nightstand；　and　crawled　into　the　double　bed。　The　sheets　were　worn　but　clean　and　cool。　He　nestled　into　the　pillows；　closed　his　eyes；　felt　delicious　exhaustion　wash　over　him；　thought　of　the　kid　Leaf　and　suddenly　had　a　raging　boner　that　was　never　going　to　let　him　sleep　in　a　million　years；　noway；　nohow。
　　Zach　leaned　over　the　edge　of　the　bed　and　rummaged　in　one　of　his　bags；　found　a　string　of　little　blue　plastic　packets；　and　tore　one　off。　He　never　used　rubbers　for　sex　unless　the　other　person　insisted…and　many　of　his　lovers　in　New　Orleans　had　insisted；　he　was　known　for　more　than　his　pallid　good　looks　and　mysterious　wealth　（which　bination　had　convinced　a　certain　set　of　French　Quarter　kids　that　Zach　was　a　vampire　and　another　set　entirely　that　he　was　dying　of　AIDS　and　whooping　it　up　while　he　still　could）。　But　he　always　used　them　for　beating　off。　Not　a　one　had　broken　yet；　and　he　figured　he　was　getting　into　the　thousands。
　　He　fitted　the　slippery　little　sheath　over　the　head　of　his　dick　and　unrolled　it；　sliding　his　hand　down　with　it；　pretending　it　was　Leaf's　mouth。　The　weight　of　the　sheet　was　Leaf's　hands；　the　extra　pillow　was　Leafs　skinny　body　pressed　smooth　against　his　own。　But　when　he　came；　Leaf　disappeared　and　Zach　saw　an　achingly　blue　wave　crashing　and　foaming　on　pure　white　sand。
　　The　rubber；　as　always；　remained　intact。　Maybe　they　had　made　the　things　flimsier　back　in　'72。
　　For　a　few　minutes　he　lay　with　his　mind　wandering　and　his　hand　still　moving　idly。　Not　until　warm　tendrils　of　e　started　trickling　back　down　into　his　pubic　hair　did　he　pull　the　thing　off；　knot　the　end　of　it；　and　toss　it　in　the　general　direction　of　the　toilet。　He　heard　a　small　wet　plop　that　meant　bull's…eye；　though　the　room　was　so　small　it　would've　been　hard　to　miss。　If　every　sperm　was　sacred；　Zach　figured　he　had　made　more　offerings　to　the　altar　of　the　porcelain　goddess　than　any　other。
　　When　he　woke　up　later　and　saw　the　condom　floating　like　a　pale　chrysalis　in　the　blue…tinged　water　of　the　bowl；　he　would　pee　on　it　and　then　flush　it。　Zach　thought　his　body　was　a　nifty　machine　and　had　a　healthy　appreciation　of　its　many　functions。
　　He　turned　over；　stretched　his　lanky　arms　and　legs　across　the　unfamiliar　expanse　of　mattress；　pushed　his　head　into　the　mound　of　pillows。　One　of　them　lay　snug　against　his　side　like　a　warm　body　sinking　into　sleep。　For　an　instant　he　wondered　how　it　would　be　to　fall　asleep　and　wake　up　with　someone　next　to　him　every　morning；　bodies　fitting　together　in　easy　familiarity；　skin　smelling　of　each　other　and　the　safe　shared　bed。
　　But　only　for　an　instant　did　he　think　he　might　like　it。　These　were　thoughts　that　usually　only　came　to　him　on　leaden　winter　mornings；　when　the　needling　rain　of　a　New　Orleans　cold　spell　streaked　his　windowpanes。
　　The　pillow　was　his　only　constant　bedmate；　in　all　its　malleable；　forting　forms。　He　held　it　close　and　pressed　his　face　into　it；　smelled　cotton　and　detergent　and　the　lingering　ghost　of　his　e；　damp　and　salty　as　the　ocean；　but　cleaner。　In　a　while　the　image　of　his　own　bed　faded　from　behind　his　eyes；　and　Zach　began　to　dream　of　a　long　expanse　of　silky；　sugary　white　sand；　of　water　the　color　of　the　sky；　of　sky　the　color　of　the　sun。
　　
　　When　he　woke　the　room　was　full　of　sunset's　first　light；　deep　pinks　and　lavenders　that　lay　in　overlapping　petal…like　layers　across　the　bedclothes　and　made　him　think　he　was　still　dreaming。　As　consciousness　seeped　back　in；　Zach　contemplated　going　out　to　the　beach　to　watch　the　sun　set　and　get　something　to　eat。　A　steady　edge　of　hunger　was　gnawing　at　his　stomach。　But　all　the　happy　couples　were　probably　strolling　hand　in　hand　in　the　grimy　surf。　Zach　decided　to　stay　in　and　order　a　pizza。
　　He　paged　through　the　phone　book；　ripped　out　the　Domino's　ad　and　tore　it　into　tiny　pieces…they　supported　Operation　Rescue　and　other　heinous　fascist　causes…then　dialed　a　local　parlor　and　ordered　a　twelve…inch　pie　with　triple　jalapenos。
　　Thirty　minutes　later；　his　hair　dripping　from　a　fast　shower；　Zach　munched　pizza　and　drank　grape　soda　from　the　motel's　machine　while　he　studied　his　new　atlas。　He'd　stopped　to　fill　the　Mustang's　tank　somewhere　near　Valdosta；　and　while　it　had　not　been　nearly　as　fine　an　adventure　as　his　stop　in　Pass　Christian；　he　had　scored　three　tapes；　a　hot　Slim　Jim；　and　the　book　of　maps。　He　saw　that　1…95　north　from　Savannah　would　take　him　all　the　way　into　North　Carolina。　Zach　didn't　like　interstates；　but　he　was　well　away　from　New　Orleans　now　and　ready　to　cover　some　more　distance　in　a　hurry。
　　And　after　North　Carolina；　where？　Leaf　had　thought　him　a　New　Yorker。　Zach　had　always　been　intrigued　by　the　idea　of　such　a　tiny　island…bound　city　crammed　full　of　people　of　every　possible　race；　gender；　and　persuasion；　entire　cultures　and　culture　wars；　systems　of　magic　and　religion；　infinite　microcosms。　Maybe　now　he　could　get　lost　there。
　　He　finished　his　pizza；　dropped　off　his　room　key　at　the　office；　slapped　on　his　new　Hank　Williams　tape；　and　headed　north。
　　
　　Just　before　midnight　Zach　sat　drinking　a　Bloody　Maria　at　the　Sombrero　Lounge；　a　colorful　confection　of　a　building　molded　primarily　of　pink　stucco；　orange　neon；　and　thousands　of　twinkling　white　fairy　lights。　The　South　of　the　Border　theme　park　on　1…95　had　drawn　him　in　like　a　bug　to　a　gaudy　flame。
　　SOB's　increasingly　surreal　billboards　loomed　along　the　highway　for　thirty　miles　before　the　park；　all　3…D　papier…mache　sculpture　and　moving　parts；　giant　hot　dogs　and　spinning　sheep　and　the　smirking　mustachioed　mug　of　pedro；　the　SOB　mascot。　It　was　like　a　little　city　set　down　in　the　middle　of　nowhere；　halfway　between　New　Jersey　and　Disney　World　（as　one　of　the　signs　bragged）；　and　after　three　hours　of　dark　interstate　flanked　by　monotonous　stretches　of　farmland　and　stands　of　pine；　its　tacky　bars　and　souvenir　shops　with　their　Easter　egg　paint　jobs　of　purple　and　pink　and　chartreuse　had　looked　to　Zach　like　the　lights　of　Bourbon　Street　at　Mardi　Gras。
　　As　he　finished　his　drink；　an　eye…watering　blend　of　tequila　and　Tabasco　with　a　splash　of　tomato　juice；　an　idea　came　to　him。　He　left　the　bar　and　drove　across　the　plex　to　pedro's　motel；　paid　cash　for　one　of　the　〃heir　conditioned〃　rooms；　dug　his　battery…powered　laptop　puter　out　of　the　back　seat　and　took　it　inside；　along　with　the　OKI　900　cellular　phone　he　carried　everywhere。　Zach　had　tumbled　the　phone；　or　reprogrammed　it　to　generate　a　new　ID　number　each　time　he　used　it。　It　could　not　receive　calls；　but　neither　could　his　calls　be　traced。
　　The　furniture　and　walls　of　the　room　were　painted　pink；　the　bed　heart…shaped；　with　a　mirror　on　the　ceiling　and　a　slick　spread　of　lurid　red　satin。　No　doubt　you　could　put　a　quarter　in　and　summon　the　Magic　Fingers。　Instead；　Zach　turned　on　the　laptop；　entered　a　stolen　MCI　credit　card　number；　and　dialed　into　the　posing　department　of　the　New　Orleans　Times…Picayune。
　　Over　a　year　ago　he　had　discovered　that　the　newspaper　had　a　progra