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was　impossible　to　identify　or　describe　them。

Suddenly　a　horseman　came　at　a　rapid　pace　towards　the　house；
and　Antonia；　leaning　over　the　balcony；　saw　him　deliver　a　note
to　Rachela；　and　then　hurry　away　at　the　same　reckless　speed。　
The　note　was　from　the　doctor　to　his　wife；　and　it　did　not　tend
to　allay　their　anxiety。　　〃Keep　within　the　house；〃　it　said；
〃there　are　difficulties　in　the　city。　　In　an　hour　or　two　I　will
be　at　home。〃

But　it　was　near　midnight　when　he　arrived；　and　Antonia　saw　that
he　was　a　different　man。　　He　looked　younger。　　His　blue　eyes
shone　with　the　light　behind　them。　　On　his　face　there　was　the
impress　of　an　invincible　determination。　　His　very　walk　had
lost　its　listless；　gliding　tread；　and　his　steps　were　firm；
alert　and　rapid。

No　one　had　been　able　to　go　to　bed　until　he　arrived；　though
Isabel　slept　restlessly　in　her　father's　chair；　and　the　Senora
lay　upon　the　couch；　drowsing　a　little　between　her　frequent
attacks　of　weeping　and　angry　anticipation。　　For　she　was　sure
it　was　the　Americans。　　〃Anything　was　possible　with　such　a　man
as　Sam　Houston　near　the　city。〃

〃Perhaps　it　is　Santa　Anna；〃　at　length　suggested　Antonia。　　〃He
has　been　making　trouble　ever　since　I　can　remember。　　He　was
born　with　a　sword　in　his　hand；　I　think。〃

〃Ca！　　And　every　American　with　a　rifle　in　his　hand！　　Santa　Anna
is　a　monster；　but　at　least　he　fights　for　his　own　country。　
Texas　is　not　the　country　of　the　Americans。〃

〃But；　indeed；　they　believe　that　Texas　is　their　country〃；　and
to　these　words　Doctor　Worth　entered。

〃What　is　the　matter？　　What　is　the　matter；　Roberto？　　I　have
been　made　sick　with　these　uncertainties。　　Why　did　you　not　come
home　at　the　Angelus？〃

〃I　have　had　a　good　reason　for　my　delay；　Maria。　　About　three
o'clock　I　received　a　message　from　the　Senora　Alveda；　and　I
visited　her。　　She　is　in　great　trouble；　and　she　had　not　been
able　to　bear　it　with　her　usual　fortitude。　　She　bad
fainted。〃

〃Ah；　the　poor　mother！　　She　has　a　son　who　will　break　her
heart。〃

〃She　made　no　complaint　of　Luis。　　She　is　distracted　about　her
country；　and　as　I　came　home　I　understood　why。　　For　she　is　a
very　shrewd　woman；　and　she　perceives　that　Santa　Anna　is
preparing　trouble　enough　for　it。〃

〃Well；　then；　what　is　it？〃

〃When　I　left　her　house；　I　noticed　many　Americans；　as　well　as
many　Mexicans；　on　the　streets。　　They　were　standing　together；
too；　and　there　was　something　in　their　faces；　and　in　the　way
their　arms　were　carried；　which　was　very　striking　and
portentous。　　I　fancied　they　looked　coldly　on　me；　and　I　was
troubled　by　the　circumstance。　　In　the　Plaza　I　saw　the　military
band　approaching；　accompanied　by　half　a　dozen　officers　and　a
few　soldiers。　　The　noise　stopped　suddenly；　and　Captain　Morello
proclaimed　as　a　bando　（edict）　of　the　highest　authority；　an
order　for　all　Americans　to　surrender　their　arms　of　every
description　to　the　officials　and　at　the　places　notified。〃

〃Very　good！〃

〃Maria；　nothing　could　be　worse！　　Nothing　could　be　more
shameful　and　disastrous。　　The　Americans　had　evidently　been
expecting　this　useless　bombast；　and　ere　the　words　were　well
uttered；　they　answered　them　with　a　yell　of　defiance。　　I　do　not
think　more　than　one　proclamation　was　necessary；　but　Morello
went　from　point　to　point　in　the　city　and　the　Americans
followed　him。　　I　can　tell　you　this；　Maria：　all　the　millions　in
Mexico　can　not　take　their　rifles　from　the　ten　thousand
Americans　in　Texas；　able　to　carry　them。〃

〃We　shall　see！　　We　shall　see！　　But；　Roberto；　you　at　least　will
not　interfere　in　their　quarrels。　　You　have　never　done　so
hitherto。〃

〃No　one　has　ever　proposed　to　disarm　me　before；　Maria。　　I　tell
you　frankly；　I　will　not　give　up　a　single　rifle；　or　revolver；
or　weapon　of　any　kind；　that　I　possess。　　I　would　rather　be
slain　with　them。　　I　have　never　carried　arms　before；　but　I
shall　carry　them　now。　　I　apologize　to　my　countrymen　for　not
having　them　with　me　this　afternoon。　　My　dearest　wife！　　My　good
Maria！　do　not　cry　in　that　despairing　way。

You　will　be　killed；　Roberto！　　You　will　be　a　rebel！　　You
will　be　shot　like　a　dog；　and　then　what　will　become　of　me　and
my　daughters？〃

〃You　have　two　sons；　Maria。　　They　will　avenge　their　father；　and
protect　their　mother　and　sisters。〃

〃I　shall　die　of　shame！　　I　shall　die　of　shame　and　sorrow！〃

〃Not　of　shame；　Maria。　　If　I　permitted　these　men　to　deprive　me
of　my　arms；　you　might　well　die　of　shame。〃

〃What　is　it？　　Only　a　gun；　or　a　pistol；　that　you　never　use？〃

〃Great　God；　Maria！　　It　is　everything！　　It　is　honor！　　It　is
liberty！　　It　is　respect　to　myself！　　It　is　loyalty　to　my
country！　　It　is　fidelity　to　my　countrymen！　　It　is　true　that
for　many　years　the　garrison　has　fully　protected　us；　and　I　have
not　needed　to　use　the　arms　in　my　house。　　But　thousands　of
husbands　and　fathers　need　them　hourly；　to　procure　food　for
their　children　and　wives；　and　to　protect　them　from　the
savages。　　One　tie　binds　us。　　Their　cause　is　my　cause。　　Their
country　is　my　country；　and　their　God　is　my　God。　　Children；　am
I　right　or　wrong？〃

They　both　stepped　swiftly　to　his　side。　　Isabel　laid　her
cheek　against　his；　and　answered　him　with　a　kiss。　　Antonia
clasped　his　hand；　stood　close　to　him；　and　said：　　〃We　are　all
sure　that　you　are　right；　dear　father。　　My　mother　is　weary　and
sick　with　anxiety；　but　she　thinks　so　too。　　Mother　always
thinks　as　you　do；　father。　　Dear　mother；　here　is　Rachela　with
a　cup　of　chocolate；　and　you　will　sleep　and　grow　strong　before
morning。〃

But　the　Senora；　though　she　suffered　her　daughter's　caresses；
did　not　answer　them；　neither　did　she　speak　to　her　husband；
though　he　opened　the　door　for　her　and　stood　waiting　with　a
face　full　of　anxious　love　for　a　word　or　a　smile　from　her。　　And
the　miserable　wife；　still　more　miserable　than　her　husband；
noticed　that　Isabel　did　not　follow　her。　　Never　before　had
Isabel　seemed　to　prefer　any　society　to　her　mother's；　and　the
unhappy　Senora　felt　the　defection；　even　amid　her　graver
trouble。

But　Isabel　had　seen　something　new　in　her　father　that　night；
something　that　touched　her　awakening　soul　with　admiration。　
She　lingered　with　him　and　Antonia；　listening　with　vague
comprehension　to　their　conversation；　until　Rachela　called
her　angrily；　and　as　she　was　not　brave　enough　for　a　second
rebellion　that　night；　she　obediently　answered　her　summons。

An　hour　afterwards；　Antonia　stepped　cautiously　within　her
room。　　She　was　sleeping；　and　smiling　in　her　sleep。　　Where　was
her　loving；　innocent　soul　wandering？　　Between　the　myrtle
hedges　and　under　the　fig…tree　with　her　lover？　　Oh；　who　can
tell　where　the　soul　goes　when　sleep　gives　it　some　release？　
Perhaps　it　is　at　night　our　angels　need　to　watch　us　most
carefully。　　For　the　soul；　in　dreams；　can　visit　evil　and
sorrowful　places；　as　well　as　happy　and　holy　ones。　　But　Isabel
slept　and　smiled；　and　Antonia　whispered　a　prayer　at　her　side
ere　she　went　to　her　own　rest。

And　the　waning　moon　cast　a　pathetic　beauty　over　the　Eden…like
land；　till　dawn　brought　that　mystical　silence　in　which　every
new　day　is　born。　　Then　Robert　Worth　rose　from　the　chair　in
which　he　had　been　sitting　so　long；　remembering　the　past　and
forecasting　the　future。　　He　walked　to　the　window；　opened　it；
and　looked　towards　the　mountains。　　They　had　an　ethereal　hue；
a　light　without　rays；　a　clearness　almost　polar　in　its
severity。　　But　in　some　way　their　appearance　infused　into
his　soul　calmness　and　strength。

〃Liberty　has　always　been　bought　with　life；　and　the　glory　of
the　greatest　nations　handseled　with　the　blood　of　their
founders。〃　　This　was　the　thought　in　his　heart；　as　looking　far
off　to　the　horizon；　he　asked　hopefully：

　　　　　　　〃What　then；　O　God；　shall　this　good　land　produce
　　　　　　　　That　Thou　art　watering　it　so　carefully？〃


CHAPTER　V。
A　FAMOUS　BARBECUE。

　　　　　　　　〃So　when　fierce　zeal　a　nation　rends；
　　　　　　　　　　　　And　stern　injustice　rules　the　throne；
　　　　　　　　　Beneath　the　yoke　meek　virtue　bends；
　　　　　　　　　　　　And　modest　truth　is　heard　to　groan。
　　　　　　　　　But　when　fair　Freedom's　star　appears；
　　　　　　　　　Then　hushed　are　sighs；　and　calmed　are　fears。
　　　　　　　　　And　who；　when　nations　long　opprest；
　　　　　　　　　　　　Decree　to　curb　the　oppressor's　pride；
　　　　　　　　　And　patriot　virtues　fire　the　breast；
　　　　　　　　　　　　Who　shall　the　generous　ardor　chide？
　　　　　　　　　What　shall　withstand　the　great　decree；
　　　　　　　　　When　a　brave　nation　will　be　free？

It　is　flesh　and　blood　that　makes　husbands　and　wives；　fathers
and　children；　and　for　the　next　few　days　these　ties　were　sorely
wounded　in　Robert　Worth's　house。　　The　Senora　was　what　Rachela
called　〃difficult。〃　　In　reality；　she　was　angry　and　sullen。　　At
such　times　she　always　went　early　to　mass；　said　many　prayers；
and　still　further　irritated　herself　by　unnecessary　fasting。　
But　there　are　few　homes　which　totally　escape　the　visitations
of　this‘pious　temper　in　some　form　or　other。　　And　no
creed　modifies　it；　the　strict　Calvinist　and　strict　Catholic
are　equally　disagreeable　while　under　its　influence。

Besides；　the　Senora；　like　the　ill…tempered　prophet；　thought
she　〃did　well　to　be　angry。〃　　She　imagined　herself　deserted　and
betrayed　in　all　her　tenderest　feelings；　her　husband　a　rebel；
her　home　made　desolate；　her　sons　and　daughters　supporting
their　father's　imprudent　views。　　She　could　only　see　one
alternative　before　her；　she