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to comfort the poor and afflicted： he admired and almost venerated her for this。 He called often on Mrs。 Dodd； and was welcome。 She concealed her address for the present from all her friends except Dr。 Sampson； but Mr。 Hurd had discovered her； and ladies do not snub the clergy。 Moreover； Mr。 Hurd was a gentleman； and inclined to High Church。 This she liked。 He was very good…looking too； and quiet in his manners。 Above all； he seemed to be doing her daughter good； for Julia and Mr。 Hurd had one great sentiment in common。 When the intimacy had continued some time on these easy terms； Mrs。 Dodd saw that Mr。 Hurd was falling in love with Julia； and that sort of love warm； but respectful； which soon leads to marriage； especially when the lover is a clergyman。 This was more than Mrs。 Dodd bargained for； she did not want to part with her daughter； and under other circumstances would have drawn in her horns。 But Mr。 Hurd's undisguised homage gratified her maternal heart； coming so soon after that great insult to her daughter； and then she said to herself： 〃At any rate； he will help me cure her of 'the Wretch。'〃 She was not easy in her mind； though； could not tell what would come of it all。 So she watched her daughter's pensive face as only mothers watch； and saw a little of the old peach bloom creeping back。
That was irresistible： she let things go their own way； and hoped for the best。
CHAPTER XL
THE tenacity of a private lunatic asylum is unique。 A little push behind your back and you slide into one； but to get out again is to scale a precipice with crumbling sides。 Alfred； luckier than many； had twice nearly escaped； yet now he was tighter in than ever。 His father at first meant to give him but a year or two of it； and let him out on terms； his spirit broken and Julia married。 But his sister's death was fatal to him。 By Mrs。 Hardie's settlement the portion of any child of hers dying a minor； or intestate and childless； was to go to the other children； so now the prisoner had inherited his sister's ten thousand pounds； and a good slice of his bereaved enemy's and father's income。 But this doubled his father's bitternessthat he； the unloved one； should be enriched by the death of the adored one！and also tempted his cupidity： and unfortunately shallow legislation conspired with that temptation。 For when an Englishman； sane or insane； is once pushed behind his back into a madhouse； those relatives who have hidden him from the public eye； _i。e。；_ from the eye of justice； can grab hold of his money behind his back； as they certified away his wits behind his back； and can administer it in the dark； and embezzle it； chanting 〃But for us the 'dear deranged' would waste it。〃 Nor do the monstrous enactments which confer this unconstitutional power on subjects； and shield its exercise from the light and safeguard of Publicity； affix any penalty to the abuse of that power； if by one chance in a thousand detected。 In Lunacy Law extremes of intellect meet； the British senator plays at Satan； and tempts human frailty and cupidity beyond what they are able to bear。
So behold a son at twenty…one years of age devoted by a father to imprisonment for life。 But stop a minute； the mad statutes； which by the threefold temptation of Facility； Obscurity； and Impurity； insure the occasional incarceration and frequent detention of sane but moneyed men； do provide； though feebly； for their bare liberation； if perchance they should not yield to the _genius loci；_ and the natural effect of confinement plus anguish； by going mad or dying。 The Commissioners of Lunacy had power to liberate Alfred in spite of his relations。 And that power； you know； he had soberly but earnestly implored them to exercise。
After a delay that seemed as strange to him as postponing a hand to a drowning man； he received an official letter from Whitehall。 With bounding heart he broke the seal； and devoured the contents。 They ran thus
〃Sir；By order of the Commissioners of Lunacy； I am directed to inform you that they are in the receipt of your letter of the 29th ultimo； which will be laid before the Board at their next meeting。I am； &c。〃
Alfred was bitterly disappointed at the small advance he had made。 However； it was a great point to learn that his letters were allowed to go to the Commissioners at all； and would be attended to by degrees。
He waited and waited； and struggled hard to possess his soul in patience。 At times his brain throbbed and his blood boiled； and he longed to kill the remorseless； kinless monsters who robbed him of his liberty； his rights as a man； and his Julia。 But he knew this would not do； that what they wanted was to gnaw his reason away； and then who could disprove that he had always been mad？ Now he felt that brooding on his wrong would infuriate him； so he clenched his teeth； and vowed a solemn vow that nothing should drive him mad。 By advice of a patient he wrote again to the Commissioners begging for a special Commission to inquire into his case； and； this done； with rare stoicism； self…defence； and wisdom in one so young； he actually sat down to read hard for his first class。 Now； to do this； he wanted the Ethics； Politics； and Rhetoric of Aristotle； certain dialogues of Plato； the Comedies of Aristophanes； the first…class Historians； Demosthenes； Lucretius； a Greek Testament； Wheeler's Analysis； Prideaux； Horne； and several books of reference sacred and profane。 But he could not get these books without Dr。 Wycherley； and unfortunately he had cut that worthy dead in his own asylum。
〃The Scornful Dog〃 had to eat wormwood pudding and humble pie。 He gulped these delicacies as he might； and Dr。 Wycherley showed excellent qualities； he entered into his maniac's studies with singular alacrity； supplied him with several classics from his own shelves； and borrowed the rest at the London Library。 Nor did his zeal stop there； he offered to read an hour a day with him； and owned it would afford him the keenest gratification to turn out an Oxford first classman from his asylum。 This remark puzzled Alfred and set him thinking； it bore a subtle family resemblance to the observations he heard every day from the patients； it was so one…eyed。
Soon Alfred became the doctor's pet maniac。 They were often closeted together in high discourse； and indeed discussed Psychology； Metaphysics； and Moral Philosophy with indefatigable zest； long after common sense would have packed them both off to bed； the donkeys。 In fact； they got so thick that Alfred thought it only fair to say one day； 〃Mind； doctor； all these pleasant fruitful hours we spend together so sweetly will not prevent my indicting you for a conspiracy as soon as I get out： it will rob the retribution of half its relish； though。〃
〃Ah； my dear young friend and fellow…student；〃 said the doctor blandly； 〃let us not sacrifice the delights of our profitable occupation of imbibing the sweets of intellectual intercourse to vague speculations as to our future destiny。 During the course of a long and not； I trust； altogether unprofitable career； it has not unfrequently been my lot to find myself on the verge of being indicted； sued； assassinated； hung。 Yet here I sit； as yet unimmolated on the altar of phrenetic vengeance。 This is ascribable to the fact that my friends and pupils always adopt a more favourable opinion of me long before I part with them； and ere many days （and this I divine by infallible indicia）； _your_ cure will commence in earnest； and in proportion as you progress to perfect restoration of the powers of judgment； you will grow in suspicion of the fact of being under a delusion； or rather I should say a very slight perversion and perturbation of the forces of your admirable intellect； and a proper subject for temporary seclusion。 Indeed this consciousness of insanity is the one diagnostic of sanity that never deceives me and； on the other hand； an obstinate persistence in the hypothesis of perfect rationality demonstrates the fact that insanity yet lingers in the convolutions and recesses of the brain； and that it would not be humane as yet to cast the patient on a world in which he would inevitably be taken some ungenerous advantage of。〃
Alfred ventured to inquire whether this was not rather paradoxical。
〃Certainly；〃 said the ready doctor； 〃and paradoxicality is an indicial characteristic of truth in all matters beyond the comprehension of the vulgar。〃
〃That _sounds_ rational；〃 said the maniac very drily。
One afternoon； grinding hard for his degree； he was invited downstairs to see two visitors。
At that word he found out how prison tries the nerves。 He trembled with hope and fear。 It was but for a moment： he bathed his face and hands to compose himself； made his toilet carefully； and went into the drawing…room； all on his guard。 There he found Dr。 Wycherley and two gentlemen； one was an ex…physician； the other an ex…barrister； who had consented to resign feelessness and brieflessness for a snug L。 1500 a year at Whitehall。 After a momentary greeting they continued the conversation with Dr。 Wycherley； and scarcely noticed Alfred。 They were there _pro forma；_ a plausible lunatic had pestered the Board； and extorted a visit of ceremony。 Alfred's blood boiled； but he knew
