the gathering of brother hilarius(希拉里兄的收集)-第3节
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〃My son；〃 he said at length； 〃thou art in the wrong school； nursery；
was it the maid said？ A shrewd lass and welcome to the hen。 Thou art a
limner at heart … Brother Bernard tells of thy wondrous skill with the brush
… and to be limner thou must learn to hunger and to love as the maid said。
Ay； boy； and to be monk too； though alack； men gainsay it。〃
〃Father；〃 said Hilarius； waxing bold from excessive need； 〃did'st thou
ever love as the maid meant？〃
〃Ay； boy … thy mother。〃
There was a long silence。 Then the boy said timidly：…
〃The maid said she might be light of love； 'tis a beautiful thought。〃
The Prior started； and looked at him curiously：…
〃What didst thou tell the maid？〃
〃That I never knew her； but that my father was a gentle knight who
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died ere I saw him； and then the maid said perchance my mother was light
of love。〃
〃Boy；〃 said the Prior gravely； 〃'tis a weary tale； and sad of telling。
Thy mother was wondrous fair without； but she reckoned love lightly； nay；
knew it not for the holy thing it is； but thought only of bodily lusts。 Pray
for her soul〃 … his voice grew stern … 〃as for one of those upon whom God；
in His great pity； may have mercy。 Thus have I prayed these many
years。〃
Hilarius looked at him in wide…eyed horror：…
〃She was evil； wicked； my mother？〃
〃Ay … a light woman； that was what the maid meant。〃
Then great darkness fell upon the soul of Hilarius； and he clasped the
Prior's knees weeping and praying like a little child。
〃And so； my son；〃 said the Prior； 〃for a time thou shalt go out into the
world； to strive and fail； hunger and love； only have a care that thou art
chaste in heart and life； for it is the pure shall see God； and seeing love
Him。 Leave me now that。 I may set in order thy going； and send the
Chamberlain hither to me。〃
That night Hilarius knelt through the long hours at the great Rood； and
then at St Mary Maudlin's altar he did penance for his dead mother's sin。
A week later he left the Monastery as a bird leaves its nest； nay； is
pushed out by the far…seeing parent bird； full of vague terrors of the great
world without。 He had a purse for his immediate needs； a letter to a great
knight； Sir John Maltravers； who would be his patron； and another to the
Prior's good friend； the Abbat of St Alban's。 The Convent bade him a sad
farewell； for they loved this gentle lad who had been with them from a
little child； and Brother Richard strained his filmy eyes to look his last at
the young face he would never see again。
The Prior gave him the Communion； and later walked beside him to
the gates。 Then as Hilarius knelt he blessed him； and the boy；
overmastered by nameless fear； sprang up and prayed that he might stay
and learn some other way； however hard。 The Prior shook his head。
〃Nay； my son； so it must be； else how shall I answer to the Master for
this most precious lamb of my flock？ Come back to us … an thou can'st …
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let no fear deter thee； only take heed； when thine eyes are opened and the
great gifts of hunger and love are vouchsafed thee； to keep still the faithful
heart of a little child。〃
Then he bade him go； and Hilarius； for the pull of his heart… strings；
must needs run hot…foot down the broad forest road and along the highway；
without daring to look back； and so out into the wide； wide world。
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CHAPTER III … THE KING'S SONG…BIRD
MARTIN THE MINSTREL sat under a wayside oak singing softly to
himself as he tuned his vielle。 He was a long lanky fellow with straight
black locks flat against his sallow face； and dark eyes that smouldered in
hollow cavities。 He wore the King's colours； and broke a manchet of
white bread with his mid…day repast。
〃Heigh…ho！〃 sighed Martin； and laid the vielle lovingly beside him；
〃another four leagues to Westminster； and I weary enough of shoe… leather
already； and not another penny piece in my pocket 'til I win back to good
King Ned。 A brave holiday I have had； from Candlemas to Midsummer；
free to sing or to be silent； to smile or frown； wide England instead of
palace walls； a crust of bread and a jug of cider instead of a king's banquet。
Now but another few leagues and the cage again。 Money in my pocket；
true； but a song here and a song there； such as suit the fancy of the Court
gentles； not of Martin the Minstrel。 Heigh…ho； heigh…ho！ 'tis a poor bird
sings at the word of a king； and a poor enough song too； if Edward did but
know it。
〃Who comes here？ Faith； the lad goes a steady pace and carries a
light heart from his song； and no ill voice either。〃
It was Hilarius； and he sang the Alma Redemptoris as he sped along
the green grass which bordered the highway。
When Martin hailed him he turned aside gladly； and his face lit up at
the sight of the vielle。
〃Whence dost thou come； lad？〃 said Martin； eyeing him with interest。
〃Many days' journey from the Monastery of Prior Stephen；〃 answered
Hilarius。
〃But thou art no monk！〃
〃Nay； a novice scarcely； but the Prior hath bidden me go forth to see
the world。 It is wondrous fair；〃 he added sincerely。
〃He who speaks thus is cloister…bred；〃 said Martin； and as Hilarius
made sign of assent； 〃'tis writ on thy face as well。 Thy Prior gave thee
letters to the Abbat of St Peter's； I doubt not； thy face is set for
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Westminster。〃
〃Ay； for Westminster； but my letters are for that good knight； Sir John
Maltravers。 I should have made an end of my journeying ere now but
that two days ago I met strange company。 They took my purse and hat
and shoes； and kept me with them all night until the late dawn。 Then
they gave me my goods again； and bade me God… speed。'
〃But kept thy purse？〃 Martin laughed。
〃Nay； it is here； and naught is missing。 It was all passing strange； and
I feared them； for they looked evil men； yet they did me no wrong； and set
me on my way gently enough； giving me provision； which I lacked。〃
〃Pick…purses and cut…throats afraid of God's judgments for once；〃
muttered Martin； then aloud； 〃Well； young sir； we shall do well if we win
Westminster before night…fall； shall we journey together since our way is
the same？〃
Hilarius assented gladly； and as they went； Martin told him of Court
and King； and the wondrous doings when the Princess Isabel was wed。
He listened open…eyed to tales of joust and revel and sport； and heard
eagerly all the minstrel could tell of Sir John Maltravers himself； a man of
great and good reputation； and no mean musician； 〃and；〃 added Martin；
〃three fair daughters he hath； the eldest Eleanor； fairest of them all； of
whom men say she would fain be a nun。 Thou art a pretty lad； I wager
one or other will claim thee for page。〃
〃I will strive to serve well；〃 said Hilarius soberly； 〃but I have never
spoken but to one maid 'til yesterday； when a woman gave me good…
morrow。〃
Martin looked at his companion queerly。
〃And thou art for Westminster！ Nay； but by all the Saints this Prior
of thine is a strange master！〃
〃It is but for a time；〃 said Hilarius； 〃then I shall go back to the
Monastery again。 But first I would learn to be a real limner； I have some
small skill with the brush；〃 he added simply。
Martin stared。
〃Back to the cloister？ Nay； lad； best turn about and get back now； not
wait till thou hast had a taste of Court life。 Joust and banquet and revel；
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THE GATH
